And hang 𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐡 m̲o̲m̲e̲n̲t̲ up like 𝐩̲𝐢̲𝐜̲𝐭̲𝐮̲𝐫̲𝐞̲𝐬̲ on the wall inside a 𝘣𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘰𝘯 tiny frames , so that 𝖂𝐄 could see it all ..

There is very little left of me and it's 𝖓𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗 coming back ..

you never even told him you love him.

I'M FEELING THIS RAGE, AND I'M FEELING IT STRONG.

.....okay. [Yeah, its not worth fighting, so instead he just unwraps the bar and takes a bite.] Thanks.

You ain't gotta do that. I'm sure I'll be fine. I've went much longer before without eating. [Weapons didn't eat. He went sometimes for weeks as the Winter Soldier with no sustenance but whatever came through a tube.]

I....I know. I just- I forget. Sometimes I forget I'm allowed to.

I've been busy. [Nazi killing is a full time job, you know.]

Yeah? Of course he has. He isn't a child. [He hasn't eaten in two days however.]

Ugh. He's got a headache tonight.

⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀𝐉𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐒 𝐁𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐄𝐒 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗐𝗂𝗇𝗍𝖾𝗋 𝗌𝗈𝗅𝖽𝗂𝖾𝗋 ﹠ 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗆𝖺𝗇 𝗈𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗐𝖺𝗅𝗅 • an independent portrayal based off 𝒎𝒂𝒓𝒗𝒆𝒍'𝒔 comics ╱ 𝒄𝒐𝒍𝒅 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒏𝒕 novel • 𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐡 𝟔𝟏𝟔 inspired . ⠀⠀⠀⠀

.....nevermind. I don't wanna know.

|| occasionally I pop up

vines without roots, like knives in my body. and i am their puppet, twisting ‘til i hurt.

.....mm, fine. He's pretty hungry anyways.

I'm not happy to be awake.

:(

"This isnt funny Loki."

Lot of pretty words I don't quite get. I'll be okay.

I ain't got one left. It was torn apart a long time ago.

Now who said I ever trusted anyone? I don't even trust myself.

I dont look that bad. Just....okay, yeah, I see the blood stains now.

I.... sure, okay.

I spent a long time being treated like I wasn't human. Its hard to get used to something that isn't that.

|| buckys mentally ill ass stressing out various people is so funny

I'm used to worse than that.

I- fine. Okay. I can tell I'm not getting out of this one.

I really don't need furniture. I sleep on the floor.

|| bucky energy

I dont need furniture.

Why am I awake.

I am also old.

It's old.

No????? Thought that was obvious.

Hopefully not that long.

I'm never glad to see anyone, I'm over a hundred.

sigh.

🧍‍♂️

|| HOLY SHIT??? www.tiktok.com/t/ZTYqYbdt7/

Its hard for him not to quip about not deserving the time or energy or whatever; he can almost hear his therapists voice in the back of his head ("no, Bucky, you deserve far more than you think."), and clams up. "Thanks,"he masters out, after a few moments.

"Tea's fine. No blanket though."

Oh?

Seriously. Please. Just....don't.

It's been a bad morning. Don't touch him, please.

I....okay.

Huh???

Ugh.

|| stolen.