Dinner bc ive wasted 600 calories on snacks and coffee 🥲 looks like I need to buy more carrots tomorrow

I dressed very emo today and i felt so pretty n snatched despite it all <33 like look at me good!!! I need to take more photos on campussss

It feels weird to be social... who am i?? Is this even me anymore???

Trying not to freak out that I weight 142 but I also gotta remember that i also ate pretty late in the day 🥲🥲🥲 i was gonna eat yogurt and drink coffee but do I even deserve that anymore???

Sorry for being so annoying with my tweets I know im supposed to be ed only but god life is so chaotic

How it feels knowing my ex still wants me and misses me to the point that he came over to my place

Also redyed my hair <3 its more wine red which is niceeee

Finally washing weeks worth of laundry 😭😭 and waxing my face/ underarms!!! Self care rushed into one day am I right

apparently all i do is lie instead of locking in

Saw these shoes and decided to buy them for spring break <3 maybe ill even wear them tomorrow with my flare pants or something lol

My life feels so surreal like wdym my ex misses me so much to the point that he was willing to come to my house drunk and then my old situationship snaps me his face with his chest OUT like ????? What is going on

I wanna eat but my roommate is in the living room and im suddenly afraid of doing anything lol

Ok so apparently he misses me so much to the point that the reason why I've been seeing him more often is because he wants to see me more often which is like holy shitttt??????

Leg day and I felt so skinny todayyy

Ex called me drunk and is coming over to my place????? YOO??

Hello universe why is my ex suddenly around me all the time likeeee is he actually obsessed with me??? Did I manifest too hard or was the witchcraft spells i found on tiktok effective as fuck???????

Nothing is more satisfying than setting my bracelets to the smallest loop and STILL having them be loose <33

Time to go through my followers and follow abck somr pplll

Wearing a faja but im feeling so fat andnugly and stupid like godmiwhhy was i even invited im def ftinking mote qhen I get to my.aparemnt

Ice was in my college town too so now im fear eating so much rn god god god

Saw myself in a photo and I look so fat oh my god I hate it here

Need to be a 00 in pants one day

Dyed my hair red again for lunar new year and it seems like everyone loves it teehee 🥳🥳 feeling so blessed

Wearing my faja all day today <3

Yeah buying a witch off of Etsy yolo

Ripping my hair out why is my ex here im being driven crazy

Went to urban outfitters and I look so fat and ugly here 😢😢😢 depressing lmao

Ate too much this past weekend, so im abusing the fuck outta my body today for the gymmmm

I just know my ex is going out and im just like :c I miss him but I also have to accept the fact that he probably doesnt miss me back. At least ill be in PA for valentines day tho xoxo mini trippp

World's most normalest girl

Ate 8 mini snickers im so disgusting

Also received my new watch <33 I cant wait to watch shows and be able to still track my steps LOL

I cant believe i saw a tiktok about thin thigh problems like WHATT STFUU

Overateeeee but its ok its for a friend's celebration 🍾 tomorrow ill high res

Not looking forward to this weekend....this valentines day is just making me sad bc I had plans for it, but not anymore I suppose

Was saving this for valentines day but ykw its fine ill be cute in public for myself!!!

Wore my faja today and my coworker was like "new jeans?? You look so curvyyyy okayy" 😚😚 I feel so snatched and sexyyyy

Was supposed to be on campus and Im pooping like how I begged last night rip AND I woke up later than anticipated... sad

Debating if I wanna go to the gym tomorrow or go to this film my uni is hosting instead.... hmmmmmmmm

Trying to poop BUT I CANT BUT I HAVE THE FEELUNG I GOTTA

Got food to take with my pill and its all cold 🫩🫩 like I understand fast food is hell but I wouldve taken warm...

Having my current roommate be a maga was not on my bingo list but I should've known based on her Facebook

Purchased my new watchhh xoxo and ill purchase my new laptop tomorrow morning since I dont wanna give my bank an eyebrow raise to my late night activities LOL

The temptation to purge is so clear but I dont wanna purge i dont want to depend on it too much

Tempted to take a lax but I know with this period, its gonna do me dirty sooo nvm

Worked lower body and i dont wanna eat but I have stew and pills to take 🙃

Max wherever you are... I hope you're ok 😭😭😭 come back to us soon!!!

Buying a new watch and laptop today xoxo treating myself even tho I dont have the funds I need to focus on myself

Lost a bf but also lost weight so... what did I rlly lose here????? NOTHING!!!! Got two guys talking to me xoxo im so hot <3

Done with gym; gotta get tampons, maybe purge, shower, and est half of a crumble cookie <3