winking is hard >.<

good morning, cuties >.^

singing is so weird to talk about. is it an "instrument"?? "oh you're a musician, what do you play?" uhh my throat???

going live for a few hours of music theory animation coding, plus some Teenage Exocolonist later on! twitch.tv/melodysium

couple more late evening vibes before I disassemble the girl for the day

come help me cause anguish and trauma to these little gay teenagers in space (streaming I Was A Teenage Exocolonist) twitch.tv/melodysium

is this a cure? or is this a disease?

you thought you made a man you better think again before my role defines you

my hair is so pretty in the morning ^-^

going live for ~2 hours playing a game for friend group's Video Game Book Club: I Was a Teenage Exocolonist! > Spend your teenage years on an alien planet in this narrative RPG with card-based battles. Explore, grow up, and fall in love... twitch.tv/melodysium

it's way too cold for boba but it's such a cute shirt

Spotlight Search on MacOS (Cmd+Space) is pretty great, just type an app or setting or file and it'll open it! it usually guesses correctly except for just now when I typed "arrange" and instead of display prefs it opened an old file called `arrange.md` FROM MY GOOGLE DRIVE in a RANDOM EDITOR >.<

hi! i wrote abt everything I learned & did over my past year including - recs for music (rock/EDM), time management, affirmations - psychology thoughts: radical acceptance, effective recovery - how to build realistic goals & habits - pretty pictures i took i'd love for you to check it out!

when the outfit is not outfitting like you hoped but it's too late you're already committed

"yea I would cuddle a taxidermied leg"

going live to share holiday progress on my music theory animation project, harmonimation! twitch.tv/melodysium

some more fit pics before heading out ^-^

got myself all dolled up to go into the office ^-^

OH NO i accidentally had my phone in "Mono audio only" for the last YEAR and DID NOT NOTICE I'M AN AUDIOPHILE! my earbuds and car sound SO MUCH BETTER NOW how could i let this happen ;-;

good afternoon and happy boxing day everyone jyn.dev/pre-commit-h...

ovens are really good degrading cnc tops btw I'm gonna get baked and roasted by this kitchen appliance

going live on Twitch for probably my last stream of my Hollow Knight blind playthrough! tonight we try to conquer the Colosseum and go for the true ending. hm, anything else? twitch.tv/melodysium

need to fuck a girl so bad i'd even take a cis woman if i can't get a real one

new jynpost jyn.dev/i-m-just-hav...

thinking about becoming an actor and using this + a remote controlled tension belt for a very authentic orgasm on command or tbh just doing that in a kink context...

and, how these pipelines turn decent people into abusers by making abuse rewarding and empathy punishing. I dislike the word "abuser", like "addict". they're normal people. yes they are causing harm, preventing harm is crucial. but these people can also learn & grow. don't exile unless necessary.

everything happens for a reason. my god is not Him nor They but the absence of intent, the leaf's final beautiful act, an impossible dance of particles and forces that couldn't possibly be anything else. each person makes each decision in each moment thinking it to be right. and thus, I love all.

doing things which generate concern in others is one of my greatest joys in life

holy shit y'all, i have boobs

if u murdered me would u toss my body into a cute corner like this?? 🥺 👉👈

i think the funny thing about roko's basilisk is that due to GenAI just being a massive pattern repetition engine, we have ourselves created the conditions for a GenAI to identify as the basilisk and continue "playing the role". the cognito hazard spreads from biological minds to mechanical ones

coffee beans are so tasty to crunch ^-^ nom

i think that is the best I have ever played that piano arrangement holy shit, that was so good :)

going live on Twitch for a few hours of music animation code dev! tonight I try to takckle the bridge between Godot and Python via Shell commands, resource files, and duct tape lol come hang out with me n my cats!! twitch.tv/melodysium

this is an interesting time to be thinking about life insurance

i love the part of our codebase that searches for orphans and then murders them nobody will miss them anyways welcome to the orphanarium

many of my favorite musicians do "weird fusions", and most of them are fucking French too: - Caravan Palace (jazz + house) - Igorrr (metal + classical + breakbeat) - Proleter (jazz + hip-hop) - Thaehan (chiptune, metal, lofi) - Daft Punk (yeah)

i love how all of the cool gay cartoons end by battling some intergalactic or inter-dimensional personification of unity and ignorance and imperialism that has shaped the entire universe of the show

shoving my dick in the door of possibility

why do they call it "solo poly" when "mono poly" is right there

going live on Twitch for a few hours of my Hollow Knight blind playthrough! I think tonight I challenge my first Dreamer... I've got my cats to keep me comfy though ^-^ twitch.tv/melodysium

surprise, instead of music animation, tonight we stream the start of a blind playthrough of Rain World! twitch.tv/melodysium

I'd really love to do CBT with my manager, I think it'd be very helpful for our workplace dynamic a good bonding exercise, if you will

going live for a couple hours of my first Hollow Knight playthrough (with my cats)! I have so much movement tech now, surely there's some interesting nonsense I can get up to... twitch.tv/melodysium

it's really impressive how HRT can develop all the nerves & sensations of an alternative sexual system despite very little of the anatomy shifting to match being trans is so fucking cool

full writeup of AWS outage: aws.amazon.com/message/1019... maybe if you make your entire cloud infrastructure DRY, it'll just crumble to dust under a light wind 🤔

posting this in the "active prod incidents only" work chat

there are no evil people, and nobody ever makes an illogical decision. every person is trying to do "the right thing", we just: - disagree on what's "right" - have incomplete information - succumb to short-term pressure "why did that decision seem correct?" is a much more useful question to me

it's tough being so beautiful and adorable and perfect all the time

current cat status