i am addicted to not being able to be compensated for any work

i need to take in everything about dungeons www.are.na/chia/on-dung...

i seem to always be hyperaware of the shame or power that 'being a technologist' carries, its weight rapidly shifting depending on what circle i am around. i wish i would care a bit less so i can just redefine it

i want you to know me amiso.la

I cannot "upgrade to macOS sequoia". i am seeing another world on my desktop

one of my art professors in college spent an hour showing us his gallery exhibitions of skyrim & rdd screenshots... he did change my life

why do i have to glance over articles with absolute asocial egoistic men fighting over tiny web; what is the small vs indie vs tiny vs eenie vs meeny vs miny vs moe internet, who cares. no one will want to make a website in this insufferable world. the web might as well be so small it disappears

i made the mistake of 'hacking' on a 'simple' 'text editor' in my free time

my whole life is just a practice of making to make myself

on 'broadcast' platforms like blogs, twitter, this — I kind of don't want anyone to talk back to me, ever

my belief

new update to kakakompyutermoyan.com ♬📺 television in your living room with 30 relatives in the corner dreaming mode

faker as religious experience

the language used around league of legends now feels very different from when i was a babbling 12 year old playing around S2. now regularly speaking on priority, agency, 'non-interactivity'... all beautiful to me.. even 'inting' instead of feeding is gorgeous, esp when it is not actually intentional

Me & every Tan Lin girl in the world

For those looking to be the friend with cool (and unrelatable? (but cool)) taste in games, it's Indiepocalypse #67! -10 curated games for $15! -Zine! -Newly commissioned game by @chia.bsky.social -Cover by Ezra (malenkoste.github.io/carnet/) pizzapranks.itch.io/indiepocalypse-67

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every project eventually becomes a god simulation

nyc & online this wednesday, july 30, 2025 — offering a small sermon on apparitions of the divine & cyberfeminism for 𝔰𝔶𝔫𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔱𝔦𝔠𝔰, a night of spiritual architectures & protocols curated by Danielle Paterson & Ruby Bailey tickets here synthetics.metalabel.com/anightofserm...

🌱 Inspiration: MTMC-16 Computer emulator that shows data and code at multiple levels. From https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m_6pZ_sT3y0 https://feed.grantcuster.com/post/2025-07-25-11-19-38-mtmc-16

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i've been abandoned by this world so much im so dulled by it; a whole life of proving people wrong & having to struggle for everything: education, identity, security in my body, where i can live, what i place faith in, what i can do... it is surprising that the fight in me has yet to be killed

I made a piece of software! It’s called the film|minutes video|graphic workstation. It’s pretty niche but cool if you want to take notes or do very close readings of films/videos.

first half of the year: + bringing pisonets + karaoke + internet art to the philippines' largest art fair with KAKAKOMPYUTER MO YAN! + screening new internet ambient work at tate britain + experimental games showcase at GDC! + writing + performances on tropical technologies...

𝓅𝒶𝑔𝒶𝓈𝒶 ( an experimental atmosphere ) ⤷ june 29 sunday, 3–5pm at experimental sound studio, chicago ⤷ an internet ambient performance, artist talk after! ﾟ ⋆ ess.org/esscalendar/... ﾟ ☂︎ ⋆

i'd love to see a vibe coding/ai tools-focused class around poetic computation/creative code/handmade web ideals, even if it seemingly goes against a lot of principles/narratives from that world.. it feels urgent to think, work around & address (obviously)—the many ways of placing our hand

if you don't like it when someone adds 20 blocks to an are(.)na channel all at once or think that 'pollutes' your feed, you are weak of heart and spirit

the more you make cozy hidden gem corners of the internet here's what i'm building videos, the more soulless & insipid your audience grows—becoming husks, numbers. the crueler i think people will become, and the more facile your practice. in seeking legibility, i lose what was worth writing about.

Software for People, Pauline Oliveros

i'd like for anyone to believe in me..

internet tour upcoming with the living web institute.. come join me for an online conversation through tabs and archives with practitioners of the poetic web 🎐 i'm on at june 11, 11:30am livingweb.metalabel.com/sharing-screen

home on everythingi.love

My favourite part of the Electric Dreams exhibition at the Tate is Suzanne Treister's "Fictional Videogame Stills" that she made on an Amiga 1000 in the early 90s. We only have them now because she took photographs of her art on the screen back then - the original Amiga discs have corrupted!

i need her

I'm the 3rd most mentally ill internet artist in san francisco

screening this friday at tate britain — fragments of a new ambient performance where i dream with my desktop laying systems & scenes that will form hundreds of tiny site sketches, using windows & scraped imagery & poem & lyric to make dream sequences ‧₊˚ ☁️⋅

cameron winter is like my new will toledo

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everyday i say i want to make a great big piece of browser-born internet literature that rivals the greats and i sound delusional

may 1.. i've been busy turning 25, figuring out how to start my life over & over

"make the web weird/fun again" language is so alarm blaring.. often it is used by the worst people you know co-opting language/practice/vision from ppl at the peripheries

pauline oliveros, dialogue with basho

wrote an essay on being a tropical technologist, live on a solar-powered server.. 𖤓°⋆ through the pisonet, the air conditioner, the data center, and the POGO — an archipelago's constant repair, reclaiming, and remaking with and of climate ourshiver.com#tropicsessay (up when the sun is out in sf)

"I have a different image of Jesus Christ which is that of a woman, a very ordinary-looking Filipino woman, who drinks with them and has stories to tell." 🕊️ on translucency, delusion, & purity of elsa/nora/mary; dreaming of the noranian imaginary.. chias.blog/2025/nora-aunor-as-network/

every day the sky smells a little bit different

People for Software

id like post-/internet art that engages with faith/catholicism sincerely/seriously.. i do not care about first world atheists forming USBs into crosses or putting jesus into vrchat or whatever. let's find something else

The 2025 Experimental Games Showcase (which I was a part of!!) is free to view to the public on the GDC Vault ❤️ gdcvault.com/play/1035151...

tired of landing pages and single-page sites. you should make websites with as many pages possible