I’m going to act like everything’s fine and pray that one day I can tell her I’m never speaking to her again

meow :3

My queue is very empty rn, not much left to finish in it ~ Any help appreciated cause I need to save up enough for my taxes and idk if I’ll be able to find part time work in time cause no where’s hiring 🥲

Thinking about how my mom was upset to learn my bleeding disorder didn’t come from her cause in her mind no one’s allowed to ever feel worse than her. Guys I think my moms a narcissist

von Willebrands Disease is actually the most common genetic bleeding disorder and there was 3 types it specifically affects the von Willebrand Factor part of what makes your blood clot, some of us don't have enough, it doesn't work, or there isn't any at all in my case I just don't have enough

I don't talk what I've got going on that much cause it feels weird since I've been told I'm faking it by those around me and even with diagnoses doctors still don't want to help but I've got audhd, von willebrands disease, and probably pots since I still feel super anemic even when I'm not

I need out, I can’t do this anymore I need out

27 years of being aggressively emotionally abused, told I’m a horrible worthless person for struggling to cope with pain and not being a maid to my mom, yelled at cause she’s mad about any number of random things (dinner, her laundry is wrinkly, she had a bad day at work) I can’t do this

I don’t want to be here anymore

No stream, I’m being screamed at for being in a lot of pain and not being able to love much

I don’t think I’m going to be able to afford my taxes at this rate and idk what to do

Man I was hoping my comm post would’ve moved a bit when I was asleep but not a single interaction 🥲

back to pass out I go, cramps are so so bad today ;w;

meow :3

I might be missing something here cause I'm only just learning about it but isn't the title "Mewgenics" already kind of a red flag?

I might be missing something here cause I'm only just learning about it but isn't the title "Mewgenics" already kind of a red flag?

"There are some thing's you'll never understand. You do not dance everyday everyday with the fear, of living in headlights, the hunted, the deer" - Kiki Rockwell, Burn Your Village

As funny as people think this is, it’s distressing to not feel safe in public

I normally don’t cast judgements towards others literacy cause it’s complicated but why are these people complaining that the simple formal English dialogue and politics are incomprehensible in this yaoi smut 😭 They’re complaining about words like aberrant and untoward saying they make no sense

Anyway tho, any moots getting into Overwatch now wanna friend my toxic healer self? OwO I heal so much

I have a lot of fun playing Overwatch typically but warning to anyone new or returning to the game, there’s a big cheating problem Sometimes you might end up playing against cheaters damn near every round some sessions, these losers are so ass they need to wall and use aim assist in quickplay

My queue is very empty rn, not much left to finish in it ~ Any help appreciated cause I need to save up enough for my taxes and idk if I’ll be able to find part time work in time cause no where’s hiring 🥲

oki, I eep and then when I'm up again I finish this painting and afterwards we play some Overwatch on twitch :3

I'll probably try to do an Overwatch stream in the next day or two :3 we have 2 new supports to play and I like them both ~

digital painting time uwu

I'm a hot dog until we fulfill my pinned ;w;

I need normal game and art time overwatch has turned my brain to mush today 😵‍💫

If you care about pixel art as a medium and want to learn more about how to detect if it is genuine or AI-generated, please refer to this writeup that I created with the help of the community. Read, download, share and support real creators.

Not to continue stirring up negativity, but it's so depressing how many people are still following this AI "pixel artist"

ugh season 1 was fun for a bit but now it's back to feeling like there's at least one person walling almost every match ;w;

hey you ~ I've got lots of sfw and nsfw art listings over on my vgen if you're looking for art :3 help feed this hungry vampire ~ vgen.co/pseudoeuphoria

sketch comm for @silver-streak.games ~

So eepy 😵‍💫 but I can’t sleep yet

jetpack cat is so silly :3

I need more people to trust me with uppies I won't drop you to your death I swear 🥺

a really quick sketch 💙🍃

it was so much fun @kellyoc.bsky.social had to go back ~ here's a non-birthday version💚

love getting blamed for things that aren't my fault. Laundry is wrinkly? I get yelled at. She's late for work? I get yelled at. Everything's always my fault and I'm so tired

I need more people to trust me with uppies I won't drop you to your death I swear 🥺

PC one step closer to dying, making funny noises. Needed 4 work #urgentMA 💸❤️ throne.com/bratdragongi... Pirate needs multichamber hide & water bottle most, he's big & I need adjustable one. throne.com/bratdragongi... Thanks for thread/shares!💜 Extra headaches, activity limited. Mri soon tho.

jetpack cat is so silly :3

Never mind playing the cat is fuckin hilarious

a bust sketch comm ~ this one came out so gooood 💜

finished up sketch from stream ~ thank you so much @/crypticaphid for giving to the throne goal 💙

I told chat I got catcalled the other night when I ran to the store but I actually didn't tell you all what the teen boys called me. I fuckin got called "mommy" guys, wtf

it was so much fun @kellyoc.bsky.social had to go back ~ here's a non-birthday version💚

jetpack cat is cute but idk if I like how he controls

I think I might just have to accept that my art isn’t ever going to be that well liked 🥲

can't wait to wait an hour just to get into overwatch and then 20 mins more to get into a game