My Heathen group’s Yule gathering is tomorrow so I’m writing my Roasts, Toasts, and Boasts for it. My Boasts: 1. Didn’t kill myself. 2. Didn’t kill anyone else. 3. Wrote and published 70k words in 4 months.

Explaining to my kiddo why we say “happy holidays” to people we don’t know instead of assuming they celebrate Christmas feels surreal when my mom used to get mad at me if I wrote “Xmas” and not CHRISTmas.

When I say I want to be a filmmaker, I mean I want to write a book that I turn into a screenplay before I turn it into a film that I work on as a costumer, prop maker, makeup artist, set designer, cinematographer, and director.

I just finished watching 100 Nights of Hero and I think Julia Jackman just became one of my favorite directors. Holy shit. It was SO GOOD.

My endocrinologist was praising me because it looked like I lost 30 pounds in the last 5 months. Except, I’ve actually been working my mental ass off to MAINTAIN my weight for the last 2 because my ED is back and those 30 pounds were lost in a 3 month time span. 🙃

I think ALL medical professionals need have at least a basic understanding of eating disorders considering how most of them are convinced weight loss solves all health problems.

You might be able to escape Christianity but VeggieTales songs will haunt you all of your days.

When my kid started public school, I thought i'd be able to finally work my way out of burnout. So far, that hasn't happened, but I have concluded that being a full-time parent kept me too busy to realize how depressed I actually am. So, that's been fun.

Actually, I don't want to learn anything new about myself, thanks.

For as rare as my therapist having to cancel our appointment is, it always happens on a week I have something big to discuss. 🙃

Just checked audition information for a local community theatre. If you’re cast in a show they require a performance fee of FOUR HUNDRED DOLLARS!!! That is absolutely insane.

Me: Nah, I’m over that friend breakup, it was years ago. Also me: HAVE ANOTHER DRINK AND DRIVE YOURSELF HOME. I HOPE THERE’S ICE ON ALL THE ROADS AND YOU CAN THINK OF ME WHEN YOU FORGET YOUR SEATBELT AND AGAIN WHEN YOUR HEAD GOES THROUGH THE WINDSHIELD

“Be comfortable in your own skin!!” okay but my skin has like 5 different chronic issues at all times sooo

How many virtual appointments do I need to have with my new therapist before it’s cool for me to show up with my hair a mess? Lmao

Please ignore the bags under my eyes I keep them packed in case I have to get out of town quickly.

Is my face red at the gym because I’m working out or because the rivals just became lovers in the fic I’m listening to? The answer is yes.

What exactly is the purpose of a protest if it has a set start / end time and you got a permit for it? Genuinely asking.

I’m playing Persona 3 Reload for the first time and I’ve been waiting to meet Ryoji the entire time. I’m 45 hours into the game and he has yet to make an appearance. 😭

My ringtone for my ex when I was 21 was always Hot and Cold by Katy Perry and that really should have been seen a the sign it was lmao

One of the most frustrating parts of being an autistic mom raising an autistic kid is all the local playgroups for autistic kids are chock-full of Autism Speaks, puzzle pieces, and “Autism Mamas.” Can we do the bare minimum research into the current culture of the neurotype your child has, please?

#Promosky 🌈 tricksters & the fair folk 🌈 queer history 🌈 paganism (celtic lokean) 🌈 folk witchcraft 🌈 mutual aid and abolition 🌈 RPG & cozy video games 🌈 fanfiction reading/writing 🌈 folklore & mythology 🌈 directing & stage managing 🌈 low demand parenting 🌈 concerts (emo especially) 🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈

One of the most frustrating parts of losing weight as someone in ED recovery is the amount of people that will comment on it repeatedly despite you asking them not to mention it. 🙃

If my homeschooled kid’s first concert is all about fascism and propaganda, does it count as a field trip?

Y’all!! Stop putting pictures of your children on your dating profiles!! That’s so dangerous!!

Someone’s dating profile said dating them is like learning a new language and damn, I didn’t realize being dyslexic would affect my relationship prospects too.

My best friend thought she was just refreshing my hair color today but surprise! Now she has blue hair too!

