POV: The edibles wore off and the littles are done little spacing

C/w: bottom surgery post-op --- Dilating is difficult, and I need to do it 3x for the first month. And it's like it takes me 45m per, bc of my TINY n TIGHT body. Whyyyy lollll TMI BUT MY PROSTATE IS cooKED 🍳💀 I hope my body gets used to this, I'm only on the first width.. 🥀⚰️

C/w: Mentions of Su1c-de I woke up at the exact moment, sweating, awake from sleep, went to go pee, and got a call from a friend who isn't doing well. I literally JUST flew back from surgery TOday and they told me they're feeling *worse... I feel so many things. I am glad I got to connect, but-

how does one ask for kindness?

@sparkledog.bsky.social you were amazing btw the other day. Thanks for being there for me when I needed to vent 🩷🩷🩷

IM SO CLOSE TO DISCHARGE FROM THE HOSPITAL 🏥🦭🦭✨️!! [3 More Days till 🏠] I ONLY had one traumatic flashback 🩹💥 :^) [HEHE] I have begun DILATING!!! 🌸🩸🌸😳 [it hurts hehe, so many maxi pads] MY IV NEEDLE IS finally OUT!! 💉🩸👋🎉🎊🥳 The catheter will be yeeted tmrw!!!! Yay!!!🎉 Me no LIKEY it🫸🤏👎👊💥

@littlefur.bsky.social Hey! Random comment WAPOW!!! think you're+ cool, neat, kind and are a compassionate person 🩷 I feel your care

Today was a hard day in recovery :'< I'm switching off of stronger pain meds and I didn't realize so I sorta waited for the same ones to come. Then I had a traumatic episode in the hospital and starting sobbing. I'm still a bit sad, but @ryanretriever.bsky.social was MVP and helped pull me out. 👑🦮

Owwwww recovery hurts so much OWWW. X.x

@junipermoonstone.bsky.social Unrelated, I love stimming on your name. Even if you change it one day, I’m still going to refer to you as PWINCESS of da nite. And every time i see you, i must greet you… AS THE PWINCESS.

So I literally am getting bottom surgery in less than 2 days and I feel a bit ✨️anxious✨️ and 💫scared💖 lol. But I'm also so EXCITED TOO! 🥺💘 I hope I keep playing my cards right. The process to get there has been very involved. I am beyond tired~

Puppy’s first Halloween~

Close Ups And Alt Version! 🩷 —- #kidfur #babyfur #lilfur #agere #regression #healing #furryart #littlefur

🕊️😸🛝 Feat.: @subdivisionsart.bsky.social —- #kidfur #babyfur #lilfur #agere #regression #healing #furryart #littlefur

🕊️😸🛝 Feat.: @subdivisionsart.bsky.social —- #kidfur #babyfur #lilfur #agere #regression #healing #furryart #littlefur

Most of the ABDLs had THAT moment, where you saw something, or you did something and then *poof* Mine was at my 3~4 year old. I noticed a blanket tag had a teddy bear wearing a cloth diaper. I started folding the blanket like a diaper. Then i had the *poof* moment. By: @coconutcubbie.bsky.social

I really love the anime, Gachiakuta. You actively see the main character process and heal from complex childhood trauma. I just watched the episode dealing with a character's backstory of an abusive sexual relationship + csa hinted. They portrayed it beautifully, metaphorically,respectfully...

If you “dislike “ my posts, this is who you are “disliking” :

Hi folks, this is again a plea for help. There still is no cleared donor. People working through the system but again-if you're at all interested in trying to help, it takes months to get cleared as a donor. There's a lot of delays/appointments. So please consider and spread it around, thank you.

