🥹🥹🥹 The gods took pity on me and gave me a sprinkle of luck to balance all the bad things I've been dealing with. Time to work on new wol sticker trades... (And accept my fate I will need pity totems/be last for all mount drops for the next three years again lmao)

#kelirl ramblings, requesting good thoughts for my Nanni as shes been in the ICU all week. She was rough but shes now breathing on her own again and Ive been going every day after work to keep her company, hence the radio silence ^^;; Hoping she'll be home by the holidays so we can celebrate w/her~

Ready and eager for a distraction from irl 😩 I couldn't remember what cards and things I already have so I've just written down a list of interesting things to keep track of during mogtome (tradition at this point, I've made lists since they first began lol)

Your honor I love them and think about them all the time 🥺 A budding Voidsent and a Doman Priestess acting as a vessel for the Kami surely sounds like a disaster waiting to happen but somehow it all seems to work out (so far :>) #keldraws #ffxivoc

Forcing myself to learn and mess around more with clipstudio's tools because I default to sketchbooks way too often 😭 Once I get better you'll get a silly webcomic yet, Catboy, mark my words- #keldraws

No fanfest email 😭 😞 Gonna try my hand at the general sale, though if it's the same Running Man (ultimate) as last time looks like I'll be saving money on yet another trip that fell thru for next year lol Am gonna miss the sticker trade though.... ;-;

Fun Bites: 🍊 The intrusive thoughts have won and Anshelm's arm is simply too tantalizing (and peak bite height) 🍊 Gentle nips at fingers/neck/ears of lovers for fun when nobody is watching (or pestering his son) 🔥 Hornee Hours, throat preferred but nothing is off limits :>

Oh man it's snowing here 👀 We never get snow anymore, especially before January... Much as Miariah Carey is currently defrosting I too must return to my primal form of Soup Catte and drown myself in its soothing brothy embrace 🍲

Me at 2 am: oh man no ddos in a while I should gpose one of the meaningful scenes I've been wanting to do for a while What I actually end up posing at 2 am: #kelposes

It's almost been a year since I posted this "awkward candid holiday photo taken on a disposable camera with the flash accidentally on circa 1998" screenshot of Kel during Starlight and Tumblr still has not been able to decide if it's NSFW or not 😂😭 Mature as in I have a pension, maybe... #kelposes

Chaos 😂 Most messages are Kel, Coyah and 'sae'sae bickering with each other Emhi posts her toktok dances 'a'a only interacts by 👍 or 😆 to messages 'to'to gives flat responses like "No." or "Ok." Full punctuation always Parents post sporadic couple selfies telling the siblings we 💕 u or to behave

Fun Fact I absolutely love Katamari Damacy and since I can't afford the new game at the moment I made Kel into a cousin 🥺 ✨ His bun is an orange blossom and he gets bonuses on food levels (but his Katamari shrinks if you dunk him in water, so be careful!) #keldraws #katamaridamacy #katamari

Ah yes, Heavensward launch day, the day Seo finally booted me off his account and I had to pay for my own since we both wanted to play at the same time 🤣 😭 At least I was bad and hadn't hit lvl 50 when I had to restart!

And just like clockwork, another ddos at midnight 😩 Glad I didn't start the gposes I was about to or id just ragequit and go to bed sksbfh

Congratulations to G'raha Tia on being named the sexiest man alive and finally breaking me of my art block 🤣 I hope Jonathan is prepared for the barrage of fanart coming his way from all this (so he too can join us in the feral catboy mines) #keldraws #ffxivfanart #grahatia #graha #xiv #art

:> Alright oomfies who am I bothering at Momocon Who will get to see me melting on an Atlanta sidewalk as Baby Saja

I think I do alright with lighting and storytelling when the inspo finally hits 😅 #kelposes

Why are we sundering Crystal at 1 am 😭 plssss I just want my pvp roulette before bedtime you heaaaaathens

one last quick practice round I suppose I'd like to think Future Kel just keeps letting his hair grow out since when short it gets in his eyes and gives him a headache. (granted when you've got near 270 degree sight its easy to get overwhelmed) #keldraws

sketching around and playing with a new brush to get used to it. Teka'a is definitely Gol Bachcha's favourite person (certainly has nothing to do with him sneaking him leftovers, surely) #keldraws #doodle #ffxivoc #miqote

The humbling experience of watching Cidolfus "Thunder God" Orlandeau wipe out your entire party right before the hp doom mech so you and the SAM sprint to the next alliance to hop-beg for healing but die screaming at their whm's feet 😭 Gods I love Orbonner ✨

Ayo who missing their elezen retainer Cause I found him working on his pvp series before vanishing for a pint 🤣 I didn't realize retainers also roamed around here

I love giving people minions that I think would match their look and I think I hit peak today

Thinking of her... Trying to sketch out fun compositions I like for Angoscia (tasteful censorbar included lmao) Forever entranced with the idea of kodoku for their relationship #keldraws

• Linens and Leathers with layers and layers, usually in bright warm colours • So many gold accessories (bedazzled like the little crow he is) • The same two pairs of knee high boots because he never buys new clothes unless his have finally fallen apart

Finally #ffxiv #ff14 #art

So stoked for the variant dungeon not only cause the style and premise seems so fun but pre-Garlean Corvosi Folklore... 🥺 🥺 🥺 Ive always hc'd Kel's family valued oral histories, especially his dad as a G tribe heir. Imagine family story nights around the fire, G'otaa playing an oud while singing...

