Saw a video of myself and oh my god I look so good in it??? Like im still curvy but I really like how i also look so slim and tiny too?!?! I cant wait to lose more weight <33

Doing laundry so I can have the house clean before I go visit my family for the holidays 😌 im no ready for the amount of food thats gonna be cooked

Hashtag almost bf is getting me a gift for Christmas and I dont know him that well to gift him a meaningful gift 😭😭 im so screwed

Very late update but this situationship/relationship they have is so bad to the point that she's crying to me and I can't help but feel so bad for her because she doesnt deserve to feel so unloved or unworthy of love

Jesus Im just eating and drinking and eating like im not trying to lose weight but thats what everyone wants to do these days!!!!! But i also had a good time so im trying to be reasonable with myself but god it is so hard

Hung out with a friend and I threw up the pizza i ate xoxo sooo we managed to purge after all

Might purge yall ngllllll im so drunk rn and im so happy and sad and happy

WAIT GUYS... MY ROOMMATE LEFT FOR THE HOLIDAYS SO I CAN USE HER WALKING PAD!!!!!! life is good again my bad on being # depressed

Moots, are you going to let the festive season get the better of you? Are you going to give in without a fight? Workout anyway you can! Burn those cals!

Almost bf said this looked beautiful on me but im having second thoughts bc its like??? Why do my legs look so skinny and yet my body looks so wide??? Especially on the toppp??!?!?? Idk 😭😭😭

Im a fat fuck bc why did i eat such a big entree at a Mexican restaurant —granted it was free food but still 😭

Nvm I binged at night yall

Only 950 calories consumed today 🫶😌 locking tf in!!!!

Hmm I just used an iron fish but should I use an iron pill as well or.... ykw yolo swag

Slept for 2 more hours but im good now lol so imma try to do stuff I gotta get done

Im in the mixture of i want to sleep forever and I have stuff to do.... maybe ill just sleep for one more hour.

I rlly like how this eyeliner lasted throughout the store trip the last time i went!! Im considering buying it after my rare beauty one finishes 😆

Slept in for most of the day but today my roommate went back to her hometown for break 😌!! Got the apartment all to myself

Woke up from a weird nightmare/dream so now im just looking old pictures of myself and comparing them from one another to see the progress I've done xoxo

A year ago, I was obese. Now, I'm barely healthy. So much has changed in a year and im only 135. Can you imagine if I was 120? 100?

Maybe im always meant to be depressed

Idk why im so emotional like my period literally ended and im still so depressed ugh

Guys am I fat???????? Am I rlly so fat and ugly and stupid for thinking someone can like me?????????

I fasted all day 😍 I ate taco bell 😭

If im not 135 or less with the way im dying by this lax imma jump lol

Hashtag regretting using that lax now everything is going through me

Another kbbq so imma feel fat as fuck but i tried on some pants and its loose af sooo

Trying to add more iron to my plate so yall once I get more money, imma invest in getting more protein iron and fiber into my diet!!!

About to abuse a lax instead of 🤮 !!

Debating on purging this

I have a dinner with friends and I have hella hickeys on my neck omg 😭😭

Accidently purged while brushing my teeth and now im head deep into this damn toilet this shit is an addiction

How is this dude view my snap video and not reply?!!! 😭😭😭

I think i have a bf now? Idk 😭

Night ended short bc friends got drunk too early but I ended up at a guys house and making out 😚

about to go out tn!! i dont have a ride home sooo good luck to me myself and i

idkk aaaa that date with jc took over 3 hours of just talking and conversing wiht one another and it was so much funn??!

Was trying to purge and it did not work rip; maybe tomorrow will be a heavy restriction day

Why is everyone so shocked that I wanna lose weight omfg?!! Am I that skinny?!?!?

Omg YALL JC HAD A THING FOR ME FOR A GOOD WHILE OMG?! AAA the coffee date went so well yall omg 😭😭 he even bought me a cake pop and we had such a fun time talking!!!

Had a potluck and now im full and now i wanna throw uppp

Guys i feel so fat rn the outfit i had in mind WILL not work now

Its almost 1am should I shower or should I sleep

I cant believe a guy slid into my dms to ask me out on a date aaa!!!

Ate a rice Krispy and yogurt as breakfast xoxo

its late af and i havent washed my face brushed my teeth and i also have to wake up early ugh this is gonna suckkk

omg guys two of my friends got together and im so happy for them omggg 😭💙💙 i've been seeing them be so cutesy with one another so it was just bound to happen!! they are so cutee omg omg

Bonfire bought me the shirt 😋 was gonna give him so much smooches today if he came to visit me but he didnt soooo his loss my gain teehee

I dont really have any cute pajamas that I wear to sleep (t-shirt and sweatpants only) so now i wanna embody my sexiness by buying myself this when I get to 120 pounds 💙

I really don't want to do *vaguely gestures to everything* This anymore