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This is doing NOTHING but fuel my au thoughts btw, pls know I'm thinking heavily about Olympic ice dancer Celestaux

Will I regret getting up this early later? Yes. But right now I've got figure skating on so shhhhhh

you know how much i love looking at the sky but i'd miss a thousand sunsets just to look at your eyes.

yelled about figure skating to both my mom and my friends and then laid on the couch in the dark for an hour instead

I need to put a blorbo in the fucking blender and watch them get torn to shreds after work today, it's the only thing stopping me from self destructing lmao

The last valentione maze event: haha hehe teehee This year's valentione event: static recruitment for cake EX no disband until we clear (ratatouille strat) must have parses logged min ilvl 900

I love having a boss who walks all over my boundaries and expects me to always be there to catch her when she falls, I love being more of a support to my boss than she is to me. It isn't even 8:30am and I'm hiding in the bathroom to cry lmaoooo

The real reason I can't quit my job is because how else would I fund my catboy purchase? I need him

A sad, scratchy old cat #crystalexarch

#foulques of the mist #ffxiv

Celestaux is an ice dancer! He's the winter olympics version of that one guy that was really into the muffins, but he's so earnest about how much he really loves them and it's his ice dance partner putting up videos of him on social media since he's tech illiterate. #farmboylore

EMAIL!!! Appointment booked for next month!!! Finally getting this silly tattoo :D

had to rage type so much today at work that i flared up my carpal tunnel and gave myself a stress headache, so it's time to go for a stupid walk for my stupid mental health and maybe buy a bottle of wine

Oh cool, you're on threads? That's what I'm hanging on by

Anyways you should all read the first two chapters in the meantime I think they're pretty alright

Today's work rage is veing taken out on that red catboy because what if I thought about that piece of him that's full of ugly jealousy that he stews on and bottes up and lets gnaw at him, fueling his own negative self thoughts

Opening my personal email every 10 minutes like 🥺🥺 what if email from the tattoo artist now??? 🥺🥺🥺 knowing damn well the auto response said it could take up to a week and its currently been less than 24 hours

burning the lancer's guild down as a valentione's gift to foulques

literally wolgraha

okay okay, i'm up and i'm turning on the celestaux playlist while he hangs out at an art party. i'm working on this damn figure skating au

Oh I should get up and write or something, but the healing properties of laying on the couch in the dark in complete silence with a cat on my chest

A ship doesn't have to be canon to be good or worth exploring. It's really strange this recent trend of canon or bust. If a dynamic grips you, you find it interesting, or it makes you pause, and you can tweak it to make it work for you and your art, go nuts. That's the joy of transformative fandom!

"this week" I say, immediately requesting an appointment with an artist after work

Today's office activity is thinking about tattoos and also picking Emet Selch up by the scruff and shaking him around in my mind

laying in bed and thinking you know what might actually fix me? another tattoo.

sorry for being cringe I'm trying to enjoy being alive

Oh! If anyone is interested in ice dance ahead of the olympics and wants a rundown of this season and what's going on with the top three teams, that docuseries was actually a decent summary (they didnt really mention the Brits tho, who aren't necessarily completely out of the podium running)

SO fucked of Noah Kahan to drop tour dates while I'm in the office, do you know how hard it is to scream and try to coordinate concert travel plans when I'm surrounded on all sides by coworkers???

How We Feeling, Gang?

Celestaux is in short shorts rn and his legs... he has so much leg.....

Opened netflix to rewatch Bridgerton and instead saw a brand new ice dancing docuseries and I'm SAT

updated my calendar with all the olympic figure skating events and am vibrating thinking about like two whole weeks of near constant figure skating, almost every day i'll get a treat

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Oh I have so many nested folders. I separate mine by pre/post graphics update, then by ships/character(s), and then occasionally by location/time period from there. Ex: so my Celestaux/G'raha gposes in their house are in the folders: ffxiv > graphics update > idiots > homeowners

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Celestaux was absolutely taught some etiquette lessons and given some basic lessons on nobility. My poor hick boy was so out of his depth, he tried to avoid any formal events as much as he could or would blend into the wall at the ones he needed to attend. #farmboylore

The Tyrant #dydraws #tyrant #ffxiv #sketch

#graha #ff14art #ffxiv

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Sitting in my couch, cat in my lap, laptop beside me, s4 playing on the tv, whispering to myself that I don't have time to start writing a Bridgerton AU because I have like at least 5 other wips actively on deck.........

#AMQHints: Be smart when GPoseing! Miniguide: Goddess of Ice