I want everyone to watch Law&Order:SVU

#doodle from ... uhm.. some whiiiile ago it's me. #sketchbook

Sigma and Fluttershy I sketched that last year #BungouStrayDogs #MyLittlePony #Sketchbook

You're not "lazy." You're probably exhausted & also haven't had a lot of support in defining your goals or creating a realistic recovery blueprint. "Lazy" is the kind of thing abusers say to make it not-their-fault-- but this is not about your "character." Think skills & support.

me for the past 2 weeks 🫠😭 #strawbunnycakeart

I have an autoimmune disorder 🥲✨️

remember the #womeninmalefields trend? the many "did we all (women and nonbinarys) dated the same guy?!" comments under these videos inspired me. you know the "[xy] bf/gf" memes? I did the opposite: "redflag ex" #redflags #memes

me to my trauma reaction and urge to hide and isolate:

I panicked & deactivated my account. my ex bf didn't interacted with me directly but this bit was enough. every just so little bit is enough. after years! so much anxiety. buuuuut no. no. I have enough. I want to not care. to be above. lie, manipulate, gaslight; nobody can take my worth.

I regret almost everything. I'm drowning in shame and pain. I wish I could get what I deserve and give them what they deserve. I fear them. I'm disgusted. I'm full with rage. I'm embarrassed to be alive. I want everyone to know what they did. I want to be believed and be cared for. big oof.

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neapolitan themed Fluttershy 🩷🤎💛 #mlpfim #fluttershyedit #mylittleponyfanart

I updated my #neocities again since a longer while yay ^o^ I drew a Fluttershy for the new page :3 *coughs* I have a cold. it's super warm outside and I'm freezing :') *wraps blanket tighter*

They'll always be their daddy's little princess.💗👑 #HazbinHotel #HelluvaBoss

do androids dream of electric sheep? here's the may print for my print club! #hatsunemiku

omg purple and foxes >.< I need them so much ;-; but they are japan only TToTT #SylvanianFamilies #CalicoCritter

Pan pup flag

🩵🩷🤍🩷🩵 🏳️‍⚧️ Miku loves you!

Happy Pride Month from ToonHive! 🌈 This month, we celebrate every color of love, identity, and creativity within our LGBTQ+ animation community. Together, let’s continue building a world where everyone feels seen, valued, respected, and free to be their authentic selves. 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️

Cartoon Network shares fan art of Gumball Watterson in a bisexual sweater in their Instagram slideshow to celebrate Pride Month. 🏳️‍🌈💗 (🎨: paradox.emo on IG)

Pride month is so incredibly important. I am proud! I can't change my gender or sexuality. I don't want to! This "normal" is BS. Quoting Marco Diaz from SVTFOE:"It's not criminal to be an individual!" Some thoughts while drinking my morning coffee, still a bit sleepy Happy Pride Month, everyone ♡

So, I have cried sometimes and thought, why am I not "normal"? Why can't I just be the way it is required of me? I wish I were "normal". Because it hurts to be excluded. Because I'm scared. Because it's dangerous! There are people who would like to kill us... just because we are who we are...

I am nonbinary and pansexual. I am proud of my identity. But there are many people who hate us because we are not "normal" in their eyes. They now have a lot of power and change laws, decide on regulations, make it easy for violent people to hurt us without punishment.

I want to learn coding more & to work on my website (˃⤙˂) adhd & brainfog are in my way~ it's not so easy to be cool with this (u-u)" my projects are so many & take so long, I jump to much around, switch to often, get hyperfixated, lose my concentration & my energy, get fatigued & ... oof. (ówò)"

I have not enough time and I have to much time. I want to do so many things; being creative, fighting for a better world, enjoying being alive, learn, having adventures, realising my projects and ideas, and aaah much more. but I'm ill. I'm bored. almost no energy. always in pain. always so so tired.

