I really owe my life to the trans friends in the community especially my wonderful friend @irridescence.bsky.social who heard me out the other day when I was falling apart from my trauma. Trans people are some of the most caring and understanding people I know. You all are wonderful 🏳️‍⚧️❤️

if you've enjoyed my content this year, consider sending me a tip this holiday season! it's been, without a doubt or exaggeration, the worst year of my entire life, but i've tried really hard to still make cool stuff despite it all 🥺 ko-fi.com/villanarei

I'm out with my family and my mum being her German self has to demand a double of all her alcohol in her cocktail ???

MERRY BUTTMAS 🍑 Photo by richie h media (insta) #alternative #vampire #goth

listen party now!!!] childrenofvapor.bandcamp.com/live/vaporma... free album download here! band.codes/ywdtwicvauuh... #vaporwave

We are really blasting Stevie Nicks today, aren't we Alex? (I love her)

Honestly, Bethesda has been a crap company for ages now. The buggy launch of Fallout 76, the mistreatment of Human Head Studios during the development of Prey 2 (which then lead to forcing the name onto the 2017 game by Arkane) and the alledged mistreatment of Mick Gordon (by id Soft.) says it all.

AND I WAS EXCITED FOR THE NEXT FALLOUT HERE Fuck you Todd

Can someone remind me to later today to home bleach and colour my hair? I've not been locked in when it comes to my hair lately

MERRY BUTTMAS 🍑 Photo by richie h media (insta) #alternative #vampire #goth

This is the house of nu metal weeb and we be getting lit

Unfortunately yet again need help with bills. This time medical and phone by the 25th. Merry Christmas to me 🥲 This last leg of the year has been extremely rough for me so any help would be deeply appreciated. ko-fi.com/acdramon/goa...

You know who wouldn't approve of genAI in video games? Rayman That polygon shaped motherfucker would be encouraging you to make your own polygon shaped motherfucker

This can be a difficult and nuanced discussion, especially for people that are out of the tech loop. I try to break it down as AI = shit you've been using for over a decade. Predictive text. NPC enemy AI. Specialized machine learning. GenAI = shit built on stolen/scraped assets from the Internet

Wes Borland experiences massive silly attack, dies, at the 1999 MTV VMAs (1999)

The only good thing about making cosplays for as long as I did is that I have so much fabric at my disposable, so this final Bayonetta cosplay is going to cost me nothing to make lol (You all hyped me up enough 😤)

Good morning friends 🫶

rightwingers privately disagree with a good bit of what they espouse because it’s not about being moral it’s about getting unlimited money and personal power

If I do this and I mean if I fucking do this, you better all hype me the fuck up because this will be my last time sewing a cosplay and it'll be the hottest shit I have ever done!

Bayonetta my love, why must one of your outfits tempt me to come out of cosplay retirement? 😭

Also to add: if you're wanting to be a perfectionist instantly and not enjoy the process of making and/or playing music, find another hobby which you actually enjoy.

Use any old random noise & EQ the arse off it, light work bsky.app/profile/sini...

By the way, music is more accessible to produce than ever without using genAI bullshit. If you have the drive amd creativity, you can use music programs or start off with a cheap second-hand instrument like my Ibanez 5 string active bass. You DO NOT NEED to genAI music to be a musician I swear.

By the way, we can tell when music is AI because there is no warmth to it It sounds forced and stale

The world before genAI was still shit, but also less shit

I found my 10/10 industrial song

Vampire and chill? 🩸 Photo by richie h media (insta)

Can I come over and stare at you like this before biting you? 🩸 Photo by richie h media (insta) #alternative

Vampire girls want to play in your area 🩸 Photos by richie h media (insta)

tfw you hear 2 pipes clanging together in a song

I'm seeing 3 German bands next year and I'm pretty sure only one hasn't been to space yet for a music video

Your power bill has tripled and you can't afford new PC parts just to create this.

Me whenever I hear that 80's synth in a song

I'm so glad that Boy Harsher are one of my top artists this year as it's pretty cool fun fact (well to me) that they did the OST to a pornographic film as though we're in the golden age Also the 80's synth on this song goes harder than it should music.youtube.com/watch?v=K_xU...

I've been feeling so depressed this year that I want to do a 180 and make change right now, but I feel so small as an online being that I don't know how I can use my platform to bring this change and uplift others feeling how I've felt I guess all I can say rn is you're not alone with the feels 🫂❤️

Good morning friends 🫶

Here, have a ginormous list if adobe alternatives. Freeware is listed on there, as is open source. I've been using it here and there and haven't been disappointed yet.

Thinking about her (Bayonetta)

Thank you for all the good news. It certainly gave me some hope!

Fuck Adobe.

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If someone could share with me some feel good news, I'll be appreciative I think the crash out this morning was not helped by all of the news lately, so I just want to know that we're doing alright in some corners of the world

Hi friends, I am alright now. Sorry for making you worried. I might spend the rest of the week offline (or at least until after Christmas) just to unwind my brain.

Thank you to everyone who has shared this! I am getting incredibly low on food (I have $18AUD left in my account after paying off all of the bills which isn't much), so if anyone wants to just send some so I can be alright there, I'll be appreciative 🫂

just posted the most personal and vulnerable thing I’ve ever posted online on my Instagram, i’d love it if you took a look 💖 i’m villanarei over there too

I do think as much as we talk about the highlights of the year, it's just as important to talk about the lowlights. I'm not trying to garner sympathy, but here's a few notable lowlights for me: 🌱 Lost my job due to increasing health issues and toxic misogynistic work environments

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I'm doing this now so I don't have a mental breakdown over the holidays due to my health issues and how I've have been declined for disability (appeal can take 13 weeks for an outcome) ilyallsm 🫶 #mutualsky ko-fi.com/numetalweeb/...

Good morning friends 🫶 I'm monogamous, but regardless test your bits, poly or mono. Sexual health is no joke.