if i stopped wanting, if i abandon all desire then i have disappeared completely

i just find it oddly confused about how people younger than me are now deciding it's funny to use the r word in an ironic sense, did they just forget what that means, or are they just genuinely tone deaf

better drawing pic 🧿

sketchies

inferno.

okay i'm going to open 5 slots DM ME to inquire #commissions #art

100 ghosts linger in the faces you wear and melodrama is an eternal summer haunted by a thousand whispers

life is a bouquet of flowers: here is a passionflower, a daffodil grown from tears, some forget-me-nots, some daturas and aconites, some wilted peonies. i present to you all the ironies and all the conditions that come forward, little one

we made it fellas one year of boyfriend activity with @shadovvlurking.bsky.social

not one neil day but also me n @ambercoat.bsky.social anniversary 🥰

20 years of Neil banging out the tunes

i love you all very much fellas

circles and stripes where else do you find them in the world

without the yellow jacket, i am the mustard seed

bird wip

nobody knows that im hyped for a boards of canada comeback

i honestly should be locked up because i made someone create a discord server and now there are at least a thousand people in that server, this is my fault, i do not deserve bail

i am normal man o /|\ / \ he is not normal man 0 /|\ / \

do Not glaze me. only give me Negative thoughts. feed me despair and hopelessness you will NOT feed my ego! you must destroy me at all costs!!!!!!! if you do not do as i say, i will become too happy and full of pride !!!!

my boyfriend is cool, happy trans of day visilibity

my brother has disappointed me, which is funny because i thought he and i were on equal footing with our endeavours on photography and art and music, but to laugh at my face over not wanting to use chatgpt for anything is like saying "what a fool, you go to the gym?" yeah, i go to the gym

music to listen to when crossing the intermediate state

I can share this finally!!!! ^^ I was basically given completely free reign to draw whatever I heard in the music. It was a blast to work on this. 💚

feel like shit

the stories i tell you will be nothing more than a labyrinth of truths and falsities compounded by varying perspectives a limited view into a so-called "reality" so flumbounded by biases and rationale, overwriting each other into eternal limbo

Perry Bible Fellowship

okay

what

who gaf, im a little guy #art

the dezlings.... #art #ocs

theres a man in WOAH... what?

white guy says the most whitest lie you will ever hear in your life

every word in the dictionary becomes a commodity, a brand name, a business

this is where i stand 🧍👻

my brother was one building away from getting bombed by a drone in Iran

punching wedding cakes should be the next big thing for stockbrokers

the colors yellow and orange are dating and they love eachother

WHY THE FUCK IS EVERYTHING POOP

little chuddy, little chudster, chudling, chudder cheese, chuddite

Xanasa

yellow jacket apophthegms: 1. bee yourself

i've seen men hold more value to a printer than their own kind and others seemed to be empowered by that i've seen repulsion and self-affliction in the form of lighthearted humor, and others look at each other in confusion everything i've seen and heard comes from second to third hand experience

Sharing “genderless burger experience” here for those who haven’t seen it

socializing is USELESS

make a monolith oc

yellow jacket valentines day card

the kind of people who use AI to generate "pop music" are the ones who relentlessly argue that artistic talent is an innate quality and use AI as a crutch for "not being born with it". this is delusional fairy tale bullshit language for "i don't like to learn things"

choo-chickoon chicka choon choon