I feel so weak, and yet feeling weak makes me feel so powerful. I love feeling weak and faint

Dealing w almost constant depersonalisation lately and its kind of annoying bc I feel like I can't do anything without being watched or orchestrated

Sorry im normal now

I should honestly take myself out. life is so worthless without the view of others, yet what kind of life is worth living just for others approval? Its a paradox and im tired of playing games because some god decided i had to play it

Lately all my friends just want to talk about Their interests and Their lives and never let me talk about mine. Im tired of being talked at instead of with

Oomf gushing ab their partner

Oomf admitting they might have an ed to me n talking about not eating. Ur&ghghghfhhgqf

I couldnt possibly share this on any of my main accs so i hope at least someone here thinks its funny

Soo mentally unwell

I do wonder if id weigh less without my meds but i kinda like not being actively sue side all every day

Im a fat failure 👍 sigh

Think i just almost fainted

Theres something wrong with me

Idk if anyone else watches j0rdy but I often be saying "skinnyyyyy✨" like he does whenever i eat a salad or something LOL

Almost had worst ana symptom

Me when ⭐ving involves feeling hungry (shocking)

Im sick of being sick bc i have 0 energy to work out UGHHHH

Hey, I'm Katie and I have a small family to feed.. we lost our stamps and we live in section 8 and off of my sons SSI so we kind of have nothing to go on rn. If anyone could help out or even share I would be really grateful 😣💜 this situation really has me freaking.. Cashapp: $katieeasterly2021

Does anyone have tips for brittle nails? My nails are so weak 💔

Nvm i got a cold 💔💔 miserable

B!tch says random as if i dont have an eateen deesorder running my life 😭

Random headache while im trying to do school work... Rugfijdjf

Erm one of my healed piercings for years now started bleeding tn? Is this normal

In light of the foodstamp situation. No you didn't. #nosnitchnovember #snap #foodstamps #fucktrump

Happy Halloween yall 👻👻

Hru guys? Sorry lame int bait but i feel lonely lol

The planned update 4 twt sounds awful so i may be back here again LOLL i cant decide but im not good at doing both at once

Sorry for inactive ive lowkey been on twt more even tho i hate the app

I NEED to get sknny again. I can't stand this w8 i need to be small again

Bc/ i just shaved for the first time in years, so take my legs

Bsk keeps signing me out and giving me a heart attack, thinking i got b4nned or something

I just want to be seen as sick and frail and suffering

First my dad makes a comment about someone uw who cant gain weight. Then my bestie starts counting his cals to me. Nightmare trigger day.

Idk about ZERO empathy thats a bit brutal. I wish i got a shade of green smh

Rel4pzed again today, i dont think i want to recov from sh rn. I have to abstain bc we're gonna go to the beach later (currents will be healed by then) but then i can do it whenever wherever. If i still want to then.

Nothing left to live for 😍 time to get worse!

Sk!nny September is going well !!

Im alive 👍 less sick now

Trying to be gentle to myself while im sick and eating 'normal', but its so hard and i feel like im such a faker bc im not ⭐ving. Im no where near as r3xic as other people and i feel like a failure

I got sick with some kind of cold and im really miserable but thank you everyone for being so kind to me here

Bye bye streak. It was a matter of when, not if

Made pasta w my mom

Lonch

Love and joy and passion are worthless to me. I dont receive it back to hardly any degree. It's pointless for me to seek happiness when all i find are deeper abysses of sadness. Im tired of this cyclic game

I despise feeling neglected, whether its imagined or not. Im supposed to feel loved and wanted by my partner not like second rate

Theyre the same bmi but shorter than me, same exact outfit, and they look sooooooo sk1nny in comparison IM TR1GGERED!!!

Not bnging not ⭐ving not eating normal. Secret fourth thing

I hate that i have the "idgaf ab anything enough to lock in" depression instead of the "forgets to eat/too sad to eat" depression

I want to cvt so badly 8 want to rel4pse do sbad

My dad was like "no ones ever been mean to you about your w8t, right? youve always been thin" War flashbacks to middle school. Yeah haha never (lie)