the fall chill has been perfect cuddle weather now all i need is to be pinned underneath somebody’s son.

God really be picking up the WRONG NIGGAS!!!

My parents used to have me fall asleep to Africa, and to this day it’s the one song that gives me hope like no other. open.spotify.com/track/6FTBZd...

AND HE WAS THE REALEST ONE TO EVER DO IT!!! FUCK OUTTA HERE WE POORIN ONE OUT FOR ONE OF OUR GREATEST MUSICAL HEALERS IN GENERATIONS ITS VOODOO TIME OVER HERE ALL TILL THEY SNATCH ME UP NEXT

this would make a nice lil backdrop arena for heartless to appear and start my keyblade adventure

I enjoy the weight of a man on me.

i just saw the pokemon leaks… yeah nintendo pack this shit up, i’m embarrassed… EMBARRASSED… and Starmie?… BITCH YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO BE BE RHYNESTONED DOWWWNNNN AND THEY GOT YOU OUT HERE LIKE YOU BELONG IN THE BACKROOMS… SOMEONE NEEDS TO GO TO JAIL FOR THIS SHIT

A lot of you niggas are

Sorry for randomly bawling my eyes out, i had a scary thought and the emotions i’ve been suppressing for months broke the floodgates, anyways i’m super normal now.

IT IS TOO EARLY IN THE MORNING AND THE DAMN WEEK FOR MY BRAIN TO BE HAVING RANDOM SCARY EXISTENTIAL THOUGHTS AND ME TO BE HOLDING BACK TEARS AT WORK

it’s been about 2 weeks since i’ve de-centered men and cutoff off dead relationships and hopped off the apps. I get bored sometimes sure but i’ve been focusing on work and things that bring me joy. I can’t spend the rest of my life waiting for boys to get it together, so for now, this is it.

My mom turned 49 today. growing up with a teen mom is a journey. you see all the ups and downs life has first hand, and in someways, you’re a bit more grounded by seeing what’s to come. i wouldn’t be the hard-headed asshole with a heart of gold if it wasn’t for her. Thanks Angie.

Every day my Big Boy Social Club jersey doesn't arrive in the mail is painful.

Pokemon team using the last letter of your name

After finishing Time Stranger's Demo and immediately craving more, I've realized I must finish Cyber Sleuth and Hacker's Memory

that i am just as capable if not more than anyone else

letting people talk me down from pursuing my dreams for practicality

more cardio, my slow reaction time, how to be vulnerable, expressing my feelings, etc.

neither, just because they’re are labeled the best and worse versions of me, it doesn’t necessarily mean it aligns with my current desires and values. my best self could be living his best life free from dreams and wants, but i don’t know if that’s what i’d want.

3 because i don’t fully know what showing myself love is outside a sweet treat every so often

he wants to control you but not claim you.

confidence and the ability to be humble

if he pulls up and says “Bitch get dressed we’re taking a roadtrip to the square enix pop up shop in Koreatown, then we’re going to the studio Ghibli museum exhibit and holding hands”… we not making it, we dying cause imma suck his soul out like milkshake on the drive up there.

new experiences

1. Love is Blind - Ravyn Lenae 2. The last time - Destin Conrad 3. Valhalla - Raury 4. The Fear is not Real - Willow 5. Haiku - Nai Palm 6. Come Unto Me - Take 6 7. Party 4 u - Charli XcX 8. Impossible - Teezo Touchdown 9. Enknee1 - Hemlock Springs 10. Red Light - Kevin Abstract

i don’t know, it’s hard to remember a time outside of being in a relationship where i was happy on my own.

if i’m alone - wrapped in blankets in bed, AC full blast, Chinese takeout during a thunderstorm playing my favorite video games. if i gotta be social - let’s go to that one outside dj set and drink and chill out.

forest green, Ash black, yellow, orange, brown, midnight blue, harvest moon white

betrayal, that could be cheating or lying, whatever the case i wish you were honest from the beginning.

Jharrel Jerome and he’s just my reflection in the mirror who’s on my ass about all the stuff i keep putting off.

Salted pork over sticky rice

nap

When i was teenager i decided i wanna be smart like Cornell West with the confidence of Tiffany Pollard. so dusty but i could do anything i set my mind to do.

neutral, yeah it’s friday and all but i’ve stopped counting the passage of time so it all blurs together, going to work isn’t terrible, going home doesn’t have much going on either. so a comfortable neutral i guess..

today’s song of the day is Peabo Bryson’s - Feel the Fire open.spotify.com/track/6bnNM4...

HALLE DROPPING HER DEBUT 10/24 AND ITS ABOUT TO BE MESSY AS FUUUUCK

allow me to nerd out real quick about card games: So the new Dark Magician girl support for Shinning Sarcophagus came out in master duel today and i can’t decide how i wanna structure my deck now…

After watching the first episode of Digimon BeatBreak, I can definetly say im interested to see how it unfolds. But what I appreciate most is how Digimon is just public knowledge to look out for, thank god, I always thought the concept of hiding and pretending they dont exist ruins the experience.

tbh i’m surprised im even blocked, I mean it’s mainly centrist liberals and people who say their “pro black” with exceptions. I just be minding my own business in my lil corner of the internet.

Just remembered i’m mixed, so my curl pattern ain’t tight so when i tried to style and curl my hair this morning it was stupid cause now i have a bunch of cow licks going any and every direction.

why am i so cold this morning? probably cause you’re not in bed with me 😘 and definitely not because i slept in just my jockstrap and my fan on full blast while i kicked my covers off in my sleep 😗

i wish i had a steady hand and was actually ambidextrous because the back looks atrocious. ehh, i’m just gonna wear beanies at work till it comes back straight.

i wrote this an hour into climbing the tower. I just now reached the summit. I know my arsenal build is garbage right now, cause i wasnt planning on doing this, but if i lose to Solomon... I'm pulling up to Marvelous studios and fucking everybody up cause WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU MAKE US DO THAT!?!?!

WHO THE FUCK THOUGHT PUTTING AN ACTUAL 4 HOUR CLIMB IN REAL TIME FOR A SUPER BOSS WAS A GOOD FUCKING IDEA?!?!?!

here’s to being Black and Unbothered this Friday on.soundcloud.com/hvYMLnapBbIu...

every second our collective hearts breaks all together every single head shakes shut your eyes but it won’t go away turn off turn off the news

do we gotta have a talk to the bottoms about how some men only want to start a family to prevent you from being seen as desirable because you have a kid? there’s a lot of factors going into this.

like what happens to your polycule when 2-3 of them get knocked up? are yall moving to a compound in utah and the one in IT stays in Napa valley and continues to fuck around?

the more i look at this study coming out of oregon of tricking skin cells to behave like egg cells the funnier it gets to see people excited about mpreg but devastating to think of the potential reality of single parent homes because these men are whores.

My auntie just sent me a photo of myself when i was a kid and for the first time in my 28 years of life. I realized I look like my dad.