one light funny post then back to horrible depression

need to sleep🦀

doesnt even feel like it happened yesterday

one day all my stuff will come out of storage and i will be moving in with the love of my life. ive got to believe in this happening someday. please

i am deeply deeply sad. but im trying to chant it out that i have friends who got me this far. i have to fucking stay here and live. ive got to live for phoenix. ive got to live because one day i will have a partner who loves me

just. give me a few weeks to parse out all this shit on here. wouldn't be a problem if theyd just give us locked accounts!

im not touching alcohol or video games for a while. and a cigarette would be devastating right now as much as i want one :/

the concept of "being over it" is so far off in the distance. i dont want to be in this mental state anymore. i havent had to get over somebody in years and ive forgotten how or how long it takes to be fine. fuck man

please help me out

feel disgusting i had to ask him to put this off

he fucking said i needed to go to the emergency room. fuck you. id rather be with my cat after this horrific fucking night i wouldnt have made any progress without my friends.

wasnt reading any of my messages that i was on the way. or anything. not like it would have mattered if i said "I am incredibly sick. i cannot do this this weekend" but he forced me to. okay. i hope your friend saw how sick i was and gets a clue that something was fucking wrong with this situation

asshole thought that I was going to escalate the situation and cause him harm. my body is in fucking shock you monster

had to be visibly fucking sick for my piece of shit ex to show any humanity and let me postpone this absolutely ridiculous shitshow of a breakup. felt disgusting that i couldnt help myself

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its not going to do me any good to look at fresh posts of his to remind myself he is this way. i dont need to hurt myself this way. i already know hes vile

he is vile, he is disgusting. what he believes is beyond rancid. the sweet person i thought loved me was actually scum in sheep skin

just remind me i need to keep his social media blocked. i do not need to be reminded what he believes, what he says, i need to forget asap. i need to ignore it

nausea wave. period migraine. god this sucks

like I am in so much fucking pain/heartbreak and my periods ramping this shit up. i dont want to fucking cry over him because he's an actual piece of shit but i cant help it. this hurts so much

i know im freshly dumped but i really need to not feel this way. Ive been nauseous all day and my head feels hot and strained. cant take any nsaids right now because of (related) stomach issues

everyone whos been able to donate: i am overwhelmed and thank you all

crying over a self proclaimed alt-righter and Im too past the point where I could have gotten over him. fuck me

pain

living in the garage was awful but it wasnt this bad

financial ruin keeps ruining my life and forcing me into horrible sometimes abusive situations

molly "gingerisaspice" is strictly forbidden from being happy. she must always be beat into the dirt. dont forget it

i dont choose this stuff. i escape from lifelong familial abuse and the same exact abuse happens to me

Ive seen it happen before. someone in a dogshit relationship has someone swoop in and save them, and theyre perfect and beautiful. why cant this ever happen to me. I'm definitely not allowed to be happy. Ive said it over again and now i believe it

can someone just save me? and just love me? can i please be saved for once

my financial situation, already bad, tanks. I lose my house. Im forced to move in with my now altright-ex for survival, he abuses me throughout the entire time, I still cant get out of financial ruin fast enough

why do i have to constantly go through abuse -> financial hardship -> abuse. can people just stop abusing me

please help me out

getting back into the groove

Not only did Neil Gaiman get away with absolutely heineous SA without any fucking legal consequences he now claims he's writing a new novel. He hasn't published a book since 2013 and now thinks he can just magnanimously drop a literary turd to reclaim our goodwill. Do not support him or buy his book

Hey yall this is your chance to show the trans community you really are an ally and you're not just saying it for brownie points!! -Do not support ANY of this -JK Rowling has said on numerous occasions that her income goes DIRECTLY into anti-trans legislation in the UK -Seriously. NONE. Of it.

Seems like Discord has indeed pussied out (in the short term). Losers. Still, don't start giving them your money again.

Just a reminder while this is a victory, it's not over yet until Discord completely gives up on the age verification nonsense. Don't resubcribe to Nitro immediately.

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