I feel like driving would be notably less dangerous and more pleasant if we had: - brake lights that increased in brightness with increased force - "gas" lights (with a similar behavior)

trans person comes out and picks the name Detroit Human: Become Detroit

def: technolegeable - one who has knowledge about tech - one who can "technology" (as a verb) (credit to my roommate in passing)

going live for 2 hrs of code stream on my music theory animation project! come join me and my cats as I rewrite animations from manim into Godot :) twitch.tv/melodysium

going live for just an hour of music animation, rewriting my animation runner in Godot for a much more interactive workflow! come join me and my cats for a little while? twitch.tv/melodysium

if i was a witch id make a spell called "bonk" that does 753 damage and applies the kbity status effect for 7 days

Learning to respect your own time is a challenge

Sure boss. I don’t know what “accountable” means but I’d love to be held.

going live for just 1hr of hollow knight! silksong may be out but I gotta finish my playthrough of the original first 😅 twitch.tv/melodysium

I need someone to slap me as hard as this cat slaps this fucking seal

seems silly to care about cartoons & star trek in the midst of everything crashing down & yeah yeah representation isn’t enough but my childhood was me & cartoons & star trek & frantically searching for myself in the world & it sucked & will suck again for a whole lot more kids & that’s terrible.

i told my therapist my perception of the events in my life and they said that im right for my interpretation of them and agreed with all of my actions

washed my hair and it came out extra tangled today ;-; not looking forward to the brushing

One of my biggest 🤯 moments in cognitive psychology was when I learned that our brains and bodies don’t really know the difference between good change and bad change. It’s all just stress. That framing really made a difference in how I regulate. As you said, it’s still big (stressful) feelings.

"asexual" != entirely not sexual "asexual" = alternate sexual: not the default, let me define for myself (that's why they all like the color black)

silksong in 1 week!? better keep at my first playthrough of Hollow Knight! maybe I'll be able to finish in time for the game's full release... twitch.tv/melodysium

i've spent so much of my life struggling with content/game addiction. i've spent years trying to reclaim my life, and i'm finally mostly there. i wrote a blog post abt my experience and advice for others. nobody should suffer alone. i believe in you. i love you. 💙

you're not "breaking it in", you're just breaking it

a guy a randomly chatted with at the bar a couple of weeks ago came up to say hi and chat for a bit today and … idk it's just kinda nice to watch myself turning into the kind of person that can just make friends… the kind of person i always wanted to be

minimalism is a ploy by big small to sell more less

Self-aware hottie who says they'll fuck you if you take the time to do your chores and think about important decisions in your life. Supports you through hard conversations and personal growth, then rewards you with the best sex you've ever had. it me!

if you have any similar recs please do share!! one of my fav artists Thaehan makes this kinda "happy chiptune” every now and then too he also makes rly good hard chiptune, plus a lot of general lofi that has gotten me thru a bad breakup and many other things. very prolific, peep his playlists

this song is so! good!! bouncy cheerful inspiring chiptune + piano from the ppl who did the Steven Universe soundtrack this whole album is great, as is Meanwhile, their other standalone album

I have returned from my 2-week stream hiatus.. to discover that Silksong comes out in another 2 weeks?? guess that means I should continue my first playthrough of Hollow Knight! twitch.tv/melodysium

Sometimes I think about how I almost lived a joyless, closeted life of self-loathing and misery and instead I get to do drugs and be a freak and love and be loved by other freaks. I'm going to die in a pile of dykes someday, probably out of my mind on peyote, and that's beautiful.

[why do men have nipples voice] why do cis women have assholes

why is SMTP not "Send Mail To Person"??

There's GOTTA be a better angle for this.

I hate app-first design cuz being on mobile feels like being on a snail on a tricycle to me, and being on PC feels like being a cheetah driving a corvette "Oh sorry you can't do perfect drifts with your cheetah paws if you wanna use this feature tee hee" Fuck off

tell me I'm a bad bad bad bad man tell me I'm a bad bad bad bad man tell me I'm a bad bad bad bad man tell me oh why do you think I'm trans??

“Trans women are labelling me transmisogynist for no reason! Just to be mean!” look inside “It’s less traumatic for trans women to be raped than it is for real wo— I mean, uterus-havers.”

*snapping a dog collar around a girl's neck* "tag you're it/its!"

bass is such a hot instrument! electric sure, but especially an upright god i could fuck an upright bass

oops i nerd sniped myself into writing 2 blog posts today (2/2): blog.melodysium.gay/blog/using-s...

oops i nerd sniped myself into writing 2 blog posts today (1/2): blog.melodysium.gay/blog/legal-n...

need to be flipped onto my stomach like a pancake and entered forcefully

excellent point, reminds me of this fantastic blog > Life isn’t meant to be constantly laborious, but it isn’t meant to be easy. The assumption that it is meant to be easy will make it feel laborious.

ok actually, chilling in a bralette next to the giant window is kinda great

also im staying for a week in Philly city center, exploring as a possible place to move from Raleigh! if you have any recs for food, music nightlife, or general advice abt Philly or moving from Raleigh, I'm happy to hear it ^-^

BREAKING NEWS: local tgirl wears WAY TOO MANY FUCKING LAYERS on midday lunch walk for it being 88 goddamn degrees outside

this is such incredible art (1m23s)

going live for a couple hours of my first Hollow Knight playthrough! what the heck is a dream nail and why do I suddenly have one?? hmm twitch.tv/melodysium

okay so like seriously speaking but maybe i just lucked out but people fucking LOVE a confident young professional tranny in corporate environments you just have to be fun to be around

one of my friends has this aliased to actual ffmpeg because of the muscle memory from ao3 >.<

y'know, as much as I wish HRT didn't make me infertile, it is kinda convenient to not make a mess

dreamed I joined a work call for another team. it had a "fun" segment at the start where they showed a picture of each person posing with a giant cosmetic dick attached, over normal clothes. we're talking hip-to-nip height, multicolored, some as wide as their torso. they were all super into it

it's so unfortunate that Thirteen from the Minecraft OST used a heavily muted+reverb'd TNT explosion... nine years *before* the "fart with reverb" sound effect got big in 2020 (knowyourmeme.com/memes/reverb...) i can't hear the incredible sound design of this song without giggling just a little bit

on the other hand I look hot at shit so really I'm winning

accidentally kept nerd sniping myself about comp sci / combinatorics problems: - X+Y sorting / weight-ordered Cartesian product - generating possible combinations of disjoint subtrees, in order of # nodes it's really cool and I think I have an algorithm but now I'm 1.5 hrs late for VGM jazz jam :(