Just found out my mom is on her way to her sisters funeral and her husband decided to stay home.. isn’t emotional support like the bare minimum expected of a spouse? 🙃

They have tried to distract us with aliens at least 3 times in the past two years and it hasn’t worked once. 😂

Not that I’m complaining but if a ‘smoothie’ is made with ice cream isn’t that a milkshake?

writing alternating pov akeshu is so funny because akechi narration SEEMS all intellectual and shit but the actual content is Emotions Emotions THIRST & More Emotions. meanwhile Ren’s narrative voice is casual teen whatever and the content is I Have A Mind Like A Steel Trap.

Cop City RICO trials: Ayla King day 1 live thread

When you thought you processed most of your trauma but then you play a video game and start reading/writing fan fiction about it and suddenly your friendship abandonment issues from 10+ years ago are constantly being hit.

Started writing funny dialogue with one of my characters getting worked up over the differences in fantasy sub genres as a joke but now I’m actually annoyed at how often the genres are conflated. 🥲

My living room is very quickly becoming overtaken by Persona 5 ShuAke/Akeshu/Royal Trio art. 🙈 I’ve been seeking out more video game decor but so far I have added 6 P5 things (w/ another otw) and only 1 FFX print. 🥲 Blame it on the AudHD hyperfixationnnnnn

What specific search terms do I put on Pinterest so that my search for ‘7yo bedrooms’ will show results accessible for peasants like myself to try and replicate and not just HGTV after photos? 🤦🏻‍♀️

10am on Day 1 of summer with the best friend and her kid and we’re at urgent care because the kids were playing too hard and her kid hit his head on the corner of my coffee table and needs stitches. woohoo 🥲

This is everything to me

In every universe Goro is a guy sent to kill Akira and Akira is a guy who’s actually pretty into it

I adore goro's capacity for good but ren's capacity for evil is just as important to me in their dynamic. In the end, even with all he did, Goro's last act was still one of sacfrice...and if you choose either bad ending, Ren's could be one of selfishness

As a white person this is spot on for me 😅

“I hate miss or lack of communication being the underlining issues between characters” I say as I start yet another enemies to lovers fanfiction.

I’d prefer it if I could just develop a new health issue immediately after solving another one rather than the long stretches of being okay then suddenly having 4 new and different issues arising all at once standard I’ve been dealing with for my whole life. 🙃

I’ve read multiple time loop fanfics for Persona 5 and it’s funny how differently the mental states of the people aware of the loop vary based on the author. One looped for a few months and went insane while the current one is on year 600 and mentally seems to be just fine, lmao.

I definitely know that orgasms can act as pain relief but I was a little caught off guard but just how often that’s brought up as a recommendation to treat ovarian cyst pain on Reddit. 😂 They go so far as share links to toys to get the job done. 🤣

Is severe lack of appetite a common symptom of #AudHD #burnout?? Everything tastes like ash in my mouth lately and I have to force myself to eat. Like I have to fight a gag reflex but I’m pretty sure I’m not physically sick?

I don’t think I’ve ever experienced a special interest this all consuming before and it’s kind of freaking me out? Every other waking thought is about Persona 5 and specifically #ShuAke. I go to bed, dream, and wake up thinking about it. I’ve read over 1mil words of fanfics in like a week. Wtf??

Kiddo and I are both having insomnia lately but it’s at different times of the night which just means I’m awake the entire night because she can’t seem to be quiet if she’s awake and I’m a very light sleeper. I can’t even nap. 😭 I’m really hoping it’s just my New Moon sleep issues are worse rn

I’ve never really shipped characters more than just casually but the game I was playing got WAY MORE GAY by the end and I’ve become obsessed with their ship to the point I already finished a 500,000 word fanfic and have others lined up already and an entire album of fanfic art and it’s bad. #ShuAke

First Game I Ever Played: Super Mario 2 Favorite Game System: Switch Favorite Game: FFX & X2 Comfort Game: Palia Game You're Currently Playing: Persona 5 Royal Favorite Gaming Soundtrack: Kingdom Hearts Game You're Looking Forward to in 2025: Already released but I’m starting Persona 3 next 😅

As a general rule I don’t condone grammar policing because it’s often rooted in all sorts of isms. I do make exceptions when someone comments “you’re stupid” instead of adding anything of substance to the thread though. 😅