Courtesy of my brother I have acquired musical production equipment. Next month I will get a subscription to Reason, and will retire my personal use of SUNO to workshop my lyrics. It’s been a long time coming. Too long, but I’m ready to take the full process into my own hands.

I have stuff I have to do today, which means I have to wait in my room, unmoving, doing nothing. I must stew in my anxiety until the fated hour comes.

I believe in God and spirits, but I do not follow any organized religion. The way I see it, those who aid in organizing these religions amount to scalpers: gatekeepers holding tickets to heaven ransom. My relationship with God is personal, and I do not need to go through you to nurture it.

I think trump is in “fuck it” mode because he knows he’s about to die

"We either confront them through revolution or win the election!" I'm sorry you're not bright enough to understand this, but both of those require a revolution. Do you imagine the midterms going completely Democrat and the Republicans going "Okay, fair is fair, when do we report to Leavenworth?"

I’m broke so I’m gonna have to wait until next month to get Legends Z-A. That’s all good and well: I still need to get off the fence anyway.

It's like people who get arrested, and their singular crime is resisting arrest.

This cast metal statue of trump and epstein holding hands is now back in position in downtown Washington, DC. With the government shutdown there are no Park Service employees to take it down again. 🧪 #TeamFish#GreenSky

Even at it's most critical of the military industrial complex, it still often just replied on dehumanizing foreign affairs so we, the player, can kill without remorse

COD profits as propaganda and I’m tired of pretending it doesn’t.

You are more than this or that. You are not a single point. In fact, you go far beyond the binary.

My schizoaffective journey has led me through the gamut. Have I thought I’m a prophet? Yuh. Have I thought I’m Jesus? Yuh. Have I thought that many of us are Jesus? Yuh. Have I thought I’m Satan? Yuh. Amidst settled dust, one thing holds true: I hold more power than I thought. & so do you.

Nazis do not see

next episode when NEXT EPISODE WHEN

To think you’re far enough above the herd to call the herd “the herd” You’re one of us, you bullshit motherfucker.

Yep! United us to war profiteer in the middle-east and trample the rights of Americans in the process! For over two decades! Fuck off, Mark.

Slowly starting to get back into retro collecting after selling off my library 5 or 6 years ago. Here’s the little baby collection I’ve put together so far:

I will live to see an end to the system that my father could not survive. ;

I think you think

“You should be a motivational speaker” No, that’s a bottle neck. A job, and a corruptor in the way that it’s a pursuit of money. No. I’ll just live it instead. Sounds easier.

Remember when Skrillex first started touring, and people were like “what’s the point. Dude just presses play on his laptop?” Yeah.

The game’s no fair

I think a crux of the gAI issue is that the production of art has become an act of labor in order to fulfill greater societal demands. Does anyone genuinely dream of labor at all or is it a means to an end that has been obfuscated by technology’s advancement?

little fish ‘top the hill softly weeping all alone in your mind craft a play your lies: reality and the reason that i softly sing i keep on wondering: why must this end?

Remember Schrodinger’s cat? Haha lol yeah anyway weird how all of you live in my phone

The main problem with the national anthem: who the fuck can dance to that?

Sometimes we’re unsatisfied with a thing we made because when it only existed in our head, we saw all the things it could have been and when it’s done we know all the things that it isn’t, but we can’t see the way it expands into a million new things when someone else unpacks it in their head. 🖊️🦑

I miss what I used to think of Nintendo

I don’t think Nintendo even knows what it means to recapture the aura, the essence of Majora’s Mask.

She let her journal burn The one and only She yearns and you offer excuses What she would give away to run away From thieves that preach in their play as saints

playing a little midnight DS2. come hang. www.twitch.tv/grufstuf

Trying to gear up for stream but there’s so much sleep stuck in my bones. I suppose it’s healthier to sleep all day than be sleep deprived but 🤷

So I got my adenoids taken out, and tubes put in my eardrums as a kid, right? This was a to improve my hearing because I have narrow Eustachian tubes. So, ever since then I have had to manually regulate the pressure in my ears. This manifests as a sniff every so often.

me @ whoever claims their torment got us where we are, and should thus be revered:

From: Sand, or Peter and the Wolf (1969), dir. Caroline Leaf, Carpenter Center

Feeling a little loopy from my illness today. Like a lightheadedness across my whole body. My sore throat and chest congestion are subsiding though, so that that’s nice. I want to stream stream tonight but I’m having trouble getting my gears going. We’ll see. I’ll update here if I get moving.

Someone called me a great streamer for the first time tonight and it just made me feel so good

Getting sick. Gonna have a nice cozy stream with blankets and pillows later. Majora’s Mask randomizer to start, maybe Death Stranding 2 later. I’ll update here when I go live.

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If Donald J. Trump wants to get into heaven, the first thing he should do is come clean.

There’s always gonna be artists. They’re just gonna be capable of more.

All I know is I get a billion% more engagement on Bluesky than I ever did during my many years on Twitter, and I’m not doing anything different.

Aha! 2Ship2Harkinian (the PC Majora’s Mask port) has a built-in fix to the glitch that was erasing my sword in my last stream! Just gotta toggle it in the menu. Okay! I’m thinking I might stream MM shortly then. Give me a bit to feel out the vibe and then I’ll update you here.

I’d like to hire someone to re-rig my vtuber model down the line, but that stuff’s so expensive! I mean, rightfully so. Live2D is a tedious beast of software. Maybe someday. I’ll nose around that program from time to time in the meantime, however. Maybe I’ll figure out how to improve.