It's finally cool enough to smoke cigs, God bless. Fasting is abt to be a little easier.

So unbelievably ready for the weather to get cold so I can smoke cigarettes without melting in the heat I switched to vaping temporarily just cause it's rlly been that bad

I get that it's normal to be fixated on food w an ed but anyone else just fixated on ONE food? Like everyday I wake up I'm like "I get to have another chobani flip 😁" lololol

Total intake for today was 815kcals Would be a little less if this household didn't love full calorie cherry coke but still a good amount for intake. Having a better mobility day so ima do my workouts.

watching king of the hill and playing stardew valley, selfcare shit fr

Went in the kitchen for water and ended up having to play fight a damn cat. I've had them since they were kittens and there's only 3 but one is genuinely obsessed w me. I had to scoop her like a baby and rub her tummy for her to stop bc she loves attention. She's real for that though tbh.

I unironically want this

Stayed under my limit today 😁💃

366kcals as of rn I went over slightly yesterday bc my roommates gave up on cooking and just ordered food At a point where I'm considering just not eating dinner ever again cause I'm so exhausted of living with ppl who eat the way they do. Imagine eating fastfood daily and still getting on ozempic

Cleaned my room and only eaten 428 kcals today 💁🏽‍♀️

Welp, time to get super serious abt starving cause my roommate has cooked the same meal for the last 3 weeks over and over and its making me genuinely not wanna eat anything. Literally no veggies just meat and rice.

Life has sadly been kicking me in the coochie for the last couple of days so I will not be paying attention to my diet until tomorrow ✌️

Pro tip Don't live in the fucking south, there's not even food in my room or food waste yet I'm dealing with gnats CONSTANTLY

Has no one ever made a Nico Robin themed diet? It feels so obvious I'm actually surprised Literally just drink coffee, read as a distraction, and eat once a day, BOOM so easy

"DON'T DRINK COFFEE ON AN EMPTY STOMACH" n o

It should be socially acceptable to crowdfund gas money & money for a diet coke. Why do disabled ppl have to air out their medical history and trauma just to get a little money? Can I just have a diet coke pls?

I'll probably always be this way Not sure if that's comforting or scary

[New #caterpillarsky #edsky intro bc I've been gone] -25yrs old & disabled -horror fanatic -favorite anime: Monster -favorite game: Stardew Valley -favorite horror game: Resident Evil 4 and Silent Hill 2 -I don't post when I feel ill " ɪ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ꜱᴏ ᴘᴀᴛʜᴇᴛɪᴄ ᴀɴᴅ ᴜɢʟʏ ʟᴀʏɪɴɢ ʜᴇʀᴇ, ᴡᴀɪᴛɪɴɢ ꜰᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ "

Shoutout to silent hill 2 for instilling the correct amount of fear around a man resenting me for being sick Witnessing that plot at a young age, destroyed my ability to believe in the fairytale in my head of husbands who love their sick wives dearly right till the end. Excuse the introspection.

Love when life beats me up enough to be in that delulu phase of my disorder Honeymoon phase is BACK

Fasting today, had two cups of coffee, gonna prob just sit on Pinterest adding to my spo board. Hope everyone's having a decent day! #caterpillarsky #butterflyana

Figuring out how to support myself is gonna be hard but at least I'll have another motivation to not buy food tbh

Back! And divorcing my bitch ass husband 🫡

Went to the emergency room twice in a week, I'm back though! Hiiii moots!

Felt good enough to help with cooking! It may be a small achievement to some, but I've been in so much pain it makes me happy that I can do anything normal 🥹

I’m at a point of depression that I’m listening to unreleased bright eyes. Someone put me down.

🥹 #edsky #caterpillarsky

826kcals for today's intake

Changing my profile theme constantly because no one can stop me

One piece fans who think it isn't political and south park fans who think it's only goal is to offend every person gotta be 2 sides of the same coin. Boiling south park down to "offending everyone" is a bit of an extreme downplay of how hard it is to do comedy this long.

Haven't been able to sleep at all so now I'm playing a crosswords game on my 3ds

Got super sick and am still not my ugw Was I robbed??? #edsky #caterpillarsky #butterflyana

♰𝑩𝒂𝒍𝒌𝒂𝒏 𝑽𝒊𝒐𝒍𝒆𝒏𝒄𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒑𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅♱ 🔖 #edsky #edtwt #caterpillarsky #thinspo #bodyspo #thinsp0 #bodysp0 #altspo #slavicviolence #balkanviolence #edblr

Today's a fast day bc there's no food in the house and I don't have a car to drive lol

Today's total: 660 kcals before liquor Getting some soju rn~

Did my xiaohongshu exercises finally and ngl I'm fucking tired Gonna start on second meal of the day now and bc I've only had 1 pack of instant oatmeal I'm having shin ramen and maybe booze

I love the new year! It's like the one time per year that the general public also has an ed and no one's sussed out when you say you're trying to lose weight

Had some oatmeal for breakfast Didn't really sleep well so I've just been laid up in bed. Prob gonna follow some of the xiaohongshu lazy exercises so I don't feel like too much of a bum. Ugh I need more ed friendly recipes that are low effort, I'm dreading preparing lunch.

Total intake for today was 850 kcals

Can't be obsessed w my bitch ass hubby so I gotta be obsessed w calories & food even though I was just thinking abt recovering Im never dating a man ever again, I've learned my lesson. If you think you like a man rn, change your mind right this second. They're worthless.

Lol so my husband cheated on me so obviously the natural course of action is heavier restriction

When you do rlly well all week w restricting and then your period starts #edsky #caterpillarsky #butterflyana

Omad was cookout btw

Genuinely tired of how sleepy I've been I'm trying not to fight against It though bc I know I barely sleep during summer and my body prob appreciates the rest

Not dead just playing love and deepspace bc new event lol

#caterpillarsky #edsky #butterflyana

#butterflyana #caterpillarsky #edsky

Gonna post more pinterest spo, any requests? #edsky #caterpillarsky #butterflyana

Been less active bc we were given like 5 loafs of bread and we can't afford a lot so I've been eating a lot of bread and it's honestly stressing me out bc there's not much to eat besides bread And we're being invited to Thanksgiving so yknow, just sorta dying on the inside

I've lost like 3 lbs in this week alone, all for my period to show up and make me bloated