I feel like I’m making healthy emotional progress in that I’ve gone from “seeming like I don’t give a fuck how other people see me” to “authentically not giving a fuck” but I also worry this may escalate into me speaking my mind and asserting myself on a regular basis

358 total flagged comments on my two videos about my eating Cajun food in New Orleans=yeah it turns out the far right will absolutely shit their pants over trans people doing anything in public

Unsuccessful code switching between academia and live music=I think “woo!!!” Is not appropriate to exclaim when you don’t have a free clapping hand

Bruh how did taking estrogen make my weight go from 180 to 144 lbs

Decided to troll the crazies on TikTok by mentioning that What Do You Dramamine by Timeigh Vigilante has a secret message that can only be heard backwards at quadruple speed. One of them commented “@ fbi”

My TikTok account still being spammed by random far-right transphobes and a handful of overt nazis. Not sure if they understand that “fascists hating my music” is, if anything, only going to boost my folk punk credibility

Most of this week I have been on a bit of an emotional rollercoaster with an unreal number of transphobes discovering my TikTok. I dabbed on the haters too many times

My music got added into Pandora radio! Their algorithm really likes the chaos sections + the song Raise/Erase on Dramamine 2, and also Behind Me from Drama Miine.

Kiss Me Awake vs. Kiss Me — prettyyy sure the Dramamine 2 version of the song is technically better production wise, but I kept singing along to the “THIS IS THE REMIX!” thing when I was recording it and never took it out

lol a submithub curator said the Drama Miine version of KMA was too experimental for their younger audience, just wait until they hear the experimental versions

Should “motion sickness” by ptimali vigilante remain a bandcamp/cd only album because I already have an overwhelming quantity of music, or should I just release it under Timeigh Vigilante?

!!! Damn

Just the chorus of my friends song has been stuck in my head since the show yesterday so idk how to make THAT stop

I’m glad the TX state legislature works so hard for me to have to search the floor plans to detect to the only gender neutral bathroom in one building, realize it’s locked, walk to the next building, and it’s occupied, and I got here early but may still be late to class lol?

I completely sold out of copies of Compositions Inducing Trepidation Whilst Imbibing Diphenhydrinate, the mandolin orchestra version of the project, today

A month until the release of Drama Miine/Dramamine II! 9 LP’s and 6 EP’s in total, mostly different versions of the same songs.

Update: have since decided that my brain damaged AI gibberish is too dangerous to release, and it will remain quarantined.

“Synthpop” version of This is Not a Hymn just dropped under Tihmee Vigilante youtu.be/NPuiyQtgK6E?...

I’ve had way more fun than I want to admit the last few days making postmodern AI slop and if I ever release this it will be called “brrrrnt toast smell”

Currently outperforming every one of my albums on Apple Music=the compilation I Wish the Neighbors could Hear me Through their Cardboard walls asking to use their Faucet

New versions of Sutures + Get Behind Me, with three remixes by Indigo Starbeam. Find all existing versions here: open.spotify.com/playlist/62d...

I also tried the This is not a Hymn synth pop backing track and someone immediately came up in the sound check to ask if it was on Spotify. Me: “Yeah!! This is not a hymn” Guy: “oh!! I’m so sorry.” Me: “no that’s the title of the song” Guy: “ohhhh”

I attempted the song “Alpha Male” as drag yesterday, as in I changed into athletic shorts and a white polo shirt on stage before switching to the character for that song

Sutures gets more fun to play the more people in the audience know the words // the louder I am able to stomp

I’ve concluded this is my favorite version of The Other Side. Maybe because I sound like a spooky ghost: open.spotify.com/track/3JQqeR...

New singles tomorrow on like six different artist accounts…

TA evaluations are in and while I had five or six students say I was very nice one person just wrote “mean” in the comments for every question lol

I like looking at my excruciating detail stats on DistroKid since occasionally something weird drops out. The last track on This is Not a Hymn has shown up twice for someone on Pandora, which is extremely odd because it’s just me talking in my car while driving away

Frustrating that I’ve gotten 5,549 streams on Spotify this year, but bc theyre spread across 9 albums + handful of singles, it seems like a long shot for any of them to get any royalties whatsoever.

