my brother reached out to me this week. we don't talk. i've not heard his voice since i was 15. i'm nearly 30. he apologized for disappearing when he went off to college. one day i will forgive myself, too. until then i will sob to sad songs that remind me of the familial love i never had.

AND I WISH YOU COULD KNOW ME, AND I WISH I COULD KNOW YOU MUCH MORE SOMETIMES, WISH I COULD DO NOTHING WITH YOU, SIT IN THE YARD WHILE THE DAY DIES, LEAVE IT ALL ON THE TABLE, AND I'LL SAY I LOVE YOU AND MEAN IT THIS TIME, SAY I'M SORRY FOR EVERYTHING ELSE

woke up after like 4 hours of sleep feeling like shit. couldn't breathe, tummy ache, suffering. took a 2 hour nap. still feel like shit, can't breathe, tummy ache, suffering. why didn't more sleep heal me? 😭

💜💚💜💚💜 vgen.co/paracosmpunk #basillist

for everyone who is always like "i'd love to read your stuff!" when i yap about writing for the seven millionth time... here's your chance. 👉👈🥺

can't wait to check on my creaturez with y'all on stream tomorrow. it's like a fun surprise every time i open my cursed island.

Late night stream www.twitch.tv/eternalrheign

hey gaymers i have a pal who would really love to set up art comms on vgen but isn't really super active on bsky so i figured i'd ask on their behalf if any moots have a code 🥺🙏

arcade gannon and his bf enoch canon interaction btw

how it feels to plan a collab with vtubers

👉👈🥺 gaymers, i'm planning on doing a donothon for a medical test i need for my birthday in july, so i need your best ideas for incentives, goals, rewards, etc.

living the nightmare on creaturez island!! live now 💜 twitch.tv/litharifey ꒰ #envtuber #vtuber #tomodachilife #twitch ꒱

in honor of shb coming to free trial

just know if i ever have a dream with you in it i'm gonna think i have a crush on you for like 3-5 business days until i convince myself i don't again

If all the worst people can live without shame for their destruction, then the good people should have no shame for creating.

THIS GOBBO IS WAVING AT U (wave back) 🎨 vgen.co/paracosmpunk

i keep seeing fanart and clips from Project Hail Mary, but i REFUSE to watch another piece of media that will take over my life rn

ari lore drop. when i first started getting into vtubing back in like 2022/2023, i had a goblin oc i was going to vtube as... 🎨 by yooramen & candiblood

pp poopoo 💩

your honor, i would kill for my do-gooder sunshine vaultie and her oversized grumpy bodyguard. ꒰ #drowzwritez #writersky #fallout3 #wip #ellipsus ꒱

me when i can't stream so i get even more hours to hyperfixate on writing this fanfiction that has taken over my entire life

no stream til the internet gods relinquish me from this suffering. (prob see y'all on monday) 🙃

it's so weird when you're writing and notice like 20k words in that you've been writing your main character with a motif this whole time without even realizing it. 😭 i love my brain worms so much. sometimes i read my writing back and i'm like "wow how did you do that, me?" 🥺

lone wanderer x charon walked so lucy maclean x the ghoul could run.

hey oomfies!! i didn't realize that mac and i were uhh.. gonna be eating the last of our bread tonight! i'm not gonna have decent money until monday to get food, so would y'all be able to help me out? ;w; i don't need to get much, just enough basic groceries til monday <33 ko-fi.com/whiskeypeach...

LIVE IN FIVE GANG! It's C-c-c-c-comp night! @eternalrheign.bsky.social and I are slamming back some games tonight, and you should totally come check us out 👀 twitch.tv/SageChronima

short yapping then a couple hours of screaming in the forest with @alixxb.bsky.social & @benidhampyr.bsky.social live now 💜 twitch.tv/litharifey ꒰ #envtuber #vtuber #sonsoftheforest #twitch ꒱

all women do is eat chicken nugget, play sons of the forest with their besties, stream on twitch . tv, and lie.

Sons of the Forest later with @benidhampyr.bsky.social and @litharifey.bsky.social. Let’s hope I don’t shit my pants this time!

Getting back into Tekken let's see how this goes www.twitch.tv/eternalrheign

Sick as fuck art from the awesome @paracosmpunk.bsky.social ! GO COMMISSION THEM RN! vgen.co/paracosmpunk

Pissing all by yourself handsome? ִ ࣪𖤐Stream with @paracosmpunk.bsky.social 💜💚 www.twitch.tv/basilboose #vtuber | #envtuber | #vartist

i will have you soon... my precious baby... 🥺

y'all WIPE THE SCHEDULE IT'S TOMODACHI LIFE FOR THE FORSEEABLE FUTURE

omg you guys are the best, Tomodachi Life: Living the Dream - Nintendo Switch - Game only from my wishlist was fully funded!!

thanks so much to Hops for contributing toward Tomodachi Life: Living the Dream - Nintendo Switch - Game only!!

if you won't gift me your name, why not gift me something off my wishlist instead? ꒰ no pressure, no gifts are ever expected. your existence and support is enough to sustain me. ꒱ https://throne.com/litharifey/wishlist

writing takes up basically all of my free time and non-stream brain worms. i barely interact with anyone outside of their streams. 😭

Subathon incoming !! ₍₍⚞(˶˃ ꒳ ˂˶)⚟⁾⁾ • 4th of May !! • Art raffles !! • Punishment wheel !! • Other things !! Hope to see you (ㅅ´ ˘ `)♡ #subathon #vtuber #artraffle

yapping -> cyberpunk 2077 phantom liberty! 💫 live now 💜 twitch.tv/litharifey ꒰ #envtuber #vtuber #cyberpunk2077 #twitch ꒱

i need someone to punch me in the face every time i forget to post my going live on bsky, then i'll def start remembering.

face reveal, wrong answers only?? i only see the right answer. 🗿

i'm gonna become a yappinator 3000 streamer, like genuinely just fucking talking about nothing and everything. i just want to yap. no thoughts, just yap.

Warhammer, cards, and hands. Are you hard yet? www.twitch.tv/basilboose #vtuber | #envtuber | #warhammer40k

playing Sons of the Forest w/ @alixxb.bsky.social & @benidhampyr.bsky.social !! live now 💚 twitch.tv/litharifey #twitch #sonsoftheforest #vtuber #envtuber

i'll be live in a few hours with a quick catch up about my future plans, goals, etc. then we'll be diving into Sons of the Forest w/ @benidhampyr.bsky.social & @alixxb.bsky.social! (aka alixx is on babysitting duty, me & beni are the babies) 🎨 @starryfaevt.bsky.social

i think one of my major indie/small game company icks is seeing them partner with or give out keys to creators who obviously use AI. AI profile pics, AI stream assets, AI banners. like, it takes me 10 seconds to look at their profiles and see it, why couldn't you?

if you won't gift me your name, why not gift me something off my wishlist instead? ꒰ no pressure, no gifts are ever expected. your existence and support is enough to sustain me. ꒱ https://throne.com/litharifey/wishlist