I have to manage how much information I take in about this storm. Because we will have a totally different problem here with all the doom and gloom. I have to compartmentalize and be delusional.

Today I felt a little exhausted about living. I don’t have the energy to cook like a meal meal. So I’m having crab dip for dinner

I like that. Imma start saying that I haven’t mastered that yet. Ima baking my first birthday cake end of Sept and I’m so nervous

This is not sustainable. Idk if I even want FTE anymore. 😭 this job is literally spiking every single one of my mental illnesses. 🥴🥴🥴 I feel like years of therapy have been undone in 3 months. My nerves are fried.

I’m playing a online game and it has a bunch of people all over the world. A large Korean playerbase. And my every interaction with them lets me know the 4B movement is still going strong over there. 😭 This game is probably the only place they have a sense of control over their life

I just drove pass ***🏦 and starred willfully like a sad ex girlfriend. Anyway heading to my new partner **** is a small flex 🤣🤣 but I do miss that ex.

Are put depressed? Or do you need to clean the house?

Woke up this morning told depression no, then made an iced coffee.

Have you ever tried to set up a ps5 while crying??? 🥹😭 likkle most I broke my tv in frustration. I hate this feeling. Everytime I think I’ve learned how to self regulate and deal with bad news and disappointment something like this happens and I wrestle with feelings of am I handling this right?

It’s how inbetween crying I kept saying “it’s fine” “I’m okay” “it’ll work out” to my mom and she just said “it will be. I’m bringing you some cake and we can talk about it.” And I just bawled and said “ok” 🥹🥹🥹

I knew that email was going to ruin my day.

I take it back I love surprise money, never k-word yourself. Depression? Fake. 🤣 There should be a study on how direct deposits instantly fix your mood

Thank god for savings. Because why I bill all my clients and forget to attack invoices

This MONTH????

You see that chosen family!?

Tbh after spending weeks being emotionally abused and finally glad this wedding over. It’s hanging with my best friend watching terrible movies that heals me 😭

If you hire me as for user experience. And ignore me about user experience best believe I will contribute ui to the project. Theres your pretty app you wanted 🤭

A text from my sister ruins my day a video call from my brother heals me. 😭 Ofc I have favorites

In my next like I want to be a problem starter not a problem solver

It’s always “how do you think we can solve this problem Trish” And never “I’m sorry we took over your lunch time we sent you lunch” 😭😭

The way my brain just simply shit off at 7pm yesterday I don’t even remember falling asleep. I woke up at 9 and my body just said rest. And I went back to sleep 😭

Stay away from people who are committed to misunderstanding you.

The closer the wedding gets I think about that man I was dating that got offended when I declined his offer to be my date. 🤣

It’s so hot that I hate wearing clothes rn. Doe ask me to turn on my camera plz. 😭🤭

I haven’t been apart of a single wedding where I have enjoyed the experience. 🥴 I’ve always wanted a big wedding but they really make we want to elope because of annoying everyone is

I have to turn off my phone to go eat. That nuh sound insane?? 🥴 I’ve reheated my lunch twice cause it warm up and get cold cause “can I pull you for a quick chat 5 minutes max”

Noooo. Not the source of all evil 😭

Sometimes the work day ends and I only have enough energy to text my friends that I’m alive and go to sleep 🤣🤣

Back to back meetings from 9am. When do you expect me to do the work!???

Yes. Next question.

Sometimes I just need to screeeaaam to the sky. Lol I have a love hate relationship with Tech Sync's

Everytime I hear soda pop I realize I would for sure sell my soul to a hot demon singing a catchy tune 😭🤣

Chaos is my name providing employment for the dead is my game. 😭

😭 I rather tell the internet I wanna die 10 times before I ever tweet about anything seriously wrong with my life. 😩

Vertigo being one of my period symptoms is the weapon formed against me btw.

IM TIRED OF THIS

The living room is so cozy now. I can cuddle up and read for hours

Ahhhhh!!! I’ve been so excited to get my hands on this book. The game was terrible but I really wanted to read for myself what could’ve been. 😭🤣

At this point, bluesky is basically my burner for throwaway thoughts and my actual feelings💀

Nvm today’s crash out postponed. My shipping company just called and said they have new books for me. 😭

I need a player 2 for RE7, you won’t be playing I just need the company 😭😭

Today’s crash is brought to you by the empty coffee jar. No pods. No powder. No beans.

Watching my lil k drama with a glsss of wine. Kicking my feet in joy.

Simon so mean to me. Him say what you going home to do??? Sleep?! I mean… yeah. 😭🥴

Hotboxing my apartment with menthol crystals so I can breathe >>>>> <<<<< choking on Saharan dust because people don’t believe in climate change.

Me to my account manager: I’m so tired. My board is full. I don’t think I can do anything rn. My account manager: so XYz wants to work with you should I tell them no? Me: xyz!? 😭 Ambition gonna kill me. Or greed. 🤣😂

🌚🥴 I just had my last meeting for today. At 8:30 at night. I hate having ambition

A promotion 1 month into this job is doing wonders for my ego ngl 😭😭😭 it did likkle bruise before ngl. Such acronym did me so dirty

Sometimes I wonder… about brains. Sigh. They’re so weird. Sometimes for days I’m just very neutral. Then I’ll wake up one day and be like hmm I should drink bleach for the plot. But also I don’t think my mother would appreciate that. So I slug thru the day but I’m still like uh what a paaainnn