just girlies having fun together! carla and shiloh togetheeer! @shilohcorgsky.bsky.social

C'mon Kirby Air Riders. Imma need you to download faster, please.

C-PTSD fucking sucks and for those of you out there going through it like I am, I see you, I love you, and your struggles are real, valid, and you're doing a great job.

Rushed Mozart to the emergency vet this afternoon. Got home from my shift and he was lying in a puddle of his own drool with really labored breathing and coughing. The poor guy has keenel cough and pneumonia, but I'm just so thankful it wasn't bloat. I was worried I was going to lose him today.

A neurodivergent horror story in 8 words:

Freaking love this YCH from @trashcorgi.pmd.social! Autism, my favorite season.

Growth

I'm one of those weird "morning people". Good morning animal people in my phone. Make it the best day you can today. For no one else but you, because you deserve it!

It's chili season.

Today, as I am closing in on my one-year anniversary of returning to dog handling later this month, I'm struck with such immense gratitude. To the owners of the daycare- for giving me a chance to come back and do the thing that I love the most in the whole world, loving and caring for dogs.

Holy crap, I'm under 180 pounds for the first time in recent memory. I guess handling dogs has some physical benefits, too!

A portion of every dollar spent on Harry Potter merchandise goes to anti-transgender campaigns.

Just finished Pokemon Legends Z-A, and no spoilers, but it got very weird, very quickly. Really jarring pacing. Other than the pacing feeling off though, I REALLY enjoyed the game, and I'm super excited for all the shiny hunting and upcoming DLC. Super strong start for Pokemon on the Switch 2!

I would give anything to hear my mom say she's proud of me. That she loves me as her daughter, but I know that will never happen. She's too busy mourning a version of me that shouldn't have needed to exist, instead of loving the person who's here. Having a narcissistic mother is heartbreaking.

I think about this a lot.

If you need me, I'll be watching the Westminster Agility Championships. This is my super bowl.

Really rough morning at work. That happens with animals, I suppose. Hoping for a better afternoon.

Taking @rowelandfox.bsky.social out for dinner for his birthday tonight! They had an Oktoberfest Spetzle Mac n Cheese topped with pork schnitzel. I would like to bathe in it, please. Holy hell it's good.

*Screams in nerd*

So excited to pick up my Switch 2/Legends Z-A Bundle tonight after work! I really wanted to go to the midnight release, but alas, I am a 38 year old woman who works in a physically demanding job and needs her beauty sleep because she starts work at 7 AM or earlier every morning. xD

Today was one of the most high maintenance and difficult daycare groups I've handled in recent memory. "HEY YOU HAVE A TOY I WANT" *attacks* Dogs mounting each other left and right All while trying to keep the ball players adequately entertained. I'm exhausted. I fucking love my job.

In therapy today, I had to confront the belief that living my authentic life as my trans self causes real pain for my mother, and that no contact may be the compassionate choice for both of us and I'm struggling with that. She's never been particularly interested in getting to know the real me.

I and millions of other queer people found each other, realized we weren't alone, and didn't kill ourselves

"But if my clit wore a monocle..." - @shilohcorgsky.bsky.social

I'm one of those weird "morning people". Love starting my day before the sun.

My hands were definitely shaking as I was unwrapping this envelope. Many thanks to my friend @redcottonballfox.bsky.social for the trade that got me one of my grail cards <3

GO CUBS GO!

gonna be throwing this ych up tomorrow at like 5 pm est. 10 slots for $30 each :D

Hanging out with my autistic homies, or as I call them, acetaminophriends

A wild Corgsky appears! Absolutely loving what my stylist did with my hair this afternoon. Dakota, you rock <3

Uh oh. Puppy got muzzled...

On the train home. Not super happy that it cost me like $50 to get into the city to end up sitting in a room for 6 hours, but at least I'm done for a bit!

"Here. Sit in the same room all day. We may need you, but we may not. But you need to be ready at a moments notice. You're in a full room of strangers and are going to feel like everyone is watching you all day." Jury duty is miserable.

Smiling through the massive anxiety about being summoned for jury duty this morning. Not a fan of getting into the city, but not much to be done, so might as well smile through the anxiety!

Have they realized yet that the "trans agenda" is just wanting to live life as our authentic selves without fear and with the same rights as everyone else? Why is this so extreme?

Apparently everyone decided to grocery shop at Aldi this morning right when they opened (like I did). I feel bad for the cashier. One lane open, multiple customers deep in line, I hope everyone is treating her with the respect and patience that she deserves.

Got a new piano arrangement releasing today: Lost Woods (aka Saria’s Song) from Ocarina of Time!

Mozart knows that Mommy can't resist "the look"

As a newly diagnosed Autistic, one of the things I've been struggling the most with is reconciling that a lot of what I was shamed/ridiculed for growing up were actually "symptoms" of my neurodivergence, and I've been silencing so much of myself for so long. De-masking is so SO difficult.

How I'm trying to be:

You gotta randomly tell ppl in your life you proud of them, how they’ve affected you. How happy you are for them. There is no right moment. Make it awkward. Make it random.

Me, internally, after getting in my car to go to Aldi: "Ugh, why does it smell like dog in here?" Also Me, internally:

Thank you to everyone for the birthday wishes yesterday! 38 doesn't feel so bad when you're surrounded by this much love <3

Had an AMAZING time tonight at Dave & Busters with @rowelandfox.bsky.social . Arcades always make me feel like a kid again, and are one of my favorite places :)

3 years ago today, I took my first little green pill and it started me down a path to becoming a woman I'm truly proud of. There may be a lot of hatred and fearmongering regarding the trans community right now, but I know that transitioning saved my life. I'm not alone in that fact, far from it.

The Pokemon Center got me again. Happy early birthday to me, I suppose! (She's 16.5"x12.5" and weighed with microbeads. I'm so excited tbf)

I realized I haven’t drawn Nickit in forever??? #pokemon #pokemonfanart #nickit

Thank you to everyone who reached out earlier. I really appreciate you all <3 I'm feeling a bit better now, emotional flashbacks are ruff x.x