i accidentally punched the wall so hard, dammit. i wanted to tip the delivery man for giving me the food for fasting today, but IT DIDN'T GO THROUGH. FUCKIGN SHIT, MAN. going to prepare physical tips from now on, idgaf..

wip

Oh, I have not played a Final Fantasy game before. When I was a kid, I saw my uncle play bits of old FF games but he doesn't let me watch them fully because he said it was for grown-ups. I know names of characters and Sefikura?, but that's it. My first game in this franchise though, is FFXIV!

i never played a zelda game before (we cant afford physical games or consoles) and it seems it's the 40th anniversary for it. honestly, it must be so, so nostalgic to be with a game like that throughout your life. ❤️

went to a family gathering and i passed tf out, dang it. oh well *goes back home and sleeps again*

[ #deadlockfanart, #deadlock, #artlog. ] Apollo & Graves, the fencer and the necromancer.

the beginning of that one wicked song, "what is this feeling?" and it's graves and apollo. i sketched this just to laugh for 20 minutes.

my partner shared me cadence from the livestream and he's obsessed with her, so naturally, i draw her with his main, victor. love u babe

The oceans at midnight, melancholic and seaside, I watched you walk away from me and... What a sight, what a night, I can't think straight. Although it ended, it won't ever be a mistake. Though I think we were meant to be, we'd make it work far as I can see. youtu.be/ZJXhV_gApN8?... #musiclog

getting really sick of my friends telling me the cursed blade is warping my mind. it's LITERALLY fine. i can stop fucking using it whenever i want. i think they're just jealous. like they know it'd corrupt them but i'm clearly stronger than its influence. in fact, i'm stronger than all of them...

to old and new followers, hi and welcome to my blog. i'm romi (roland / amirah) and i adore my old books and i love music. has depression and other stuff, in love with yellow and green, and my itabag is just ensemble stars' yuta aoi.

been listening to some albums and lily allen's west end girl is haunting me to death. and orville peck's appaloosa is damn dreamy.

roughs of graves and apollo.

watching kungfu panda with mother after eating for the fasting month again. And man, I need to draw graves and apollo having a movie outing. that'll be cute as heck

if you know the witch in my icon, then MY MAAAAAANNNN. you are from my year.

When I was a kid and teenager, I would read Enid Blyton's books that belong to my mother. (I then grew up a bit more and started reading Barbara Cartland~. I was a scandal, to say the least). Anyway, drawing Graves and Apollo reminded me of all our old Enid Blyton books. 💛

archiveofourown.org/works/79914151 Wrote a little Graves x Apollo for my partner, and I got permission to post it publically too. Silly teenage crush shenanigans ensue. (They didn't have a tag on there! I had to make my own-- How exciting!)

aura farming

need to fix the camera but once i do that, its off to promos before i ship him off

that's crazy. I found out that the transphobic jerk that confessed to me and when i said no and met someone else, they were in major upset to the point they wished to hurt me and my partner, was blocking and unblocking me to check my account. love u, clearsky. thx for the info.

if they did want to put that whole 'girlfriend-boyfriend' label shit, i imagine it wont be any different.

btw, i LOVE to make my apollo and graves art very "the historians say they were just good friends. but some say there's more than that. WE JUST DON'T KNOW.". it feels nice to me.

me and my partner eating (don't mind the difference in souls. uhm)

Thank you for the 1k followers, oh my God. ❤️ On the same day with Lunar New Year... and the day I lost my job. Genuinely, thank you for liking my art. Currently, I'm just finishing up commissions. My art skills are rusty since I haven't drawn for awhile but.. thank you for loving my art nonetheless.

WOAH. UHHH, I don't mind since you included credits (Thank you!) but I am not sure if my art is that good yet, to share? I haven't been drawing for QUITE SOME TIME due to my old job so I'm still warming up to drawing again and improving on how I draw the characters. Thank you but gosh. *covers eyes*

The power. The POWER, I tell you.

ok sorry, i think my internet freaked out and it posted that multiple times, holy shit. ANYWAY, they're cute, i love them.

APOLLO NOOOOOOOOO MY BOY GOT DECIMATED. /lighthearted, BUT STILL OH MY GOD NOOOOO

lab partners. oughhhhh. i didn't know they were lab partners. ougghhh ack. ACK I'M ACTUALLY SWELLING AT THE HEART. it's been years since i am smiling at a ship, bro. WHAT AM I, 13 AGAIN, BRO?

wait, what do you mean graves' voiceline for when she kills apollo is, "I don't hate him as much as I wish I did."-- are they TRYING TO KILL ME??????? maybe. THAT'S CUTE.

"You are nothing like me." is what I think Apollo and Graves would say to each other, and yet they both passionately follow something. Be it a father and their nation or a lich's hand and its' companionship. I feel like they would see similarities within each other if time stopped and they talk.

god, i have so many thoughts of graves and apollo, im gonna explode, man. MAAAAAAAAAn. it begins.

i was playing apollo and someone paused mid-game and i just had to type in all chat, "is this a good time to watch instagram reels?" and the enemy graves said, "way ahead of you, i fear"-- NOW I HAVE TO DRAW THEM SHARING INSTAGRAM REELS TOGETHER. PLS

wip, he followed her because she thought she was up to something. nah, she just wants to chill with rem!!!

graves and apollo is awakening my old obsessions of films like the budapest hotel and submarine... two young'uns against the world.

This looks so warm. Oh my goodness. It's touching sentimental heartstrings for me...

[ #deadlock, #apollo, #graves, #artlog. ] Distracting the prince of Ixia, because why not.

yuuuup, my lab partner brought the gross undead lich hand again [ #sketchlog #art #deadlock #apollo #graves ]

romantic or not the apollo graves dynamic of mr perfect pretty boy student athlete full of himself literal prince together with the weird goth girl who hangs out in cemeteries and carries a gross undead lich hand around and smells like wet dirt: is really good

this sequence in the U.S. women’s curling match was pure cinema

huh. I have a community????????????????????

[ #deadlock, #artlog, #graves, #apollo. ] Happy Valentine's Day and welcome, Apollo!

to those following me for my deadIock art, hiiii. you be getting my graves x apollo art made for me because i love them, and me reposting my boyfriend's silver x paige as he loves them. 🫶

love apollo and graves

My partner got me these. I got him gifts too. Happy early Valentine's Day. 💛

finished all my old zine pieces and ate my medication. now a big nap (due to the meds) and APOLLO DEADLOCK be dropping in a few.

me and my homies about to move to team speak or google meet or SOMETHING.

"Hey men" and they're the triad 😭😭 #warframefanart