me and my girlfriend are made for each other i love her in a way that changes what i even know myself to be capable of. Anything and everything I'd do for her gladly, this is the best I could imagine a relationship to be. the absolute greatest love of my life, I have no reservations in loving her

by the time my therapy was over and I had a second it's already about to get dark out at like 3:30PM like god. guess I have to get up early to be able to safely walk and run around here like goddamn. how are you supposed to NOT get seasonal depression in winter. It sucks so bad every time

having a dick as a woman is in my opinion inherently feminine. totally understand people that don't want what a dick as a woman though. I guess I just don't see any inherent or real conflict between being feminine and firmly a woman and having a dick. maybe I'm biased but I believe that fully

when i get back to massachusetts they better have that BA coverage loaded up. I already shelled out over $1000 just for not enough laser so I need that BA consult and coverage locked down 😤😤

im spending so much time with my lovely girlfriend we have the best times together. I'd do anything on earth for her, drove 3 hours to get her a really nice haircut today she looks so beautiful. very lucky life im living these days. Never been this happy in my life ☺️😌

damn i can't wait till i'm at 10 years of transition. hell even 5 will be amazing. just hit 3 1/2 years hrt and transition the other day. makes me really happy +hopeful to see so many gorgeous women at 10 years of hrt ☺️

really never thought i'd be monogamous again in my life but it's not something i even had to think about with her. and like there were other options but i just don't want anyone else she's the world to me. truly im just beyond lucky and am so grateful i was ready for this when it came along

ghouslby scroggins is a really good throwaway name they use in a segment on SNL. they were kind of cooking from season 34 on the writing got noticeably better with sketches too

Justin Timberlake makes me want to vomit. Men in general can get my stomach to turn but I genuinely feel nauseous when I hear and see Justin Timberlake. What was wrong with the culture at that time that he was popular. I just can't believe men like that exist what is wrong with men

as i get older i do genuinely realize how bad the internet is for actually having discussions and talking out more pressured or heated talking points, even if they're relatively unimportant. Like it just sucks so bad. So many of us would get along in person and the internet is so fucking annoying

it feels silly(?) to only be getting to this after 3 1/2 years of medical transition but im now back on finasteride and using minoxidil to try and get some more hair regrowth. I didn't lose THAT much before Estrogen but I still think I can get more back ig? Don't know why I waited this long lol

can't waittt to see my girlfriend again tomorrow night. we have the loveliest times together, I love her so much

when I can get a tv with 100-120hz refresh rate I'm just going to full transition to in the bed or on the couch tv pc gaming. I'm real tired of sitting at a desk it's just not the vibe, and it's the worst when my girlfriend is here like. I am so done with pc gaming that isn't more social

im not kidding when I say there are NO jobs in my area. Like there's $100,000-200,000 jobs at hospitals for 10+ years of experience, job listings for a receptionist that never get filled and then ads for doordash "job positions" on indeed here. I actually so want a job there just are none. wtf

i reallyyyy hate how japanese media and games can't just make their characters like 20-25 instead of making them 15-17 years old. Like cmon please. I don't want to feel at all weird about interacting with this stuff but it's concerning. Persona I'm looking at you. College years is a good idea!

i really hate how my pictures were interacted with on this website, and I'd consider this the best website to post them. the amount of dehumanizing accounts that conflate trans women with crossdressers that would like my pictures was disgusting. Only if they add privating will I post pictures again

this isn't true for everyone but i think it bears repeating that I think 1 1/2 years of HRT (even on injections with prog after 6-12 months) is when things started to shift. 2 years of transition was when I looked significantly better+hotter. Idk who needs to hear that but just hang in there! :)

what's struck me again and again is how good Amy Poehler is comedically but moreso as a character actor+character comedic actor. Like she was fucking killing it on SNL and I didn't know she had game like that. Kind of a dynamo tbh she was fucking killing it even when the show around her wasn't

my hair finally is finally healthy again and has grown out enough to have full bangs instead of having to part it to the sides due to so much hair that died from bleaching+dyeing. Feel like I'm starting to come back into having good hair and being extra hot it feels so good. Hair is so important

maybe i was more cynical and jaded than I thought, definitely a little but I just also had no idea you could be so in-tune and good for each other+practically made for each other like how it is with my girlfriend. Some part of me didn't think it was possible? Don't know how I ever got this lucky

lord of the rings sucks im sorry it just does

i have the loveliest, sweetest, most amazing girlfriend. It surprises me every day over and over and over how much i love and admire her, how endlessly lucky I am to have her in my life much less as my girlfriend

this shit is crazy. Season 33 Episode 7 of SNL Amy Poehler probably says "tranny" like 100 times in this sketch. I'm not even necessarily very phased by it but like omg. The shit you could do not that long ago is absolutely insane youtu.be/UlpeESB1PvE?...

