Lotta thick this Thursday

Too soon to tell if it will help my nerve pain but the steroids are still making me absolutely feral

Three loads so far today (the steroids are steroiding so I’m horny and hungry even though it’ll take a few days to see if it helps with the nerve pain). This was the second one lol

Had a craving and needed to do some movement to keep things loose so I went to the store and got stuff to make a roasted mushroom and spicy anchovy pizza.

Ass w/ balls from the back pics just go so hard (pre-injections, feat. heating pad)

Update: they’re sending a replacement, even though it was UPS’s fault. @toppedtoys.com is the best. Treat your hole and buy something nice to stuff up there!!

*has two four-inch needles placed in my epidural space and filled with meds six hours ago* “Why am I so sore and my leg is zappy on and off? 🤔🤔🤔” Time for more Tylenol lol

GAY SEX IS ANTI FASCIST

Custom just arrived (and the walk to the package locker and back means I am done with being upright for today 🫠) Definitely gonna have to work up to taking the whole thing 😵‍💫😵‍💫

It’s been 10 years since I needed one of these and even having experienced it, nothing prepares you for “you’re gonna feel electricity down every nerve in your leg but that means the needle is in the right place!!”

Full of Valium and steroids in my spine 🥰

Also, tomorrow morning is my steroid injection for my back. All good vibes are appreciated.

Got a lil haircut before I refresh the color later this week. Ignore my crazy squished beard lol

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Let me tell you, as a millennial with anxiety and a debilitating physical condition a new forever war caused by the Middle West is not great for my nervous system.

I leaked a little 😵‍💫😵‍💫

Stonerboner for your thoughts?

Starting a week of medical leave but it’s still #FCF

Baby’s first dragon cock has arrived. Tentacle just shipped and should be here next week.

I am a hot slut now and forever but I’m a hot slut going through a hard time with this chronic pain stuff, so I might be backing off on how regularly I post. My anxiety is getting bad again and I need my cock and hole activities to be for stress relief and not also a performance for a while lol 🫠

Got some new thongs to help keep everything in place while I’m plugged 😇

Life motto:

I cannot stress enough how many systems of oppression hinge on this exact dynamic and unlearning it is an essential consciousness-raising activity.

So while I wait for my custom to be made, @bad-dragon.com got me with their Year of the Horse sale so I got my first toy with a knot just to see if I enjoy it (for a steal) 🙈🙈🙈

Update: lubed up, I can slide this into my hole with zero prep or stretching 🙈🙈🕳️🕳️

I ordered a little tiny Mr. Hanky’s Toys dildo to replace an old faithful that we got years ago that is likely rubber or PVC and probably shouldn’t be going in my body anymore. The box they sent it in is comically large.

Office says the delivery guy was arguing with them about what the address of the building was and tried to deliver packages for some other address, then took them back, so they think he took my package after marking it delivered and UPS won’t let me submit a claim because it was “delivered” 🔪🔪🔪

So they delivered my plug yesterday but apparently the delivery guy just put a bunch of packages in our package room without logging any of them, then the office put them in individual lockers, but either lost mine or logged it to someone else and can’t check all of them until sometime today 🫠🫠

Stoner bonerrrrr

I just want the kind of hole where my friends can easily slide in and use me like a fleshlight whenever they need 🥰

The best part of waking up #FCF

Apparently we got more snow than expected last night. Woke up to a message that campus won’t open until 10am (woo!) but I still have PT at 7:15 (boooo).

Today makes 20 days in a row of plugging my hole 😇

The heating pad is my bff these days

We’ve entered the period where I’m just fucking pissed that my PT has fucked up my back this much. I’m having nerve pain all day. I’m having trouble sleeping even with ibuprofen. I can’t carry much of anything without it making my back ache or my leg throb. I was making good progress for three weeks

Now that I can get this baby in with basically no effort once lubed up and can wear for an hour plus, it’s probably good that the next size up will be here next week 🥰

Pain has really sucked today. Home, popped some Tylenol, plugged my hole, laying on a heating pad before dinner. I am exhausted and also committed to my training lol 💪🏻💪🏻🕳️🕳️

Hump day 🥰

Had my pain doc follow up, they are gonna work on the pre-auth for some steroid injections, hopefully for later this month or early March. Also I finally got a pretty reasonable revise and resubmit on a paper I submitted in August of last year.

An hour plugged and I had to blow 😵‍💫

Plug + weight = 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

Happy valentine’s dong 🥰🥰

Before and after on #FCF

The plug is pushing so much pre out of me 😵‍💫

BD has a sale on customs using valentine’s colors so I decided to go for it. Now to wait 5-6 weeks for manufacture 🙈

My back/nerve pain has been rough for the last week but plugging my hole is a nice distraction 😇

They are in fact making the bad decision. I’m predicting now that I’ll want to start job searching by the end of the year. 🫠

I’m gonna have to sit down and search for some good how-to’s on stretching your hole…