My bf @bleuwhusky.bsky.social is reminding me this afternoon that I am incapable of hurting a mouse. Which reminded me of one of my FAV pics of all time with @dariomouse.bsky.social

Trying "EVERY SINGLE CEREAL"

Life got suddenly more complicated in many ways after my salvaged hike ended. While I have a ton of time to go and do things, I'm spent on emotional capital. I'm hanging on to baggage that I'm trying to set down. I'm leaning on a couple of nodes in my support network much harder than usual -

"do you take pride in volunteering without a salary?" Well as an anarcho-syndicalist believing in an organizational structure of a free association of individuals bound by the common goal of mutual aid within a moneyless stateless society free of the tyranny of wage labor - have you read bachunin??

New night hike up sugarloaf hill! Little brighter than Seattle, but just as nice.

Why masking in 2026? Beyond COVID it's still cold and flu season, dealers can't opt out of their own sales room, and most don't get any kind of sick pay. I have also heard some mention how art is their profession in part because of chronic illness or disability, so the stakes differ vs the public.

Remember, if you’re feeling overwhelmed by everything there’s no shame in taking some time for yourself. It’s like a choir- each individual takes a breath when they need, but the music continues and you can join the song again when you’re ready.

In 2024 while sitting on a plane to seattle, quietly anxious and depressed about my direction in life, my row-mate started light conversation and gave me some advice: "You always need something to look forward to, you know? What are you looking forward to next?" Find that thing to look forward to

Officially moved back in to the Bay Area!

Today's the day! Give me strength

The former dread of an imminent move is beginning to turn to excitement of being back in the Bay soon 👀

Vitamin D deficiency is common in winter, and is linked to depression. If Consider taking a supplement if you're not out getting 20-30 minutes of direct sunlight or eating a cod liver dinner every day.

I like my nighttime hikes in Seward park. It reminds me of the quiet and vulnerable state of mind you get in deep playa at night.

I know winter darkness, Seattle rain, and cycling hormones are a factor in how I'm processing the world, but it really feels like I'm close to rock bottom in my life right now.

To all the young people in New York and across our country who count on gender-affirming care: I won't let this administration come for you, your doctors, or your lifesaving health care.  Your health care is still legal and protected.  I'll always fight for you.

Keep up with the lingo: AFAB - Assigned female at birth AMAB - Assigned male at birth ACAB - All cops are bastards AHAB - From hell's heart I stab at thee

I couldn't fit into one of my fursuits at the end of September after a sedentary spring and food-filled summer. I've been following a light diet and daily hiking routine since that has me feeling pretty good now. I've lost 7.5 lbs so far!

A new micronation has popped up across the street!

(art by zkyeline)

The best skill I've leaned living in Seattle is the ability to hike when it's raining and dark and absolutely not be bothered by it.

Good life advice

RABBIT WIP!!! This fella is almost done! I am loving how sassy it is. It is built on my new rabbit base (which will be available for purchase at MFF 2025!) and THIS GUY will be up for adoption upon completion!

Met with a landlord who ended up liking me, and it looks like I might be coming back down to the bay sooner rather than later. My feet are feeling progressively wetter: "What if there's something better for cheaper?" "what if I hate it here?" "what if I don't want to be in the bay afterall?"

#3157 A helpful tutorial

Finally… the oft requested Find Your Way blanket is HERE! She will be included in upcoming shop drop, along with a handful of restocks and handful other new items! I will also have these with me at MFF The holidays are coming fast! ko-fi.com/deerhudson/s... #furry #MFF2025

The last two weeks have been one hell of a year, and things were scary, but I'm grateful for a positive trajectory. Now getting a head start on a new years resolution to be less impulsively "fuck you, I can do it" and more methodically "let's do this but with others and my future self in mind."

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With the weather in the northern hemisphere cooling again, it reminds me that it's SOUP SEASON! And of this fabulous piece by @alexkrokus.bsky.social!

GET IN LOSERS WE'RE GOING OFFROADING 🐶 Boulder 🪡 Fursuits by Lacy 🚗 @woofybunny.bsky.social 📷 @veehicles.one 🖼️ www.furtrack.com/p/1512755 🏷️ #FursuitFriday Taken at @flatfuck.bsky.social's Caltrain outing last weekend. That was a blast, thank you Chips!

One week from today! Grab a cup or five before #PAWcon2025 shenanigans. Saturday 2-5ish. Watch the channel for room # and open/close info! t.me/PawfeeSJ

Fact 1: Deer can't read. Fact 2: There are no words on this sign.

Always feels good to be back in Reno, even if it's just for a moment.

Struggling with the idea that I've made a series of hugely life altering mistakes this summer. The AI bubble is changing things in ways that my skillset and finances can't really keep up with, and not really sure how to put my best foot forward in this new world.

this is worth seven minutes of your time. i've never been prouder to give somebody my vote

Today we have no salami

Nothin else for it

I've added progesterone to my hormone regimen as a monthly cycle. I didn't know what to expect, and I'm very surprised by the wide spectrum of emotions that I've run through this month as levels have changed. One week things are peachy and then next week you tear up because you've run out of Salami.

It never comes out

Got called "[one of] the ugliest dykes" someone had ever fucking seen on the street today, and I'm riding high on that gender affirmation.

It's really tough that FC's Party Floor changed out from under us. I had a lot of great memories there. My hat's off to our hotel volunteers who managed it, and the ones who did their best in negotiation this year. Venues change hands, policies change, constraints change. Not ideal but it happens.

I'm a little worried about going through winter in Seattle for how little I'll see the sun, but coming from the Bay Area, I am SO excited to experience a little bit of a winter for the first time in 4 years. (Just don't drive after a snow here!)

ファンタスティックミスターフォックス #fantasticmrfox

The tail never lies.

At Bellevue park for a puzzle-filled day at Dash12! Wish us luck!

Been on sabbatical for 5 months now. Took a 4runner around the mountains and coast. Just got back home after nearly 3 straight months of adventures, and I'm giving myself 2 days to prep for 1 last adventure before returning to work in October. Feels like I'm counting down to big change.