i genuinely had a pretty awful experience with another trans woman who I felt pressured to say I was dating for a few months there. I think i try not to talk about it bc of how online discourse fucking sucks but like, idk. it really had very little to do with her being trans but it was awful tbh

genuinely its so cool having a girlfriend where we can both be about other women and think they're hot. Like god the stuff I hear about straight relationships is insane. It's such a fun shared thing to engage in and talk about with each other. Happens to help move things along too at times 😌

i love my girlfriend so so, so much. Actually feels like we were made for each other, it's just been beyond what I could imagine a relationship could be. It's like every way one of us shows up for the other we're used to not having. It's just so so good I never thought this would be my life <3

there's a bunch of long winded ways to say it but I've had a deeply brutalizing life, horrific suffering. And still I believe to my core the fight and struggle is worth it, I've seen it with my own eyes. Please keep fighting because we all matter and all matter to each other specifically

so ends the last time i'll be single for a long while I'd bet. And you know i was really glad to do the work I did in my life and on my own stuff. I used to think of being alone a lot and struggling and working through stuff as a somewhat cyclical and futile process, but it's all paying off atm

excuse my very very sentimental posting this is just the best part of my life. This is the time to live, to finally live. All that grueling painful suffering and work was for this time, to make sure I show up every time for her and do it right. She's worth every single bit of effort and then some

ive absolutely waited my whole life to meet someone like her, we ended up saying the same thing to each other and she's been married before too lol. I really should've known when we'd have 6-13 hour phone conversations but we also started dating at the perfect time. How did I ever get this lucky

i dont really get it exactly? but polyamory and ethical non monogamy for me felt integral but with her it's just not a feeling. It's not that I don't have the potential for those things in me but I've never met someone like her, not even close. So i am monogamous at this point

pretend I didn't say this and yes I'm aware it's a risk to even entertain this emotionally but like. If things keep going well I will absolutely want to marry this amazing woman one day. I just have no reservations at all. It's so apparent to both of us just how special this thing is. We'll see ❤️

officially speaking I love my girlfriend and she loves me. This is only the second time i've even said that to someone besides my family and a friend or two. She's just everything to me

it's fucking crazy bc I went from some of the worst 10 months of my life, really more like the past 1 1/2 years of my life and now it's the best it's ever been by miles. It really can just happen like that. I really was starting to lose any belief in that the struggle would amount to this, it did

i feel like myself and the best version of myself. the culmination of a lot of personal work and struggle paired with my incredible girlfriend and our relationship has really pushed me to finally show up consistently how I've always so wanted to. I'm just having the best time with life these days

I really, really really think I may have found the exact right person for me. Incredible is not even the word. She's been married before (comphet though) but like we both feel this is 1 in a million. This is just the best thing to happen to me ever, and she said the same. I am so so so fucking happy

im going to be unstoppable once my hair finishes growing back to a good length. you have no idea. I was maxing out the resistance levels fucking my hair up and cutting it abysmally short in a scary conservative town. Soon my power will return greater and more all-encompassing than ever before 😈

back in massachusetts and I do really miss it here, happens to be that much more lovely because I'm here for my girlfriend. My life was in such a vastly more difficult spot that was the result of nearly a year of struggle and now it's so good. And god am I so lucky to have her as a partner. yay ☺️🥰

having watched a lot of SNL, maybe even too much(?) there is an objectively best era and it's just not even a competition. The era with Fred Armisen, Kristen Wiig, Will Forte and also Bobby Moynihan, not to mention Seth Myers and eventually Vanessa Bayer is easily the most consistent period of SNL

going to visit her for a few days tomorrow. ive had relationships that were 'good' and okay. But this is the best thing and it's not even close. So much hard work to get to a place where I could even be healthily in a relationship like this, was so worth it for her. Truly I am so, so lucky

i've been wanting to remove my nudes on here for a while for a few reasons, but especially because of how they're interacted with by all types of men. So I did do that today. Like I love the idea of posting nudes for gay and trans women to appreciate on here but I hate that you can't limit exposure

chances are I'll be moving back to Massachusetts and I'm happy with that. While living in NYC would be so cool, living in a conservative hole with no jobs here has been so brutal. I'll be really happy to move back to MA when it does happen, probably not for a bit but im looking forward to it

it is wild how good it is with her. Genuinely haven't felt any of the all-surrounding crushing despair that has been so palpable living in a vile conservative economically depressed town since we started dating. Like I feel like I can breathe. It's the best and I feel beyond lucky

i'm in my no-posting-brain-fixed stage of my life atm and it feels so so good. i have the best girlfriend so it's pretty easy. can finally just have some happiness in my life for a while. saying I feel lucky is an understatement, life has never been this good and i'm glad I've put in the work

i genuinely feel so healthily attached and beyond good with her, especially now that she's my girlfriend. the kind of connection you only ever hear about. I've never felt 1/100th what I do for her and it's perfectly reciprocal. I never thought this would be my life. How did I ever get this lucky

this is just not even close, something I thought I wasn't even sure existed like this much less would be in my life. She's my girlfriend and I'm hers now. We just fit each other perfectly after being friends, it's just perfect. I feel so, so so lucky and I know she feels the same. Happier than ever

this is the best i've ever felt in my entire life and she is just the best, what we have is the best. and it's so healthy. the absolute best. the best part of my life by miles and miles being with her. It's such an amazing fit i honestly never thought i'd meet someone like this in my whole life

i look the prettiest i maybe ever have in my life for her. going to have a lovely, lovely weekend i hope everyone else does too <3

it's just a matter of time at this point until we're girlfriends. It's actually so fun just kind of like waiting, seeing when it'll happen. But like, yeah. It's really good. With her though i can wait as long as it takes to feel natural, gotta do it right. Can't wait to see her later today ☺️

if i flirt at this point its strictly platonic just a heads up 👍👍