uhmm what is this 😭 have ppl done this??

abandonment issues so bad that I got sad when I was kicked from a spam group

it's been so long since I've used my acc

I've never closed Instagram happier than I was opening it

one day feels like i don't need my antidepressants and I'm doing it all for attention but the next i feel like my dosage isn't high enough

I told my team that I don't feel safe and one of them pulled me aside afterwards and asked me if I was okay and that they know what it feels like 🥹🥹

I have a crush on someone so I've been busy dedicating my entire life to them

okie well I'm back heyy guyss

just a vent post okie so I live with just my mother and sister. they both have literally so much in common with each other — they have the same hobbies, they are interested in the same subjects, and they always do things together. they never struggle to find something to do but, when it comes to me,

what's the biggest lie you've heard?

did I just get called dumb 😐

is it just me that worries that my psychiatric meds are just placebos and ive been lying the entire time

update she let slip her res~ 600kcal a day 😦😦

I am genuinely so lucky to have u (YES U READING THIS) as my friend 💞

I haven't exercised in agess my. legs. are. so. tired.

𝓘 𝓱𝓸𝓹𝓮 𝓘 𝓶𝓪𝓴𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓹𝓻𝓸𝓾𝓭

update she skipped lunch because she "didn't like the calorie count" is she trying to trigger me

today on onyx's life: a coworker interrupted a meeting to ask what I was drinking, after i told them it was diet coke (😍), she called out "wtf you really need to get some fat on your body" and everyone heard I MEAN DO NORMIES HAVE NO FILTER IS THAT NORMAL 💀💀

noooooo 😭

bloomfies do u see urselves? 💜

✨ losing weight I've already lost ✨

can't stop reading the DSM5 it's sooo fascinating

food: *exists* me:

bloomf knows my full name and address internet safety is for losers

*mwah* (say it back >:P)

efexor of the 18th sontaran stratagem is gonna threaten the earth

names for psych meds are so goofy they sound like doctor who monsters

SNOWWW (⁠人⁠*⁠´⁠∀⁠｀⁠)⁠｡⁠*ﾟ⁠+

i need someone to kiss and yap to and crawl into their skin

"message me for my edinsta! ♡" IM TOO SHY TO SAY HI I CANT DO THAT

"you're my favourite notification"

woohoo happy new year my lovelies!! 🎉🎉🎉

this achievement is gonna be impossible 😔

mooties! add my poopie! poopie.page.link/5UXkDf4nKTUc...

⋆ ˚｡⋆ 🎀 ˚ my intro haiii (⁠人⁠ ⁠•͈⁠ᴗ⁠•͈⁠) ۶ৎ 24 ۶ৎ 184cm ۶ৎ minors & fatphobes plss dni ۶ৎ in love with blueberries ۶ৎ married to all my bloomfs ♡/↻ for bloomfiess (⁠✿⁠^⁠‿⁠^⁠) #caterpillarsky #edsky #edtwt #ed #ana #ednos #weightloss

I want to post my first bc CHAT DO I DO IT

I love SSRI/ED memes smmm

sorry for making it a notes app moment, i ran out of characters and i didn’t want to make a thread LMFAOO😭

recovered from my recovery (back from my "lets recover" binge)

Dear Goddess Anna, The Christmas festivities are at long last coming to an end. I humbly take your hand, upon which I kiss to show my contrition. - Onyx

my family's planning a hike in the Lake District EXCITEDDDD

this Christmas tree icing was sooo cuteee

my cousin and I got bored and just started trauma dumping to each other over messages while our families talked

my mother is a psychotherapist and she says everyone she sees in secondary school has an ed

substituting every meal with sweeties I got from Christmas

Christmas leftovers will be the death of me

I used to tell myself that it's okay, I'm young, I have time. I'm not young anymore.

i’m the loneliest i’ve ever been

boxing day leftovers are all that stand before me and ✨safety in normality✨