This beautiful Sahl from @strangebedfellas.bsky.social is my first buy from a drop instead of a custom. He’s perfect. I can’t stop looking at him. Look at the colours, the shimmer, the details!

never felt so empty and sick

thinking of doing cute monster adoptables with the f2u base but I’m stumped on themes and colour palettes. i know i don’t want to make any “normal” animals, but i’m struggling to come up with themes? food themes are overdone i feel so maybe…idk. #artblock

Okay so I got a cheap tablet, found an awesome f2u base and made myself a fursona. This is Pandemonium, or Nym, and he's a demonic stoat. He's nonbinary masc, he/it pronouns, and he's the brattiest sub (｀∀´)Ψ #fursona #anthro #anthroart

Dermatillomania is such a complicated word for what amounts to my brain going "I do not like tnis piece of skin and therefore, I will remove it". Like, who made it possible for this to happen? Who programmed this shit? Can we have it fixed in an upcoming patch?

wanna know how badly I feel guilty in my day to day life for no reason? guy at the coffee shop messed up my order and *I* apologized. twice.

also you know what I miss? people with nuanced opinions and the understanding that humans are flawed creatures. like wow do I miss having emotionally intelligent conversations with real people.

I am currently craving praise and attention but I’m too sick to do anything that warrants it so my options are - become toxic (meh) - just keep crying in my bed - try to do something effortless that will get people complimenting me (a spicy pic could work but I don’t want cishet dudes thirsting)

I need a thousand of them 😭

every time i see another person demonizing NPD, using the term “narcissistic abuse” or calling random people or entire oppressive systems “narcissistic/narcissist”, a part of me dies. every. single. day.

Extremely fucking disgusted to learn how a certain #dongsky shop is acting. Definitely won’t buy from them now, I’m not dropping those amounts of money on a shop that acts like this no matter how awesome the models are, I’ll support shops I know care about their customers.

Sometimes I get people who are angry or upset that I’ve unfollowed or unfriended them on various platforms and I feel like I need to explain. I have extremely limited energy for any activity, including socializing, and I’ve isolated myself for years due to being bad at socializing anyway. (a 🧵)

give a little time to the child within you ♡

gonna try to model stuff, redo my pinned, etc but i’m in an episode and i don’t know if i’ll be able to focus on anything while i hate the entire world

confirming that I came out of a dead woman 2 weeks early and cold to the touch explains a lot of things about my mental health honestly (my mother got revived thankfully but I still spent my first 48 hours on Earth in an incubator with hypothermia without my parents)

good morning, fuck AI

I need to sit down and do some research on scientific studies about traumatic births and whether the newborn can be impacted by it later in life even if there was no physical injury. I had a traumatic birth and I’m more and more convinced it affected me in various ways even though I was so small.

I’m currently in a flare up so spending a lot of time resting but it did allow me time to make a fully custom bag for my Lilium Anther from @fauxphallus.com.au! Fully hand-stitched, it’s a drawstring style with a reinforced round bottom to accommodate the base of the toy and not squish it on itself♡

I’m going to “rebrand” so to speak - I’ll still post the same content but also more mental health and chronic illnesses stuff since it’s part of my daily life and it’s exhausting to not speak about this.

my new psychoeducator said I should have a TikTok because I’m “interesting to talk to” and have “nuanced perspectives on a lot of subjects” - lady, I’m AuDHD with BPD and NPD, the internet is going to bully me until I livestream my death 💀

when i’m too anxious i email cemeteries to inquire about whether they do natural burials or not and what’s their procedure for booking a spot

YES!! these pours are gorgeous 😭

My fingers have cramps in muscles I didn’t even know existed, I need to get myself a tablet before mouse colouring kills me 😂😭

Present me your color concepts and the author whose color idea gets more likes will get a toy @nineinchclawz.bsky.social line arts in custom toys 😊 flirtydawg.com/product-cate...

I was finally able to take some pictures of my beautiful custom Lilium Anther from @fauxphallus.com.au ! It’s such a breathtaking model and the fact that it looks so much like a real flower blows my mind! And the colours were matched so perfectly from my colour palette, I couldn’t be happier ♡

So. Pretty!!! I’m not into a lot of knotted toys since they’re usually based on werewolves/other canids but this one has so much potential and could definitely end up in my collection one day!

