Her after our date (she’s just as autistic as me):

This isn’t pornographic. This is just what I expect me moving into my own apartment will be like 🤔

For Lent, I’ve given up control of my immune system, apparently

One good thing today: sleep will be easy now, whether I like it or not! 💤😴

Store-brand NyQuil with 10% alcohol, my beloved

Oh hey my jaw hurts, I thought to myself. Oh hey, it actually hurts a LOT. Is it a tooth? No. It’s a swollen lymph node. And then I put it together. Headache, sore throat, congestion, coughing, body aching everywhere… I’m fucking sick. I‘ve felt mentally like shit, for days, because I’m sick. 🙄

I’m eventually going to not feel shame for leaving replies on posts and not go back and delete them all and feel ridiculous for feeling comfortable enough to interact with someone but Not today

Depression fucking sucks. I don’t know how anyone deals with this. I don’t know how I do.

A penis? No I have a temporarily embarrassed clitoris, or whatever it was that Steinbeck said

I’m gonna try to give myself some latitude to be a little despondent because, I mean, have you read the news lately? Stuff sort of sucks. I guess it’s okay to feel shitty when stuff sort of sucks. 🤷🏻‍♀️

I don’t think sex is going to solve all my problems or anything, I’m just saying that it’s still pretty rude that I’m not having any

I know my brain is being stupid. I know what I’m thinking isn’t real. I know, and I still despair. How can I understand that something is simply unbalanced in me and still proceed as if it’s true? Why is knowing better not a cure? Why do I imagine ceasing to exist would help when I know it won’t?

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I don’t yearn. I don’t dream of anything better. I don’t actually exist for any good reason. I’m just here and that’s pretty stupid.

I’m still so upset my Yellowstone rant was buried in replies and got no traction, you have no idea how much I hate that show (that I have seen the entirety of)

A fun thing to do when you’re depressed is to revisit hobby projects you did a decade ago and nitpick them into better versions, which is what I’m doing today Does this thing NEED an upgrade into vector format? With better graphics? No! Am I doing it anyway? Yes! (my projects are esoteric too, so 🤷🏻‍♀️)

Don’t even need a whole set, not gonna be greedy, I just need to peruse the collection for some select pieces tbh

Oh thank god I woke up in 2013 like I keep fantasizing about. I got a lot of shit to put right, Quantum Leap-style

every day i mail a piece of paper ive scrawled "jeb!" on, barely legibly, to the board of elections

The SCP-2000 activations will continue until math education improves

If I’m a little quiet or absent for a while I assure you I’m safe. I’m just having issues I can’t solve and it’s getting harder to interact with people than usual. I’m gonna avoid the temptation to suspend my account.

I need to get a passport. I don’t think I’m doing any travel soon and it’s not because I’m worried about voting. I just want a tiny little book with my picture in it

I got in trouble in church when I was a kid once because I raised my hand during Bible study and asked “does this book club ever get less repetitive?” and I feel like that explains why some people really like me and a lot of others really hate me

Considering all the crap that’s happened recently, I’m in a pretty good humor. It’s weird because I don’t seem to be on any drugs 🤔

mom they’re roasting the US economy on mastodon again

Groundbreaking study: rub two stick, make fire. Fire good. Fire make cave warm, ease digestion of food through process of cooking

God damn, I bought yogurt on the day of his funeral that’s not expired yet and she’s already over it

Everything is going to be okay. I’m not saying it because I necessarily believe it right now. I’m saying it because I need it to be true.

sharks, it's a simple wristband that has two lights: allergies, or dying

Okay so… Let’s say (theoretically) that I can’t come ALL the way out but I wanna start slowly introducing less masc/more fem clothing into my wardrobe while I slowly start the process of transition. What would be a good start? Reminder that I’m DUMB with clothes Theoretically. Of course

Every time I start feeling bad I remember I have lots of important stuff left to do: - hugging people who helped - experiencing joy in who I could become - museums - I’ve got at least four art projects I never finished - the possibility that *It Will Happen* tomorrow - might get invited to a party

Drink some motherfucking water, you mewling little fuckstick. Get hydrated, loser. Take a break from staring at your screen and losen your shoulders, lowly scum.

Dragon-baked chicken thighs #dragon #comic #furry #furryart #art #digitalart #dragonart

I’m having one of those Moments I keep hearing so much about

I have found it incredibly hard to focus on anything today and it feels simultaneously like time is passing faster than I expect and slower than I expect. I feel like I’m watching everything happen to someone else instead of being present for anything. I’m sure there’s a name for this.

Me after hearing someone who works in computers/software say “frontend” in a story and I don’t understand what it means and also am 14 years old mentally: I always liked the backend myself if ya know what I mean 😉

Thought Hegseth was such a moron about war because he was playing too much Call of Duty but it turns out it was this:

I’m about fucking sick of my coworkers talking about a former coworker, specifically the fact that they keep saying “oh I heard he was gay” as a running joke. Like it’s bad. It’s like being back in fucking middle school, I swear. I’m getting anxiety re what will happen when they find out about me…

Hey, I’m going insane, do you guys want anything?

Lol. Too late.

My favorite part of working extra is that the ripple effect from the disrupted sleep echoes across the rest of the week no matter what I do. I went home and slept for nine hours today. I still feel washed out and jet-lagged. The rest of this week will be a waste.

Oh you got the Talking Heads to burn down the house? I forgot about Simple Minds.

Offline for a little bit. Everything is fine! Just sleeping/dealing with a broken phone that can wait until after I’m awake 😒

me looking up the world record for sleep deprivation after being awake for almost 36 hours: well honestly I need to not bitch so much I guess

The stupid Wall Street Journal article has me doing two things: - raging at capitalism for forcing us into wage slavery and then mocking our survival tactics - making me want chicken at 3:30 AM

If I had a vagina I’d make it talk all the time Gonna ask for the bottom surgery that gives me the best tool for the job

Oh yes, “splurging” on probably one of the cheaper ways to get protein at the grocery store nowadays. You can get multiple meals and then even save some stock from what’s left and extend it even farther. You can pry my chicken from my cold, dead hands, WSJ

I’m gonna be an entrepreneur and provide jobs one day

hehehehehehehehe god I’m tired

yummy