This month marks nine years sober of heroin and crack cocaine! I dabbled from the age of 17 and ended up with a 20 year addiction, shooting speedballs into my groin by the end of it. I am so grateful I managed to stop, I would be dead by now for sure, I still have so much I want/need to do.

I’ve got my official ADHD assessment this week. I’ll be glad to finally get an official dx. They won’t be able to prescribe me anything as I’ve had heart surgery so no stimulants and even the modafanil is a no go because of an SNRI I’m on. Seratonin syndrome risk is minuscule but 🤷

One of my kinks is watching rug cleaning videos for hours. I think this affirms my autism.

I learned a new thing today: Lino cut printing. Messy af and it included some blood but something nice came out of it I think 🤷🥺

dropping ko-fi, my family is in need of community support 🖤 see pinned for more

Do you prefer the nighttime lit version before or this one taken in daylight? I think I prefer this one? I know it’s not that different but it’s to be printed so need a good hi res like this

Well I’m very proud to say that I submitted this piece to quite a big zine and they want to print it! #queer #lover #dyke #art #geometricart #sacredgeometry

I’ve just paid an extortionate amount of money to get my first adhd assessment tomorrow Welcome to the new NHS

I’m done. I’m going private.

Fucksake. Where my insomnia crew at?

Posting my latest piece again #queer #art #dyke #lover

I managed to get some decent sleep last night but still have zero dopamine or motivation. I’m really struggling. Just waiting to speak to my dr. I’m usually better at surfing the ebbs and I’m very resilient but six months of diazepam tapering has me on a hair trigger. Depression. Anxiety. Bleugh

I really can’t believe it’s been 30 years since I left school to protect trees from a bypass, ‘eco activism’, or ‘crusty tree huggers’ as we were called in the press. 30 years and 30 COP’s and still we can’t even get the phrase ‘fossil fuels’ into an agreement! We’re fucked

I had a pizza. Cheesecake and a lemonade and I feel a bit better. Today was bloody awful

Well I’m pleasantly surprised that this beautiful leaf I found in the park and pressed has preserved its colour! 🍁 For my next art this is the inspo

My main tool is music that gets me up and moving. Then I might be able to complete one task. People think ADHD looks fun from the outside but I assure you it can be fucking miserable. My brain is never quiet. Like never. OCD and ASD too it’s like a fucking nightmare.

I really can’t believe it’s been 30 years since I left school to protect trees from a bypass, ‘eco activism’, or ‘crusty tree huggers’ as we were called in the press. 30 years and 30 COP’s and still we can’t even get the phrase ‘fossil fuels’ into an agreement! We’re fucked

I think @entirelyharmless.bsky.social summed up Sex Matters pretty well with this: "UK media: every time you quote Sex Matters on anything related to trans people, it’s the equivalent of quoting the Flat Earth Society on anything related to space or air travel. They’re unqualified cranks."

ADHD’ers, what tools or techniques do you use to get off the bed/sofa in the morning?! Procrastination central here. 8 hours scrolling instagram yesterday! lol

Fucking unbelievable how they left it with a week of pouring rain. Those slats are wood, with porous membrane. No tarpaulin. Ever seen rain pouring out of plug sockets?

My disabled best friend has been living with a leaking kitchen and bathroom roof for over a year. Yesterday roofers pulled the flat roof off and left it uncovered overnight and it rained torrential. She has buckets everywhere. The electrics keep tripping. Landlord isn’t doing anything! So angry.

I’m genuinelyscared to take tonight’s dose. wtf is night four gonna be like?! Last night I cooked in my sleep. I don’t even sleep walk! Damn my dream guy was so beautiful too 😭😂

I’d so fuck Zohran why aren’t our politicians so hot

Anyone else tried these darioxedant pills? For chronic insomnia, new med supposed to be non addicting. One of the side effects is sleep sex ffs. I am a delicate asexual (one off sex maybe once a year) and I fucked my own pillow this morning. I haven’t had a sex dream that good for 30 years 😂

puberty blockers for trans kids with no prospect of moving to HRT after is like dangling somebody over an active volcano and going "what don't you feel better already? you're not even falling yet!"

Not bad!

Hey, since Patton Oswalt was reinstated, maybe Bluesky moderation can reinstate someone who was banned for doing the exact same thing.

I’m swapping a quiviv for a modanifil tablet with the bezzie. I wanna try the speed she needs to try the sex dreams. @laurenlondoner.bsky.social

Done. DIY community nature garden getting a bit of a makeover.

This is grass roots #ecoanarchism

Doing my community service today. Leading a small group of volunteers to tidy up our nature classroom that’s full of wildlife and native planting. I’m going to be mending the pond and I’m freezing already! At least it’s not raining 🌧️

If you’re in the UK and want to be an ally this is a fantastic way to do it. Call the venue and ask them why they’re platforming this hateful creature. Plenty of venues have de-platformed after enough public anger.

Queer. Lover. Dyke This piece is available to buy with all proceeds going to Trans Kids Deserve Better. DM me if interested! Thanks. Gx

Queer. Lover. Dyke This piece is available to buy with all proceeds going to Trans Kids Deserve Better. DM me if interested! Thanks. Gx

I’ve been pitching the idea of maybe a podcast with me just talking to my friends. Having dialogue with other older queer people about sex and relationships, attraction and transness. Growing older as a queer person and loneliness. So far people have loved the idea so who knows. Watch this space.

So I’ve been doing cut outs for so long my eyes are getting tired! I’ve done the pink and the blue now and I’m now working on cutting out the final bits of white that are going to go yellow! I’m going through blades every twenty minutes 🙃 #art #artsky #geometry #islamicart

The man is toast. We just have to keep that transphobic self hating gay fucknugget Wes out of the job too.

This is taking many painstaking hours to fill but I like it! Have to decide on the cut outs still and which colours to use :) #art #artsky #geometry

I actually felt quite pretty today!

I’m so fucking proud to be trans

TV licenses are financial blackmail. An automatic opt in to paying around £13 a month with imprisonment and fines being common for not paying. Just stop paying it! I’ve not had a visit in twenty years despite their promises to visit! (Can’t wait) Fuck capitalism and fuck this propaganda shit.

One month two days, twenty two minutes and thirty two seconds of listening to be exact. I’m glad that for at least one month this year I was doing something productive!

I’ve listened to 26 audiobooks and read 9 paper books so far this year 😵‍💫 my adhd brain is like a vacuum that forgets it all as soon as it’s switched off though!

Stop paying your license fee for the love of god

I’ve been writing for a video I’m going to try and get made tomorrow speaking on this, our history and how my gender identity and sexuality has made me who I am :) I’ve never made a video like this so I’m trying to learn instagram reel type stuff lol

Reform UK Ltd gets 92% of its funding from climate change deniers and fossil fuel corporate interests | Mark Cunliffe @markcunliffe.bsky.social

Your soul does not have a gender. Bodies have gender. Being gender fluid or trans is beautiful and divine. For trans awareness week please consider this. We are all humans, one race, one source. Being open to sexuality or gender changing over our lives is completely normal and valid too! 👊🏼 🏳️‍⚧️

How to travel in style with yer doggo

The UK government is killing trans kids.