divorce? no, monster hunter stories 3 living dex

I think this song perfectly describes Nessie's self-perception #oc #art #riotdrawsthings

maybe i should hit myself in the head more if it makes me this docile

Kill me =w=

hhhhhhhhhhhhh why does life keep getting worse literally every day which god did i piss off

I need antipsychotics, like. Yesterday. Fuck me, where do I even start with cleaning this shit up

I really dont like what im doing, but I gotta do it. They aren't gonna listen otherwise.

I am So So lonely

My coworker gave me a steel flower they made for my birthday and I so badly need to take pictures with it in cyberstani cosplay

I dont know what to do with this account anymore Part of me wants to shift back into personal exploration of nsfw and nsfw character ideas but at the same time... it feels tainted by the past few months. I dunno.

happy birthday to me, my husband wants a divorce and my boyfriend cheated on me with a man 15 years older than me

Finally something actually nsfw The horrors of having boundaries violated by a submissive and then trying to look for support and advice online and only ever seeing doms breaking the trust of their subs So now I have no idea what to do

Feelin' like im hellbound Heading for a meltdown Why do these thoughts hound me on and on youtu.be/Wyi5i0dj2E0

Can I get hit by a car so my skull cracks like a watermelon and brains go flying all over the highway pls n thx <3

I feel like i want to start sobbing

Well. Blaming everything on myself and that damn brain injury aged like milk.

I need to get over myself and just kill myself

Angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry angry

Sometimes I feel incapable of not compulsively destroying things. Of holding back until the feeling passes. Sometimes I don't know what to do when I get overwhelmed or scared.

I once again want to burn down every relationship I've ever had

My head says I want to die again but the meds have quieted down the voices so I'm taking a bath instead and maybe drawing in bed

I know im doing better, sorta. But I feel like the meds were too little too late. People say they don't hate me but everything feels different, like they're afraid. And I'm afraid of them too. I miss my friends. My fandom. My spaces. My place to escape to. Part of me feels like I should be alone

色とりどりのTFシーケンス😈✨

DEATH TO THE OPPRESSOR #wip #ventart #gore

I dont care how much i have to hurt, please be okay. Let me hurt.

Alright me. Its just me and me against the world. At least maybe I'm making people become closer friends by doing this. I hope everyone finds their replacement. I want to make sure they're happy before I go for good

I scrubbed my messages of any trace of any memories of it. Now I just... keep living my life i guess. Sleep. Work. Sleep. Work. Sleep. Work. Sleep. Work. Sleep. Work.

I just Want to close my eyes, and wake up when everything is ok again Im so tired of hurting people and I cant control myself

Why do I always fucking ruin everything. I kill everything I touch, I harm everything I see. I'm some devine harbinger of pain and I just want to be a normal person fucking hell let me be NORMAL

My job is to make money and take pills.

I think im coming to terms with things finally being over ... time to start finding ways to move on, I guess.

Everything hurts.

Well. What now. I can keep my distance. But i want to be around people. ... could try my luck with loyalists, I suppose. I wonder how long i can keep my mouth shut for.

No one would miss me.

Kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill

If this gets 3 likes I'll leave the server thats bothering me for good

Maybe I am at risk for suicide. I dont know anymore.

Shift done. Honestly im feeling objectively better. At least im only depressed now and dont feel like a rapist anymore bc of my association with cyberstan

Blue, seeing the new Cyborg Legion, feeling useless and obsolete, planning on causing a hydrogen explosion and killing himself. Zwei, grabbing his hand and desperately trying to get him to want to live again.

I'm gonna be responsible for someone else's suicide before im responsible for my own

My brain keeps tossing me scenarios where Zwei follows me around and makes me go outside and take my meds and engage with my interests even if i dont feel like it, but I dont think any of my OCs would do that for me.

Seriously though they dont need me. Yote has Omni. Sparks has blue. And vendi. Chao has his brothers. My bio family has each other. I think its just my husband I'm worried about. I dont want him to go back to America.

For the record, I'm too much of a coward and wuss to do anything. I dont like being in pain. I'm just terrified of the day when the pain inside gets to be too bad for that cowardice to still exist. Because it feels like that day is coming soon.

Maybe if i piss people off enough they won't be sad when I do die or disappear. I think thats why I'm doing what im doing.

Its not that I think people wouldn't care if I died, its more that I think I dont deserve that attention. I wish people would stop praising me and just ignore me.

Oh boy, 20 minutes into my shift and Im already thinking of ways to die. Delightful.

I have no future here. Or maybe anywhere, for that matter. ... cant wait to see how hard the depression hits tomorrow.

I need help. Things aren't getting better on their own.