kinda hate myself and everything i do it’s one of those days

sometimes i remember that wolfwood canonically is not older than 20 like i think he’s barely 19 and it’s a whole another level of agony to me

i think the 20 hours i’ve spent on this animatic and two whole days of drawing almost non stop are letting me know it’s time to fucking rest cause why do i get sharp pain from moving my wrist and fingers……

kinda love the way my syzygy sketches and storyboards look like fever dream scribbles bc this is exactly the vibe i want them to have

chomping down art fics posts hc‘s and my own delulu daydreams about 3 different ships at once this is the greed they talk about in the bible

originally i planned to make g&m a 4 part comic series, but pt4 means exploring vash from the late trimax-finale point of view and it’s just so heartbreaking to me im not sure i can do it like. just looking at him with totally black hair and glass eyes hurts pookie what have they done to you pookie…

the most annoying thing about drawing is taking pics/recording yourself for refs and then being forced to look at your own fuckass face for hours

decided to do it anyway 🤠

im literally in tears

the sexual tension between me and that one niche ship that 3,5 ppl in fandom remember about

another trimax animatic on the way and it is, once again, painful

loud like love by placebo is kinda so trimax to me and i lowkey wanna cry every time i listen to it

#narugaa don’t interrupt the kage meeting 🍶

yuri vashwood…..woah

holy shit witch hat atelier is so so beautiful like i’m reading it so slowly because every single panel makes me go WHAAAA and i just stare at every little detail it’s so gorgeous . i’m in awe AND the story is beautiful too 😭

uhhh hey 😅👋heyyy😄