Pizza tonight maybe:(( say goodbye to my skinny:( I pls be 130 before thanksgiving or something I can't handle it if I gained a bunch. Esp bc my grandma is coming

I wore this to the thrift and all I bought was 2 pairs of cute socks. Also I tried that uhh 'tie shirt up in the back and tuck it up' thing and I had never had any big of my skin exposed like this I felt like a Victorian woman wearing my hem too high

Ugh I'm almost back to where I was before vacation 😞 thank fuck. Also I got my costume ! They didn't have An4/kin, who I was so benching in dressing as for Halloween for the sole purposes of being a male character:( but they didnt have any. Just m4/ul and bo/ba. I love Juras/s1c Park a lot but :/

I better be 133 again by thanksgiving or else

I thought I censored my post Abt my c0m/m1ss/10n I paid for but someone from not on this side of bsky still commented pls how

I wore this to the thrift and I almost got a rlly cool jacket but it smelled so heavily of cigs. I felt like it would have been stolen valor to smell like cigarettes and not smoke. Don't look at my can of Beefaroni+fiber one donut wrapper that was my omad

I may Have c0mmed someone to draw my yu/me sh1p why am I like this

Y'all I ate a lot today I feel disgusting lmao. But this pizza,,,, yummy,,,

Maintenance week bc vacation 🥀

Gatlinburg I am in you

Omg

I MADE AN 89 GOOD ENOUGH 4 ME

I've joined the war on yumeshipping on the side of yumeshipping

Gonna wing it and take my final today I'm gonna fail

Nothing completely incinerates my appetite like having a crush on a guy way skinnier than me 💔💔💔 #edbsky

private profiles when im so paranoid that non edsky people interact with my posts that i try to censor the most ridiculous words

YAYYY no MORE BOOB

If they fit I can post a side by side comparison so anyone that wants to get the business can see how they compress :3 I got them off Amazon unfortunately tho

Guess who bought a binder😼😋 this guy :33 I got 2. I hope I'm skinny enough for them but oh well. If I'm not ill just keep losing until I can

,,, thrift goal bc I crave having more boy clothes is dark brown Sam Winch/ester Car/hartt I need it like I need air

I did make cookies tho

,,,, now how much does she weigh this is triggering me he's not even tilting wtf

Guess who bought a binder😼😋 this guy :33 I got 2. I hope I'm skinny enough for them but oh well. If I'm not ill just keep losing until I can

I WOKE UP 3LBS Heavier AUGGHGF

Bruh

Hehehe

Y'all,,, I've had a cookie recipe idea but idk how it's gonna shake out. Like yk the chai cookies/tea flavored cookies,,, I have a bunch of lemon ginger tea (it's yummy) and I thought abt making tea with that but for the LIFE OF ME I'm not finding ANYTHING 😭😭😭😭 ig it's up to me to invent a recipe

On the bright side a I feel a little more masculine recently

I was laying down yesterday and had my legs pulled up and my loose skin is actually fucking disgusting, I feel disgusting, I never should have let myself get to the point I was in. Like some of it isn't my fault bc P/c0s but like my body is viscerally disgusting now. And it's all my fault.

I haven't had a full night's rest in Abt a week y'all and I have to do shit for my environmental science class today

I'm maintaining AGAIN I think I need to lower my cal limit again y'all 😞 I was eating 1,100 cals but now that I'm at 130s it's not enough if I'm sedentary. Ofc I could just up my activity but ughhghh

I took this shortly before I had a screaming fit in my car bc I'm so stressed out Abt my dumbass psych class but ofc I lassed the test for the chapter with ED stuff in it with flying colors. I have an 92 in it rn and all I have left is a paper and my final due so I'm gonna crash out

Yall I was so excited for psych class this semester and then it turned out to be a mini and now i wanna kms

Guys😼 I'm a big nerd so Jackpot 😼😼 (there was an expo for toys in town)

Oh fun thing: Tw: body? I'm in a bra in a pic lol My mom gave me her jeans that she's had locked away after I was born bc she couldn't fit back into them! 2001 jeans,,,

Guys the maintenance week I took a few weeks ago may have shook loose my brain bc I'm not AS hung up on my weight as I was previously,,,, recovery on the horizon maybe,,, only after I get to 120s tho. I can start 2026 at 120s:)

I HIT 136.7 AS A NEW LW AND I FEEL LIKE I IMMEDIATELY FUCKED IT UP god if I wake up at 137 I'm gonna be pissed

Y'all it was big poopy

Y'all I go on vacation soon for fall break and we'll be driving and I can't decide if I should bring my scale or just live in ignorant bliss until I get home and then have a heart attack.

Bruh I'm still trying to make my way down from the matinence phase weight gain. I need to get my SHIT TOGETHER BC WHYYY DID I EAT KUNCH TODAYYYY I CANT DOK THATGTTT UGHHGHH my system is breakfast, don't eat until dinner. And it's that way TYPICALLY bc I get up at 6am to make breakfast for my

I gained like 4lbs so. Anyway that's over. Making my way back down. I feel gross.

Maintenance week 😭

It's all over the screen 🥴

Y'all I'm craving protein so hard but I don't fuckin want to deal with the cals that come with it. Got me craving peanut butter

Not them trying to get me 😒