Ok, but if anyone knows where the "its not something I was looking for, it's just... powerful" sample comes from, ily :3

Hii :) This was emotionally draining and exhausting to make, but I'm glad I pushed through. Burnout sucks, but I think this is one of the best things I've made <3 open.spotify.com/track/1S0Kr3...

forever burdened to be disappointed with everything I make ;–;

heartache thinking about how awful things are. On a personal level I don't know when I'll next be able to safely visit my girlfriend on a wider level, I'm seeing people so close to me feeling utterly hopeless, and I get it tbh. its hard to tell if I'm being totally paranoid or totally realistic

you live and you yearn 🌙

I'm an emotional girl. I love that I wear my emotions, but fuck can it be embarrassing last night I felt physically sick from missing someone. I know I react physically to anxiety, but this was so different and intense I have a big job now, I can't stay up late. I wish I could let my heart rest ~

Radiohead playing a concert in the UK would have been crazy exciting to me two years ago. Instead I just feel bitter and frustrated at Thom Yorke's response to genocide :/

thinking about these bittersweet photos alot ty @asapclocky.bsky.social <3

Thank you to everyone who's helped me out so far this month!! You all are great!! I still need about $1000 to cover rent and utilities...do we think we can do it? Anything helps!! I love you all!! paypal.me/AliceIncarnate

I'm scared to death that I might be poly

clicker training with the minecraft bell

WALL-E is a wlw movie

"all you do in my replies is horny post" well yea? what else am I supposed to do :(

I got the job ahh. I'm honestly so surprised but ahhhh what a big weight to be lifted :')

eating hot chicken tenders and watching yuri in bed :3

This is tgirl swag heritage

keep having dreams where I'm eating glass or where I do my eyeliner and then it corrodes away what does this meann

I'm scared of hurting myself, I'm scared of the world around me. I wrote this dumb song about struggling to take care of myself soundcloud.com/natalatalie/...

in-between writing songs I decided to make a lil cover of anything by Adrianne Lenker big yearn :')

whoever named the nervous system did a great job

who up meowing at their mirror?

Anything by Adrianne Lenker but it's breakcore or jungle would probably hit rn

Maybe someday I'll be able to create art without despising myself every second I'm engaging in it. There's a distinct before and after it got stomped on growing up, someday maybe I can return to it being fun and effortless. Wish I protected that more in myself growing up its all I wanted to do

The UK media is so dire that reporting just gets removed simply because a powerful transphobe didn't like it Once again, it's very clear - transphobes will always side with racists when it suits them

Finally, after so long, I'm getting my new passport tomorrow I should be excited but I just feel numb. it shouldn't be this hard. I had to give up on the GRC and honestly it hurts. So many trips to the bank and the doctors and for what? The UK degrades me, I just want to live. I'm trying my best

One day, history will look back upon the strength it took to be you in this day and age

The thing that kills me the most when people die is how impossible it is for the world to not move on. How a whole person just becomes a memory, that reality never stops eating at me. Charlotte Fosgate should still be here. She shouldn’t just be a memory of something that happened 3 months ago.

Petition: Repeal the Online Safety Act petition.parliament.uk/petitions/72...

Buttercream girlie

slowly coming to terms with the fact that shortly I'll either have a life changing job or feel utterly defeated

spent all weekend catching up on sleep still sleepy tho :3

catnap :3

pink for the lesbians <3

She's pulling up outside my house blasting my transexual tunes. My parents are embarrassed, the whole street hates me. she does a burnout and kisses my cheek I am now wet

EGIRL RENAISSANCE

Just sent a ':3' to the family group chat it's so over

somehow. i STILL haven't done this with another woman. i desperately need to fix that

I'm not drunk I'm just tipsyyyyyyyyyyy weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

I must be a strong girl for her. We will cope by sending clips of yuri to each other captioned "us"

I swear two weeks in lesbian time is two years

currently walking in circles around the kitchen, eyes watering, whispering "im so cooked" to myself as I yearn for her

she visits me after work and I'm asleep on her shoulder after 5 minutes its hard sometimes to give myself permission to be a sleepy girl when I'm stressed, but it's so easy when I feel safe and calm

POv: I am putting you away in the drawer

Yuri

feeling alot better :3 dressing like my music taste :))

fourth of july

she got me flowers ;–; no one has ever given me flowers before ahhhh 💓

princess drunk (it's when you drink and then you princess)

Feel like i'm losing my mind at the state of things both nationally, internationally and in my personal life. Very little is looking up and like. Idk. This feels like an incredibly awful time to be alive especially as a trans woman in abject poverty. Goddamn shit sucks so bad rn