i think i developed a thing where i am 100% certain people can see right through me & intuit my bitterest most unprocessed thoughts & deem me some sort of gross icky creature. i don't think being internet-raised has done me favors in this regard

KIRBY 64: THE CRYSTAL SHARDS HAL LABORATORY 2000 N64

deeer!!!!!!! Deer

yells & screams a little bit. a small amount

you have to write ONE gay visual novel before you die. it's just a requirement now

john mcguirk fictive

how on earth do people write fiction on a regular basis. this feels like an exorcism

i'm rearranging things on my website WITHOUT doing a full rewrite. this is a big accomplishment for me

they should let you turn the job rejection doomed crashout feeling into one token and you should be able to spend it to complete 1 task. or maybe you could spend it on a treat too

yume 2kki (2007) planetarium

i got really involved with found material collage a couple years ago. i put them out in zine form but i think it's time for them to start existing online. this one's called "talk with your healthcare provider", also with a small aside appended to the bottom

two of the new collage pieces, some of my favorites. these ones are tied together by the recent staple of inventing a fursona in the bottom left corner

ive been painting recently

another recent painting

drawings from 2021

drawings from 2021

just checked and it's actually good morning

(You're awfully kind taking time out to talk to a mouse. This mouse loves you! )

getting pangs of floordesk desire again

this is how im getting paid to write

I Grew Up Room Shaped!

making art is not real & has never been done. im just sitting in a room & giving myself posture issues and back pain for ~20hrs each week

the purpose of sneezing is to check the acoustics of the space you're in

still not sure if i liked death stranding 2 at all. it's the hardest i've ever been punished for presuming something in a narrative and missing exactly one line of dialogue, which is kind of great, but i did like it significantly more when i didn't know what was going on. load bearing headcanons

one of the new collage pieces

it's rly tumultuous in a lot of ways but i hold an unbelievable amount of gratitude for how much time ive been able to spend in the past month digging into this project thing and that i get to do it for another

workflow for this project so far seems to be "take a cute little song and throw it as far away from itself as you can think to". it gets funnier every time i do it

another little slice of this project

another little slice of this project

just tired of feeling ignored and unwanted and like i barely exist. tired of that being entirely my fault. tired of understanding the parts of it that aren't true and feeling it all just as much

how do you want anything if yr entire mental health craters for >72hrs upon any instance of "going out and socializing". this happens especially if it's nice and fun. i don't think locking myself in the dungeon is an appropriate solution

beer sinkdog #furry #sinkdog

this town is finished

Super fucking ultra hydlide

wellbutrin gives you a glass cannon build

Oh you wanna see my eurorack? check it out *Lifts away a heavy velvet dust cover to reveal a small water feature with babbling streams, fountains and bamboo troughs that creak and clunk*

workflow for this project so far seems to be "take a cute little song and throw it as far away from itself as you can think to". it gets funnier every time i do it

how do you feel about songs

if you spend enough time in your room it is surely bound to stop being harmful and isolative and instead become cool and monastic

"chewy spree" is an absolutely loathsome candy. 3/10 experience

new album passed the 20 minute mark, still don't know what i want with it at all or what it's about. this has to be a good thing

i love death stranding 2 photo mode i love being the landscape photographer

it's important to walk around

i would like to put it on the record that i don't actually want to go to work tomorrow very much at all

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