[🛸] Alien Miku and Teto fanart! 👽🐮

🐝Bee Miku! 💛

I watched the pilot of #gameoverse (๑'ᵕ'๑) I'm so hooked („˃ᆺ˂„)

Tomorrow maybe

I woke up and had the idea to draw Lain and Elliot together. and soooo~ here a lil sketch *yawns* maybe I will draw a better version övö just season 4 of Mr.Robot is left for me .o. #sketch #mrrobot #serialexperimentslain #lain #crossoverdrawing #wired #fsociety

I'm so into Detroit Become Human again at the moment. I wanted to discover more alternatives of how the story goes and aaah, it's so hard to be mean to Hank q-q everything for the plot ;w;

Happy 17th Anniversary to Magnet!🦋 This is the song that first showed me wlw (and MikuLuka) and it’ll always have a special place in my heart🩷🩵 #HatsuneMiku #MegurineLuka #Vocaloid #初音ミク #巡音ルカ #Fanart #Art #DigitalArt #MikuLuka #Negitoro

instead of "bookworm" a "bookfox" (ˆ꒳ˆ) #digitalart #fox #cutedrawing

Lauren Faust’s account has seemingly been hacked. The recent post about a My Little Pony AI reboot is not true.

Don't think of trauma recovery as just responding to symptoms. It's also-- & more importantly-- about getting clear & realistic about our needs & nurturing our relationship w/ ourselves. To me real trauma recovery is about life development & goal achievement, not just "coping."

I tried also something else, the... eh... plastic foil thing... was almost empty, I tried to use some other stuff, didn't worked really and than I had the idea to use my laminating machine and cut the motive's out already foiled and protected - if my idea was so good as like I hope ôvô

Yes: it is robustly unfair that the work of trauma recovery is on survivors. Be angry about it. I am. And also: do not let the unfairness of it trick you into not working your recovery because you "shouldn't have to." That's a trap I fell into repeatedly. Do not recommend.

I put my #neocities in my bio ദ്ദി(o//w//o)"

Paradoxically, many CPTSD survivors have a relatively easier time handling painful feelings than we do neutral or positive ones. Negative feelings, we get. They make sense to our wounded self-esteem & worldview. But excitement, joy, peace? Ohhhh, f*ck that. Sounds like a trap.

I tried it, I used the fixing spray in 2 ways; sprayed on the button when it was finished and before it was made just on the paper. both seems to be okay. I will see, when it rains~ ôзô

I have a button maker for children - so it's not ✨ high quality ✨ but it's fine. ....almost. the last time I made buttons I pinned them on my backpack and after some time and some raining they were very smeared. now I want to make new ones but with using fixing spray, I hope it will work o3o

Caine Teto fanart! #kasaneteto #tadc #theamazingdigitalcircus #caine #vocaloid #fanart #digitalart #drawing

I’m starting a Disney Princess fan art series - Rapunzel is first now because her voice actress Mandy Moore’s birthday was just today 💜 “Tangled” is such an iconic movie and franchise, and she’s always been a favorite princess of mine in her Disney rendition 🍳🪻 #disneyprincess #art #cuteart

Pompompurin as Raskolnikow #digitaldrawing #crimeandpunishment #sanrio

I worked today on my neocities o^o I'm total beginner in coding, but so far, so good

who is using #Monnett ? I looked at it, could be a good alternative for Insta, I want to know how others feel about it :o

and I watched E1 of "Needy Girl Overdose" I love the way they tell and show the story

Stop & give yourself credit for a sec. Yes, the situation might be a sh*t show, but that's not the real story. The real story is you've managed to navigate the sh*t show & are alive to read this. No, it's not perfect, & there's still recovery work to be done. But you're doing it.

The last thing a survivor struggling w/ trauma responses needs is a lecture on how nonsensical or self sabotaging their trauma responses are. We don't experience them because we think they're awesome & a good idea. They happen TO us. Trauma responses are not "choices."