my dread is coming back FML

ok last thing before I crash / what tf does it mean when a guy says that he’s “talking” to a girl? I don’t get it. Isn’t that called being friends? I hate dating and im dying alone and that’s that. wild and free for life

I probably should try to go to bed bc ima start spewing out nonsense. Love yous.

speaking of working for free… I was asked to volunteer on the 28th for msg. I dunno man. I just hoping for a miracle for the first time in my life 🤷🏼‍♀️

love u dad 🤩

yo yo here’s some from @repriseband.bsky.social on strong island … waaayyy out in Suffolk 😵‍💫

holy hell that was a wild ride. reprise x2 > Billy mutha fuckin strangs > reprise x2 > bed for a month. 😵‍💫 ( maybe i’ll even get paid one day as a 41 yr old!) ok bye for now… or at least until the next time im at your service 🫡 always happy to help / grateful for the experiences ✌🏻

sitting at a table

I mean…. Love you forever.

YAYYYY internet friends IRL

made it to the island 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

DYING … but fr if I die tonight it’s fine

I’m soaking

candy baggies

DBAGS - come get ya canddyyyyy

MADE IT!! LFGGGGGGG 💛🐐💜

@missfml.bsky.social I’m literally losing my shit. This is the second one OMG WHAT IS HAPPENING

wait but does Billy know it’s my first show? He must, right?

Happy BMFS Day to those who celebrate!!!

MY FIRST BILLY SHOW!!!! LFG!!!! (excuse my excitement as I’ll probably will need to pee my weirdness out big time for this - @sulkirk.bsky.social knows )

Ok but for real- this is insane right? I have to work in Riverhead the following night and can’t be late 🥴😫 (I also cannot make decisions for myself. clearly)

I’m I insane if I drive to Riverhead after Billy Albany?!

legit just found a dread lock in my Amy winehouse bun .. not sure what to do about this?

Need some recs for food places (with options) nearby for pick up so I can bring to said venue .. please and thanks!!! #baltimore #food #8x10

Has anyone been to the 8 x 10 in Baltimore??

probably should take a nap rn. I’m a cranky baby. Bye.

fuckin can’t wait to finally pop my billy cherry it’s pathetic

YO BMORE - anyone I know that I can crash with?! like someone I actually know? K thanks - should be an interesting one. Reminiscing about the last time I was in bmore and it wasn’t pretty 😵‍💫

welp there ya have it. just wish it was in nassau (sorry @antmanisannoyed.bsky.social - and btw I just got the hotel near tanger cause yolo)

this is me @ BBowl on Saturday. Did my best by holding down the fort at the merch booth for @repriseband.bsky.social - I only had to pee twice btw. Oh and I reclaimed my would have been wedding song. I’m done yapping about it now. Thank god and apologies for how annoying I am.

thinking ahead -> if someone can bring me a DC on the rocks tomorrow night (at the dbag table where i belong), I’d just love that and pay you with my food stamps .. ohh wait

I really hope I see many of yous tomorrow at Billy … could use a hug big time 🥺

wild week ahead -> tomorrow BMFS-> thurs somehow making my way all the way out to Riverhead LAWNGUYLAND for reprise slinging merch -> sat. Baltimore for the same. Who am I?

feel like doing a lot of shitposting today, but might hold back. i dunno let’s see where the wind takes me 🙄

im back. for now… feeling a lil better and now im deleting my excessive social media accounts that i never keep up with anyway. need a cleanse.

melted into couch during brunch ..:: looks like a lil more BTV

smoked a butt and dragged myself into an everything shower to wash the agro off me… let’s see how the rest of the day goes 🤨

brb I don’t give a shit

I mean

2nd thing I’m looking forward to-> seeing this fluff face.

working since i was old enough to get working papers.had a successful career blah blah & it’s not my fault my body is attacking itself and am currently jobless bc of said disease(s). I’m OVER IT.I’m poor and i can’t stand this shithole we r living in.rant over. love yous.

clearly my Long Island trash mouth is coming out in full force. Deal. 😊

before I head back to fuckkng NY I committed to participating in a Día de los Difuntos (Day of the Dead) brunch - nottttt sure if I’m feeling celebrating the lives of my dead family members rn 🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴

not looking forward to driving back to NY today.

apparently my fucking iPhone doesnt recognize my face anymore. is that bc i just turned 41?

one thing I’m looking forward to-> popping my cherry at BMFS in 10. (volunteering obvs)

feeling like I’m gonna have a @sulkirk.bsky.social kinda skeet skeet day. buckle up. & morning sully - hope you got some good sleep!!! 🤠

why am I awake? FML.

everything’s fine man

beast mode