This shot really does show off how fat my hog is 🥰

Last #FCF of 2025

Merry Christmas to all, and to all some nice jugs 🥰

XXXmas, that is 🥰

Happy Xmas, sluts!

Up and down 😵‍💫

Really feeling like an elderly woman with my referral for pelvic floor PT and Miralax until I can see the pain specialist about my bulging disc and the pain and all the bathing suit area muscle issues it’s causing 🙃

Some of y’all make me wish I was a top fr 😵‍💫

if you’re a proud #bator , quote post with a pic of you and your hard cock. erections front and center, y’all. let’s see your bate

Today’s my last day of work until 2026! My health shit has sucked but my dick still works and I’m looking forward to two weeks of resting, getting stoned, masturbating until my brain melts, and sending nut vids with sound on Snapchat and telegram 😌 #FCF

Whelp—spent four hours in the ER getting an MRI after some new symptoms entered the chat. Confirmed bulging disc but no emergency surgery needed, thankfully. Meds to try and manage symptoms until my pain doc appointment in January. Not how I wanted to spend my birthday 🙃

Okay, done being earnest, here’s some cum from back in September.

I’ll confess, my anxiety has been rough with this pain/nerve issue. It’s extra weird because the symptoms affecting my dick are like “I don’t feel my orgasm as intensely and my ejaculation is not as strong” but I still have full sensation, can get and stay hard, and feel pleasure when I bate.

Post your veiny friend 😏

Even with my back issues, my cock is still extra fat on Fridays #FCF

So the nerve business from my back is having an effect on the sensitivity of my dick. No full on deficits/total numbness so I’m not panicked but I definitely have altered sensation when I orgasm. Still shoot like crazyyyy tho 😵‍💫 Seeing a pain doc in early January to talk about back injections.

The prophecy of the sloppy bear has been fulfilled 😌 @rangecub.bsky.social

Vertigo is still vertigoing. Getting dizzy just from sitting upright sometimes is pretty brutal. Watching motion on a screen definitely makes it worse so all I can do is nap and read on my eReader or physical books. Libido is still going strong but I can’t scroll Bluesky for long 😭

Vertigo is roughhh today. I don’t have full-blown “the room is spinning” but everything moving more than it should and feeling off balance constantly is miserable. Video/screen time seems to be making it worse so I’m gonna take a break from my phone for a while.

Here’s a throwback #fcf to enjoy in the meantime

I promise I’ll post my cock again soon. I started having dizziness and balance issues a couple days ago and it’s been getting more pronounced. Went to urgent care and I have an ear infection 🙃 I have been going THRU IT. I just wanna get back to normal and get stoned and masturbate for hours again!

My nerve stuff in my leg is still going on. The pain isn’t that bad but my anxiety has been roughhhh. Mostly I am just exhausted from feeling like I need to be constantly vigilant. Follow up with my doc next week. Always accepting good vibes.

Over 30 selfie thread ✨ Turning 35 in a couple weeks 🥰

“I am policing the words other queer people use to make sense of themselves in the world” is such heterosexual loser behavior lol

It’s our ninth wedding anniversary with @rangecub.bsky.social today. Still got it 🥰

My cock is still fat on Fridays #FCF

Food pics from yesterday 🥰

I’m thankful for a lot this year, including this absolutely rigid morning wood I woke up with this morning lol

Can you tell I’m happy to be off work and st*ned? 😵‍💫

Despite my back issues, I went to yoga teacher training this weekend (weekend 6 of 8) and did my first ever demos for teaching a 10 minute pose sequence and leading a 10 minute guided meditation. More to learn and grow into as a yoga teacher but it’s been wonderful watching this part of me unfold.

Update—back/nerve pain is still going so I started a round of prednisone today. Good vibes welcome.

I was 13 or 14 when I came out (not totally willingly). Turning 35 next month.

Staying home today to baby my back with my heating pad and extra gentle yoga. I’m writing a sequence to demo in yoga teacher training this weekend and I think it’s gonna be all on hands and knees lol

Ready for this back pain to fuck off

After everything going on in life and work, I could use a break. Instead my back is acting up causing pain, both in my back and nerve pain in my legs (moderate pain, no weakness or numbness, mostly aching and some prickly pain from time to time). Honestly hasn’t been this bad since my injury in 2017

My birthday is mid-December and I always hated getting “birth-mas” gifts growing up but now it’s my excuse for getting one big thing to celebrate. This year it’s the new Lego Aquarium 😍 It’s gonna be so hard to wrap it and not start building as soon as it gets here lol

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We’re back from STL. The memorial was beautiful and gutting and it was so special to see all the people who were touched by her life show up, including all four of us who practically lived at their house when I was in high school. We stopped by my undergrad and grabbed some new merch too.

In STL, memorial is on Monday. So much love for this city.

You can expect posting to be a bit sparse for a while. The woman who was more like a mom to me than my mom is died last week. We have to travel for the funeral on Monday and grief has me wanting to cry on and off all day long. My emotions and libido are up and down and all over the place. Brutal.

I’m in yoga training all weekend so I’m gonna get absolutely zooted tonight 🥰🥰🥰

Also, I’ve gotten a bunch of new bator followers in the last few days. Did someone put me on a list? Not complaining! If this is you, know that I have a (free) private telegram channel where I show face more often and do longer verbal video. DM if you’re interested in the link!

A moot from my twitter days who I can’t remember if he’s on here or not is a model in one of the yoga books I’m reading for training! That was a fun surprise today. Also making flashcards to remember the Sanskrit names of poses because we like to have fun over here lol

A freebie for the foot freaks: I got my first ever mani-pedi yesterday 🥰🥰

The trailblazing transgender rights activist Miss Major has passed away at the age of 78. Miss Major was a lifelong organizer and participant in the ballroom scene. She took part in the 1969 Stonewall Riots and was injured by the police — but she kept fighting.

Had to get the most out of these before I do laundry

You can’t run errands if you ain’t cute!

Since I’m alone this weekend I’m eating all the foods my husband doesn’t really want to eat or doesn’t like. I made homemade shrimp cocktail with homemade cocktail sauce. If it doesn’t singe your eyebrows off, it doesn’t have enough horseradish!