Unafraid of the idea of students trying to use ChatGPT for my essay prompts if I teach history of drugs, mostly because it’s default answers to most of them will be wrong anyway. So many bs stories in the historiography + the use policy filters will for sure impose limitations.

I’ve had enough artist names on Distro Kid to upload: -Drama Miine, Timmie -Songs 2 Panic on Dramamine 2 II, Timmy -The Panic is Stored in the Drama Miine, Ptimi -What do you Dramamine, Timeigh -Dreams of the Drama Miine, Tihmee

Still can’t really tell why “Don’t bring me back” is the most listened to song on (Tracklist). It’s either 1) better than I thought it was or 2) the first song on an album that people are likely to click on out of curiosity when they see the absurdly long title

April showers bring distortion-drenched flowers, and here’s the bouquet! This month’s episode of the Afterglow Echoplex #shoegaze and shoegaze-adjacent #podcast features music by Mirrorball, Cabin Full Of Bears, Casper Skulls, and many more! Find this episode on the podcast catcher of your choice!

It was the holidays That you haunted And the times We were the ghosts It was the noise That build the silence It was all you’d ever know.

Playing a show at Vaquero Taquero in downtown Austin this Saturday the 22nd! Starts around 8 goes until 12.

After years of being too poor to buy a Tesla, I am joining the Tesla boycott; I still couldn’t afford one so I’d be boycotting them either way but still, take that, Elon!!

Maybe the biggest sign that I’ve matured over the course of my Saturn return is the fact that I no longer show up to Zoom meetings with my “I survived another meeting that should have been an email” mug

Ive decided to put Horny Singles in a minor key so allosexuals dont keep going into the forest and complaining when the orgy turns out to be a contrived illusion to steal their souls

My superpower is that I will write songs that are 100% about depression/trauma and they are so major key that the default compliment from people hearing them the first time is “that song was super fun!!”

The Texas state legislature wants to ban gender affirming care and the use of “pronouns inconsistent with an individuals biological sex” in university classrooms; I have tried to mentally prepare myself for said possibilities but yiiiikes

The biggest design flaw I’ve noticed with the lime scooters is that there’s no special wheel you can use to crank your hog ie. I want to make a big noise and then go real fast. But because of this oversight on the part of the engineers, I am forced to make loud motorcycle noises with my mouth

i'm on bluesky for the scientific community

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I still don’t know how much my neighbors hear of my self-talk but if it’s “pretty much all of it” then I hope they’re enjoying my current phase of scripting the Olive Garden mission statement and company values

At 1am yesterday I whisper rapped a song I wrote last year called “Pasta Daddy (Olive Garden)” and the hook/bridge is the Olive Garden company values and mission statement.

I’ve gotten 3/15 versions of Dramamine II/Drama Miine uploaded. There are 5 more done and ready for upload, plus 2 in progress. Most of the things I haven’t started are going to be low-ish effort (ie. Instrumental album, version with fewer vocal layers, the super experimental version)…

In my quest for samples in my email archive, I have discovered that while improvising the poems for Too Much Time On Their Heads behind my high school, I was chased by a bee. There’s a solid two minute recording of me just running from that bee.

At the end of a very long email with writing tips to my students I signed off with “I hope none of this was big yikes cringe, and that you all have a very skibidi weekend with plenty of rizz…. PS. Is skibidi a good thing? Ive heard mixed opinions”

There is water pouring from one apartment on the second floor and I have no running water.

This Valentine’s Day, Timmie and Timmy are excited to bring you “Girl, you look like an angel (in a biblically accurate way)” and “At Least I’ve Got My Cat”, two new songs that will have you saying “wait what?”