JINXED IT

Gen doing so good right now I cant even force myself to be sad

Forgot putting a hashtag in front of something like.. actually tags it.. so now my shits showing up in the middle of a bunch of porn. Sorry you guys

So I tried to kill myself. But its okay because recovery is #REAL and I am not just having a manic episode. I am like locked in to life and stuff... never die you guys

Anyone know where a girl can get some niravam..

Woop 🎊

Life is so good. Never kill tourself

Why the fuck is benadryl not getting me high anymore

Hi guys umm. Im going to make my account private, and in order to do that ill be heading over to twt! My username is @ilmakeyousick, feel free to moot me up there :)

Starving for the next month so I’m proper skinny to visit my friend before Iran bombs us ❤️ Pray us Washingtonians don’t die too early

I genuinely don’t know what to do at this point

i cant drink anymore. ive been trying but just the smell of alcohol makes me vomit

summer is evil dude its so hot

i just binged 5 paletas and i lowk dont feel bad about it. they were SO FIRE

bro

ITS ANA SEASON LADIES AND GENTS!!!! only eating on the weekends from now til fall!! lock in everybody remodeling has been called OFF the house is SOLD we are GOOD and i have nothing to focus on but studies and my body

Everythings good btw. My bad

that was actually so stupid

Holy shit

Never talking to him again i actually cannot take this

this has GOT to be some divine intervention why the fuck does god want me to kill myself SO BAD

Then you get all pissy and shit whenever i dont talk to you but this is how the fuck you act dude

You cant be fucking serious

I cant believe I’d relapse for such a stupid reason

I was sleeping perfectly fine until 10. I really wish I just took a melatonin and went back to bed

I’d been doing so good for such a long time

never in my life have i felt this much hate towards someone

1 week sober i think who cheered!!! I am so happy and joyful

I drunk again. But on god not agaain this time cus my friend said it scared him and i feel evil and bad

I’m never drinking again

Said something intentionally mean to my friend for the first time ever and I want to cry. It wasn’t even that bad, i just cant believe id ever say something with that intent. Especially because he pointed out the fact it sounded rude, but didnt think it was because id never talk to him that way. Kms

Does anyone have an app that has both a fast & cal tracker

I’ve gained a bit of weight since then, as I’ve had to go to the doctors more frequently and I’d get embarrassed seeing myself so much lower than the average weight for my height & sex. I’m currently 50kg, a slight improvement, but I do plan to lose again as soon as I stop getting weighed as often

Just one more (and final) reminder: If you re/post porn, artistic or otherwise, and I hadn’t followed you first, please do not interact with me in any way as sexual content does make me quite uneasy to see! Thank you

just hit my lw!!!! 47kg & 182cm :)

I’m done taking my meds. I havent in about 2 weeks and i seriously just cannot do it anymore i hate not being able to feel like this

I’ve never cut myself this bad before. Its all over verrything

I’ve been abusinng whatever drugs i can get my hands on like crazy in the past few weeks

I’ve been eating chunks of my flesh recently

I relapsed

Staying clean is so hard

hi i was diagnosed with anxiety & they think im bipolar

i want to wash up im so sticky now

never buy a white duvet

I did it. I usually feel edgy & dumb resetting my little timer so I just… avoid cutting LMFAO

3 weeks clean was a good start at least. As embarrassing as it feels, i think i have to reinstall that relapse tracker app. I havent used it in years but being able to see the exact time I’d last harmed myself certainly helped me stop

All of my plans are changing so fast

I lost my favourite blades, but its not like I cant go buy new ones. I don’t necessarily want to though. I’ve been doing so good

I don’t think i deserve any of this

I can’t tell whats going on with myself. I was feeling so good just a bit ago, I don’t understand what I could’ve done wrong in this short bit if time