🌑 —- #traumahealing #regression #kidfur

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WE JUST HIT 20%!!!! THANK YOU everyone who has donated so far, i'm incredibly thankful for all the support so far! let's keep it going <:3 !!! <3

Having one of those weeks where I'm dissociative, can't remember anything, and feeling a bit emotionally numb... 😶‍🌫️ But I'll get through it eventually! 🌸 My Action Plan is: -Exercise / Dance 👟 -Art 🖼🖌 -Journal 📖✍️ -Media 📺

🗝 You are not responsible for your parent's negligence or poor behavior. [Despite how they may have treated you.] 🚪That is intergenerational trauma knocking at the door. 🌱While we cannot change the past, we can process/ make change in the present and future [At our own pace]. 🌟You're doing it!

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During the psychiatrist diagnosis appt, I had to talk about my Cptsd. She asked, so I took pause before I could actually speak. I was clutching my bear and I couldn't look at her. I brought up the gyst of everything. Like the neglect, and the abusive relationships, csa [hard to mention], [cont.]

🤱🏻🐻‍❄❓️ --- #lilfur #kidfur #babyfur #agere #furryart #nostalgia

✨️🐻‍❄🎀 Feat: @blankitart.bsky.social --- #lilfur #kidfur #babyfur #agere #furryart #nostalgia

💕Today I accomplished💕 -Updating my state ID with new name -Updating my bank accnt with new name -Going directly after to a Medical Dx Appt. And also needing to open up abt ptsd Exp 😭 [Still Ok] -Going right after that appt to meet with my Gender Doc, to discuss pre-surgery stuff.

Thinking of myself in Parts has lately been effective in my trauma healing/ therapy. It just clicks. We are trying the IFS modality [Internal Family Systems]. I opened up about some stuff and feeling scared abt it. I'm not in any rush. Not trying to fake anything, obvs.

you'll get over it

@slydiaps.bsky.social omg Sly!!! I didn't see u here! It's good to add u :3

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Ideal conditions for starting your passion project will never come. You will never feel skilled enough to make it. There will never be a moment where you stop being scared to start. Do it anyway. Do it badly. Do it scared. Just make that thing that’s clawing at the door of your soul; It wants out.

Today is my LAST electrolysis session for SURGERY PREP! In 2 weeks, I am finally getting stage 1 of my Bottom Surgery!!!! 🥺💕🩷💕🩷💕🩷💕🩷🏳️‍⚧️🫶🫰🎉🎉🎉🎊 I've waited a long time for this and done so much effing paperwork AGHH!!!!

Growth

SCREAMS N SHITS MYSELF 😭😭😭🥹🌟💕💕💕🎀💕💕💕 @kelpyderg.bsky.social surprised me with this bomb dot com art!!!!!!!

Sometimes I want to be so Chaotic but I'm holding back 😤😤 I'm a weirdo 🫰💕🩷✨️ I want to be weird on u 🎉

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🦭🙀🦭 Feat.: @coconutcubbie.bsky.social --- #lilfur #kidfur #babyfur #regression #furryart #nostalgia

🥱💤🌄 --- #lilfur #kidfur #agere #babyfur #furryart #nostalgia

Would appreciate a retweet on this if you can't spend on anything; I worked really hard on all this and the kickback would help. 💝 The bigger art post to boost the merch will follow soon. 💖

Partner birthday... SUCCESSS!!!!!! 🤩🤩✨️💫🪅 Weekend events... SUCCESSS!!! 💥💥💫✨️💯 Spending time with @ryanretriever.bsky.social @kibbo.bsky.social and feeling way better!! 😭🫰🫰 💥💥MAJOR SMASH!!! GOLDEENNN WINNNNNNNN!!! Superrrrr SUCCESSSS!!💥💥 🪙🥇🏆🌟🩷💕🩷💕🩷💕 ✨️HAPPY Polar Bear Cub?? 🐻‍❄❄️☃️ 🧡MAXIMUM S-TIER!!🧡🔥🔥

Dumb dweeb puppo sleepover shenanigans ~ Silly doodle before bed ft. my sweetie @wobblesbab.bsky.social