finally remembered to put up a love meme thread of my own, despite the fact that i linked it a while ago. heh gdgdbaby.dreamwidth.org/314179.html?...

i thought it was very telling that my top song in 2020 was everybody hurts by rem. this year it was 74! i feel better, i think!

got my apple music recap, and no spoilers, but i already knew what my number one song of the year was and preplanned it for my advent thread. i’ll post it closer to the end of the month

was watching the two towers/return of the king today and i made a joke about the way the fellowship splinters that was like "in kpop, if you have a nine-member group, you'll also have subunits" but i think it was lost on the group watching the movie with me

he zoooooom

Dan and Phil (mostly Phil) lying about their ages for over 2 minutes

okay this is the start of my #MusicAdvent thread! here's what i'm doing 1. overall theme of alphabetical by band/artist. (in the case of names with "the", the word after is the sorted word.) 2. songs that were relevant to me in 2025 3. i'm posting 31 instead of a traditional advent idgaf let's go!

ooh i think i'm going to do this, just give me a couple hours to assemble a list

happy december, my lip is still bleeding

it's not december here for another hour, but my lip started spontaneously bleeding, so it certainly feels like december

patreon money well spent (i loved it)

one of my posts yesterday was literally just "dan is such a romantic, i can't handle it" and now it has 300 notes. i guess everyone agrees

Having a snowstorm on small biz Saturday is really gonna fuck our holiday szn, please consider buying a book for a gift (ppl in the USA) to help keep this queer little bookstore scooting along.

it's kind of hard to explain if you don't use tumblr, but there's two different versions of every blog: the classic (found at url dot tumblr dot com) and the newer (found at tumblr dot com slash url). clicking a post on your timeline brings up a version of the post at the latter, right?

new dnp video was so good, especially as it went on. loverboy dan howell strikes again

apparently the fireworks people didn't set off on july 4th this year got saved for thanksgiving? who sets off thanksgiving fireworks. wtf

oh man i forgot about this. how do i have amnesia every year

dnp posting the calendar bts around 4 eastern on thanksgiving is homophobic to me personally because a lot is happening but a lot of the US is doing food time

No, YOU’RE crying about Kpop Demon Hunters Macy’s Thanksgiving Day parade

also i'm going to bed early (for me) for a bunch of reasons, but one of them is definitely that i want to see the dnp calendar video faster

another reason: i'm not gonna get started on what a disaster the new toolbar at the bottom is, but the fact that it's really easy on desktop to click on the post itself when you mean to click on the toolbar and your screen changes dramatically? blech

Sister has been rewatching friends, and there's an episode where phoebe's giving birth and her ob is a mega-fonzie stan anyway i've been thinking of any time i want to connect something unrelated to dnp or mcr as a "i love fonzie" moment. (the ob introduces himself to phoebe by saying that)

i hate tumblr's current ui for so many reasons, but one of the big ones is that i keep trying to open images in their own tab so i can zoom in* and they have an interface that won't let me do it. inaccessible piece of garbage *i probably need a new prescription but an eye exam? in this economy?

shakespeare helped me watch tv

marital swamp

phodcast is taking its sweet time today

beautiful day to break patreon

thinking about dnp and the way they've been openly flirting/their Thing for roleplay combined with their disabilities. it's frustrating that i already wrote a fic where they dirty talk a different scenario while they bang because i love that headcanon as their modern bedroom vibe

just had a bit of panic because i thought someone hacked my paypal account, but it turned out it was the thing where someone had a gmail with a similar username but with a period and gmail sent the messages to me instead. google really needs to fix that

need a shirt that says "i got deadnamed by the dnp newsletter" (i have to put in my legal name for payment info on their stuff but i always put my regular name in the shipping info. sigh)

man i could complain about how seasonal depression is eating my life. but i keep thinking about the used opening for mcr at a show next year. what a time we live in.

i love seasonal depression. what do you mean i felt awake for like five minutes today and it's the best i've felt since the time change

this may shock you, but i'm really fond of #dnp (i still find myself kind of surprised. like i was thinking "why am i waking up for a livestream when i can watch back after i sleep" before i did it but now i'm floating with happiness)

finished the pitt s1 and said "oh thank god". great show! possibly the biggest fictional emotional rollercoaster i've ever ridden. need a lava lamp app to stare at for a while

sincerely, my favorite genre of tumblr poll is "OP doesn't share the common lived experience". i'm not even trying to be funny. it's just a good reminder that a) common =/= universal b) it's very easy to have tunnel vision/biases and not even know they're there

multiple migraines in one week sure are cool. blech.

i’m totally unsurprised that i started watching the pitt and it’s scratching the same itch that er did back in the day. the human drama. the competency porn. the simultaneous urge to apply for med school and run somewhere hospitals don’t exist

just rewatched pinof reacts to cheer myself up and a) good choice and b) it's striking how much better the #dnp energy is now vs. then. can we get them to react to bloopers or something for a bit of that energy now

all-day migraines sure are cool. blech.

Petition for Phil to take every selfie at this angle

aw, dracula daily's over for the year again. i love the ending so much

who all has watched this so far (theatrically or on netflix)? i haven't done my rewatch yet obviously but i'm super excited to do so (maybe later today)

i was gonna rewatch gdt's frankenstein the second it hit netflix but i'm tired and feeling bleh and it's a long movie. luckily for me, they had a bts featurette. some of it felt like standard award-season ad fare, but all the production design stuff was exactly what i wanted

i'm doing mini nano this month (a minimum of 100 words daily) and the gywo year-end marathon (15k each month, 30k total) and while i'm mostly writing original stuff, i am also writing fanfic like some ray/gerard filth i started and didn't finish for kinktober for one

The inherent homoeroticism of laundry day

us politics // backscrolling through the post about mamdani's win to the crab raves about dick cheney. mmm. i'm in a good mood.

Woke up today to the news

is it a good idea to stay up past 3 am playing powerwash sim 2 and listening to an audiobook? probably not. was it sublime? absolutely