I think all the traumaversaries are making me extra agitated lately, but I try to make something of it. Anyways blogpost storytime about my mom's death I guess: gearselectric.neocities.org/newposts/pos...

If I had a nickel for every time a death of someone important to me ruined a Christmas trip, I'd have two nickels. Which isn't a lot but it's weird it happened twice!

I HAVE 96 FOLLOWERS HERE??????????????? I know its not that much but I thought I had like . 5

Might leave Bluesky a bit….. feel free to follow me elsewhere (tumblr most reliable rn, @ dustyaardvark)

No but what might be even worse than frosting and mashed potatoes is old dry pastries. Like days old donuts or cake. Thinking about them makes me want to gag. Put me down.

finished ( #osc #art )

I smile so big when I show somebody my OCs and they actually seem interested like 😭 I want to bow like thank you thank you

HELLO FROM HALO HEAD #536 (this is part of an ongoing comic series! HFHH is an irreverent, allegorical comedy that explores the multitudes of a person's response to trauma. i call it a "traumedy" ;) see my bio to read the rest!)

HELLO FROM HALO HEAD #535 (this is part of an ongoing comic series! HFHH is an irreverent, allegorical comedy that explores the multitudes of a person's response to trauma. i call it a "traumedy" ;) see my bio to read the rest!)

#timeyposting #timestraw #objectocs #osc #objectshows

Cold #timeyposting #timestraw #objectocs

Nobody understands how important timestraw is to me. Never underestimate how much I care about them

TIMESTRAW SAVE ME

vertigo

I have been trying to work more on reorganizing my personal site... So far only the worldbuilding comics are there though... If anybody is interested in my object universe look if you want... (most are kinda old atp though...) gearselectric.neocities.org/artpage/objo...

Have been working on redoing more of my personal site today.. I want to move my object oc art archive from my blogger site to my neocities one but. You guys. It is scary. I have drawn a lot of art. It’s not good guys. There’s so much.

and my nightmares will have nightmares, every night. ( #osc #inanimateinsanity )

pshh ( #osc #inanimateinsanity )

I just gotta fold my laundry then I maybe will take a nap …. Maybe maybe

IM SO UNPRODUCTIVE I keep getting too sleepy after work

I’m kind of surprised I’m not bullied more but maybe I just don’t notice when I am 😭

This is a scam right 😭 I was so confused like what did I even post 😭 but I don’t seem to be suspended soooo 🤷 terminate me idc

I have had an issue where my voice is kinda messed up from barely ever talking so when I do talk it gets worn out rlly fast and sometimes it cuts itself off and things quit coming out which only discourages me from talking more

The other day my boss said “I have a bad feeling about these numbers” and in my head I thought “the BFB/TPOT contestants:”

if anyone has anything or knows anyone who could remotely help please let me know... sorry to keep fixating on this but this issue is becoming so demotivating that i might have to take a break from making any art at all if i can't find a solution.

MY AGONY. NOOOOOO

Then Toad began to bang his head against the wall

Donate money first to your local food banks!

you're kinda in my face and my life and my way

People I hate -my dad -my friends dad -my other friends dad -my friends mom -my other friends mom -the president and everybody who willingly serves him

was nobody gonna tell me the find object fun object camp submission form was set to private this entire time or was I meant to find that out the hard way... /silly HOW DID IT TAKE ME SO LONG TO REALIZE

another early feeding time. come and get it. be sure to savor it well halo-head.com/comic/533-my...

compact foldable achilles (there are other ways he'd prefer to be folded but that costs extra)

youtu.be/QfGJ4JY51g0?... #osc soon... we are so fucking BACK!!!

Just remembered the five year timestrawversary post from last year and started sobbing why didn’t anybody comment on something that meant so much to me 😭 it was really heartbreaking to me I know I’m so sensitive but like. I was so passionate about them.

THREE MORE SUBMISSIONS ADDED TO FINDOBJECTFUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Go check it out and support artists!!!!! There are projects with auditions open, projects ongoing, and artists with commissions open! findobjectfun.neocities.org #osc #objectshowcommunity #objectshows

( #osc #art )

still thinking about this guy. ( #osc #oc )

I should get into breathing exercises tbh maybe then I’ll be at peace. Maybe I should start screaming at random intervals

I don’t want to do the end of the year againnn I’m tired

I may have no solid identity but one thing remains. I fuckingn love orange chicken

I’ve found that when I’m anxious abt doing certain things I’ll subconsciously start looking for excuses not to do them and it is making my perception on a lot of things (esp self care tasks) backwards . Like “if I brush my teeth they will erode faster” or “if I exercise I’ll get sick”

I might have to ignore the passage of time the rest of the year , last two months are always a bit hard for me (acting like I don’t struggle every month 😭) I just have a lot of November/December traumaversaries (including Christmas which. Is unavoidable)(not religious reasons. my mom died on it 😭)

I'm using this opportunity to spread my AGENDA.

Ooooo you wanna check out my website so bad… Also if anybody has questions about it feel free to ask me!! Sorry if I wrote anything confusingly! findobjectfun.neocities.org #OSC #objectshows #objectshowcommunity #indieanimation #objectcomics #objectocs #objectcamps #neocities

I FEEL kind of bad I’ve been kind of slacking on advertising my promotion site LIKE even though it’s more just a hobby I feel bad that I’m not promoting it more I’ve just been super tired 😭 and my motivation is very selective sometimes 😭 but it’s getting reblogs on tumblr again so maybe I should

I keep getting doctor worm stuck in my head.. I’m interested in things. I’m not a real doctor but I am a real worm

Every few months I’ll randomly get the urge to become a Vtuber as if I know how to make a model or have time for that 😭 it just looks so fun to me IDK. I am very careful about (not) showing my face online and it just seems so fun to be a Character if that makes sense