This is the coolest motherfucker I've ever seen in my life

YOOOOOOOO AT LAST I GET TO FARM EVERY DUNGEON AND RAID ALL OVER AGAIN FOR PIECES I DIDNT HAVE SPACE FOR AND DELETED BUT ITS WORTH IT FOR THE GLAM

I'm certain he did frequently as a kid either by accident or siblings shutting the door on him purposely 😂😭 If it happens nowadays it's because friends don't notice him sliding thru on their heels as they go to shut doors (much like how housecats tend to get themselves squooshed, of course)

Staring lovingly at them and knowing I absolutely would let myself be ground into aetheric paste if so desired (Also huffing all the copium for Corvos mention for that Corvosi rug let my boy go hoooooome)

Drums my fingers...imagine...the timelines getting crossed and swapping catboys 👀 A terrified canon Kel waking up without hunger, surrounded by people he doesn't know in a fight he has no business being in A scarred wol Kel, waking up starving with a pain like he's never felt before

I'd like to think he's intimidating in the way a predator is to prey trapped in a corner 👀 Or that sinking feeling you've come across something you REALLY shouldn't have Exceedingly rare to see tho! (Unless you're Ashkin or his aetheric dinner list)

I just think it's fun to see how at peace and more of his old self Kel is now when interacting with close companions vs when he was trying to keep his condition a secret :> #keldraws #ffxivoc #doodles

I told myself I wasn't going to unlock picto until everything else was leveled and now I can finally eat the paint at last 🖌️🎨

I emerge from my tower of Theraflu satchets and soup bowls at last 😩 Man I don't think I've coughed so much and so hard since the one time I had covid but I'm glad to finally be like 80% back. Whoever gave Seo that suped up cold I'm coming for you 🫵👁️👁️

Voidsent are my beloved guilty pleasure... Angoscia, "The False Queen" and general terror feeding covertly in the Shrouds, gaslight gatekeep girlemperor Kel, Angie's unwilling meal-turned-pet cursed with a growing need for aether but only knows how to get it via eating red court style, sad DILF 😂

Those closest to Kel get to call him 'Ra'Ra, a name he actually really likes since his family used it when he was a kid (with 5 boys, it was easier to call them by suffixes to avoid confusion 😅) His parents used to also call him Little Chick because of his obsession with the family's hamsa flock 🦤

Save me, Loquat syrup... Loquat syrup... Save me...

coughing sneezing hacking away at my desk I miss digital I havent touched it in so looooong- #keldraws #ffxivoc

Kelas'ra isn't the hardest to pronounce but hes long given up on correcting which syllables get emphasis 😂 After getting called Kelsey he now just defaults to Kel to save himself the headache (though when he or his family pronounces it you can hear the 'L' get rolled into a hissing 'S')

I jinxed myself I caught Seo's plague 😭 😩 Don't think I'll get as bad as he did but the headfog and dizzy/nausea is reaaaal Nano Bot tax as she is my slug-shaped nurse today trying to steal cough drops from my desk

Me: haha today is kinda ass but at least it can't get worse Also me: slides foot across chunk of glass somehow embedded in the hallway rug At least I have strawberry milk to cope with 😭 (foot is fine! It just made a helluva mess skdbf) #kelirl

Wishing all my friends and moots a fun Gateway Fate and know I am in your walls living vicariously thru all of you 🥺 Next year maybe.....

Whoever kidnapped Kel and picked his brain for designs I thank you I am FEASTING- even if my own design didn't make it there are tons of bangers this go around ;u;

"Oi Shale, where's yer Furry lil Bastard?" POV: You saved a Miqo'te during a storm one night and even tho you can't understand a single word he says (and he says A LOT) he sticks around and keeps your cot warm and smells like sunlight. #kelLore #keldraws #ffxiv #oc

#KelLore I love using Kel to explore lighter themes like found family and work/life balance of solo parenthood but I THRIVE with deeper themes like losing your humanity, nature vs nurture, shifting perspectives and morality, body horror and existentialism, etc Hes an excuse to explore the shadows ↓

AYO it's my 🦋 bday... I really oughta update the pinned post since so much has happened (derogatory) since akshdhf Those of you from the other site thank you for sticking around 🥺 💖 and those of you new welcome too! Here's to many more random loredumps and art/gposes!

Debating on an all saints wake glam for Kel this year but I still feel guilty on what I threw him into last year 😭🤣 Maybe he can dress up as a gimme cat this go around

Always on the lookout