I get to start testosterone. Woohoo.

Sitting out back, killing time until my first appointment at the gender clinic (I'm anxious). My neighbor is listening to something in Spanish and I'm realizing that I know a lot more individual words than I thought I did. Still have no idea what is being said but I know some of them words lol

I wish I could just disappear for a couple of days. No responsibilities. No chores. No relying on others. No making myself smaller to not make waves. Just whatever I want to do and no one to clean up after but myself. I'm exhausted deep in my soul.

KC stayed home from work today because of body pain so I grabbed waffle mix, bacon, and sausage from the store and made us a big breakfast. I love being able to do little things like this for them. Being disabled can make me feel so useless all the time but stuff like this helps.

KC is asleep and has their knee propped up on a spot that's always sore on my butt/hip. The pressure feels so good. Look at them being the best massage therapist even in their sleep. Love them so much. ;-;

it’s all i’ve got

KC got me some cool keypads for christmas! These are so neat! I love them so much. Click click click

i don’t think i’ll ever get over how we’re sending people to torture prison camps in el salvador STILL and those in charge of CBS want us to pretend it’s an old story that’s been resolved. people are still being tortured!

There should really be more "ghosts haunting the rich" happening right now.

Sometimes, I feel so unheard. Like I have to repeat myself over and over and over and finally just give in or give up because I'm just tired of repeating myself. And I know it can be from a place of caring but man it's still annoying.

The older I get, the more my politics mature from childish, naïve beliefs like "the world is complicated and leaders have to make hard decisions" to more serious, adult principles like "hurting people is bad and helping people is good."

I really like Hazbin Hotel, man. I can't deny it. I love a "people can be redeemed but they have to want to change" story. Like, I loved "It Starts with Sorry" in season 1 and apparently I'm one of the few and it really paid off in season 2 with "Live to Live".

I am disappointed by the shutdown ending. I was kinda proud of democrats for a moment there

I can be awkward about showing people I care about them even when I really do. One way I do that is through sharing memes and videos. So, I get kind of sad when people don't look at the stuff I send them. Like...but but but I thought you'd like this...I guess I was wrong. Damn I wish I was normal.

I'm feeling so completely burnt out

I'm going to say something radical. I don't give a fucking about the white house. I'd really like to keep my food money and bottom of the barrel Healthcare. Is it symbolic of the administration destroying this country? Sure. But I'm kind of worried about eating and having meds.

Don't engage. Just block. They want to push their rage bait on here. Don't give them the satisfaction. bsky.app/profile/did:...

Griddlehark modern au shenanigans ✨

Sinners was the best movie I've watched in a while. Wow. Gorgeous. Wonderful cinematography. Great story. Wonderful characters.

Date night with KC. Sushi and Sinners.

My werewolf, Bianca dressing up as ariana grande's dangerous woman album cover for our upcoming #monsterhearts halloween special 🐺💋 #oc

It's just gonna keep getting worse everyday, huh? I dont know what to do. I'm legit scared and sad. I just want people to have shelter, food, and Healthcare, man. Wtf is this shit.

I've already lost so much respect for so many comedians over the last few years that the only one going to Saudi Arabia that I was a little shocked by is Bill Burr. All of my current favorite comedians are ragging on these people though so lol

remember to replace your prosthetic when it gets wilty

Finally playing Hades. And while I get frustrated sometimes, it's so fun.

me: Man, why does my head hurt so much lately?? Narrator: in a few minutes, they'll remember that they haven't had much soda in a couple of days.

I've decided to view media the same as everyone else these days... I can't believe the author of the Hunger Games thinks it's okay to make children fight to the death.

I have zero respect for the losers defending receiving political money and not disclosing it. Like, not a single one of these people have "debunked" anything. They just attack the author. Just admit you too money and should have made it clear that you did. Losers.

Holy shit can TikTok get these high school kids off of my fyp? I am not engaging with anything to do with homework. Fuck off. Gross.

I just read a quote that sums up my life perfectly. The I learned it was written by Kafka. Yeah alright. That tracks I guess.

I feel so alien all the time

More perverts should be making art, I think.

TikTok just gave me an uncrustables ad and I think it's the first time I've ever been given an ad for something that I can afford and also love. I watched it just so maybe I'll see that ad one million times instead of the others.

KC being gone always sucks. Sure, I get the whole bed but at what cost??? (the cost is not having KC here and I hate it )

It's wild to me how exclusionary even "progressive" lesbians are about people who don't fit their personal definition of lesbian. It always goes back to the terf infiltration. They never want to unpack those attitudes.

"If someone can be saved, I have to try." Batman should hold hands with "You see the good in everyone you meet." Superman. And they should smooch and be best friends.

*cute TikTok about someone's pet snoring* *cue me crying because I miss Honey's snoring*

I feel like rules lawyering my own spell and nerfing myself in a fight should be the only test I need for autism.

My mental health has never been better as long as I don't leave the house, read the news, get a phone call, or wake up.

Okay but let's all be real, kpop demon hunter would have been infinitely better if the Saja Boys had been the Saja Girls. The fact that I'm a lesbian has no bearing on this factual opinion.

Why do people make characters werewolves if they aren't going to be a least a little horny about the werewolf form? What was the point???

Are there people who abuse medicaid and SNAP? Probably. But I certainly don't know how they're doing it. I am so thankful for having anything but it sure is the bare minimum. I eat a lot of peanut butter and jelly sandwiches and get told there isn't much they can do by doctors it took months to see.

Building Inspector: I'm so sorry to tell you this, but your house... Has kobolds! 😧 Homeowner: Noooooooooo!!!!! 😱 *The camera pans over to a group of kobolds sitting on the person's sofa, watching a movie on TV while snacking on popcorn*

I can't put into words what "Villain" from K/DA does to me when I hear it. "I'd let Evelynn ruin me" is as close as I can get.

One thing I've noticed is that a lot of people just love lying. They love misrepresenting and misinterpreting things so that it benefits them. And it seems to just be a societal expectation? And they'll get mad at anyone who just points out the truth of things. I don't understand it.

Having to be social