how I feel not sending a text :

Okay #jiraisky ! After asking for suggestions I'm finally getting #needystreameroverload (ofc that's because it's currently on sale too!)

Seeing him smile makes my heart happy

@chainsawmassacre.bsky.to scawyy neji okay haunt me!

Lower your expectations but not your standards

Realizing what I want might not be the thing that makes me happy is really really rough

I wanna write I wanna draw I wanna compose music I wanna code I wanna create something

don't make me an optimist, you will ruin my life

Favorite Flower Knows collection?

I wonder what I should do today?

It's not something to do. It's the flow of water rushing to quell a fire that consumes the owner

please keep praising me for the bare minimum

to talk to me first you must defeat my 5 mental illnesses

life prefers that which it knows and can survive to that which is uncertain

Forgot to take a picture! I made Longganisa w/ Spiced Vinegar, Miso soup and hot Chocolate! Life is good

me trying to gaslight myself into eating more

I think I have a new type.

My friend sus-maxxing in the dms again 〜⁠(⁠꒪⁠꒳⁠꒪⁠)⁠〜

she's so me this is what motivates me to do anything "ughhh I dont wanna work todayyy" "wait there was a new btssb drop LOCK TF IN"

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I HATE BEING CONSCIOUS ABOUT MY MORTALITY 😿😿😿😿GRRRRURRGHHSS

Is it wrong to love and to want that love returned?

I wanted to be considered and prioritized without having to ask for it. Having to ask for it really feels bad. There's just no winning. They don't do it. Feels bad. They do it. Also feels bad. Maybe I shouldn't have said anything? Should have let at least one of us be happy.

can i accept you unconditionally or are you gonna be weird about it? 🩷💛🩵

Kinda getting encouraged by people to merge my two main hobbies recently. Aka. play #sts2 while doing a yapping session in cute #jiraikei fits. Should I do it? Thoughts and prayers?

hello kitty statue 🎀

I'm getting rage baited by AITA stories

Just had a breakdown. Why does the one guy in the friend's group who's really good at making me feel included just gone now? I feel so out of place and I don't even want to admit it but I feel like I just lost a friend.

Wait. Is it just me or I can't see the oomf that gave a long list! I wanted to save the list and get back to it but it's gone now? (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠) Oomfie where's the list? I liked your long list come back

me and my friends when we're sus-maxxing

I'm listening to a pretty neutral love song but I feel like crying?

The only flaw of dogs is that they live short lives.

Recovery is hard chat. Some days I feel like "wow, I can do this!" and then others is just like "where is the eject button"?

I lowkey want to post videos and pictures of myself but I'm scared AI will steal my content and use my face and voice (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)

I don't want a dead internet full of AI! I want real human oomfs who have real human lives!

Happy Pride Month #pridesky~! 🩷🎉🏳️‍🌈 (⁠*⁠˘⁠︶⁠˘⁠*⁠)⁠.⁠｡

I said this and then cried to eepy. It's rough here

me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me me

You guys get two pictures this time of my most recent and favourite attempt! Felt like I actually did well ฅ⁠^⁠•⁠ﻌ⁠•⁠^⁠ฅ Still open for thoughts! (see alt txt for more) #jiraisky #jiraikei

Well my day is fucking ruined

What's the point of telling when I literally tell what I want and they don't do it anyway fml

What would you do if you can do anything you want? Me: Bringing an AC 💨❄️ to 🇩🇪 to rescue my adorable 🌯 under the 🌞⛱️ heat!

Hm, surprisingly my mood is doing okayish on this time of the month.

Sometimes my mental health is quite the uphill battle but I'm determined to win

Okay chat, apparently there is a very real chance that I actually have bpd (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)

going back to materialism because reconnecting w nature didn't work out 🩷

I'm not playing games so if my feelings change and I suddenly feel numb about you, that's probably that. There's no mind games. I'm just done.