Happy Creature Feature Friday! ✨🌈 Keep it colorful with a Lisa Freaky giveaway! Plus rare models unlock after 300 shares 👀

sad. made this to challenge myself. it’s simple but pretty - it’ll be better once i can save enough for a drawing tablet so i can properly texture paint instead of whatever i managed to do to these leaves. #3Dart #Blender

my glasses are more and more broken and i won’t be able to keep repairing them forever, i need to find a way to make some quick money to replace them because they’re not even the right prescription anymore x-x

Another @squidlyco.com beauty, my little Faepod! I love how the pigments mixed together to create something that both resemble the ocean and space ♡

My Neptune from @squidlyco.com arrived and it’s a beauty! Look at that shimmer ✨

Dni if you use genAI for your creative endeavors, whether you’re creating an asset or just asking it a question to make up your mind. If you think doing the above is harmless, then please… Kindly fuck off.

wish me luck I’m tentatively back on twitter to follow some people that haven’t made the move here fully and now I need to curate my feed so it stops recommending to me right-wing shitlords and their bigoted friends

BDSM imprint leather paddle modelled in Blender I want to be hit until my ass has a BRAT shaped bruise ♡ #3Dart #kink #brat

How about a giveaway to celebrate Pride, Winning Best sex toy, and Birthdays! Follow (or be following), like, and repost this post to enter! Winner(s) get to select a custom toy from size XS to Large! Winner(s) will be randomly selected on 6/20 at 12 PM ET! Rules Follow!

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Every queer person who posts about H*rry P*tter is a traitor and doesn't care about trans people's lives at all. I don't care how pro-LGTB+ you think your are, you're actively harming the trans community and for that reason I want you gone from the internet

✨ PACKER GIVEAWAY ✨ We had a anonymous benefactor kindly sponsoring a Wildwood Grimoire Rowan to give back to the community, so we're holding a giveaway aimed at low-income trans folks! Follow and repost for a chance to win a Wildwood Grimoire Rowan! Quote post to boost! Ends June 17 pm CEST

bark if u love transmascs 🔊🏳️‍⚧️ lets have some love for the many dudes/theys/lesboys/gals/everyone who are transmasculine you are doing a great job!! and HAPPY PRIDE

I put my tears in bottles In case if I need them later You never know, you never know And if I get thirsty Will they make me sad forever?

people being bummed out that BD is retiring models while I’m just here hoping they retire the entire shop but I can’t say that in the chat so I’ll just say it here 🙃

Reading your review has really solidified my interest and excitement at choosing the Faepod as my first ever butt plug!

• Familiar by @soushiyo.com • Our Fierce Differences by @lillhappycloud.bsky.social • Stray Souls by @velnna.bsky.social

They say that sometimes when you’re not getting what’s being taught, it’s the teacher that’s not right for you. Well, found out the hard way that was the case when I gave up on the donuts tutorial in Blender. and then…I found Gabbitt and understood Blender in under 2 hours! Onwards to new shapes!

i want someone who will love me at my worst, at my ugliest, even if it never gets better. i want someone who will hold me even when i say that i want to leave this world, again and again. i want someone who will sit with me on the bathroom floor when i cry, cradle me in their arms, and not lie to me

one day I will have a platform like I used to with some dedicated clients who buy me gifts and spoil me because they enjoy what I do. one day. in the meantime, I’m still making this naughty wishlist mywishlist.online/w/gnvzbn/nau...

all the discourse and fellow queer people pushing the idea that kink doesn’t belong at Pride because “we’re just playing into the bigots’ stereotypes that we’re all degenerates!!1!1” have convinced me to order myself a custom collar

what’s their favourite ritual offering? asking for a friend 👀

Learning to be cool with sexuality and nudity is very punk rock and spits on colonial views of propriety. Stay “perverted” ♥️

Yes! Louder for the queer people who keep trying to sanitize Pride! Kink belongs at Pride! Kink is not inherently sexual just like human bodies are not inherently sexual! Sex is not bad anyway! Nobody is actually doing scenes during random Pride parades, if you believe that, lay off the propaganda!