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Having slept for a grand total of two weird dream shallow sleep hours because of anxiety, I'm already feeling completely drained on the ferry, and I still have (checks notes) 15-25 hours of travel in front of me, depending on luck

Love diagnosing myself based on Wikipedia articles, but having seen a public person struggle with this (Vlad Vexler) — yeah, I don't have it even nearly that bad...

Two nights after stopping amitriptyline were hell (maybe I should try it again but with a much slower dosage increase, but to be honest the effect was meh anyway), now trying doxepine, no additional drowsiness during the day, uninterrupted sleep for first 4-5 hours, then shit gets really crazy...

wish i was going on a solo vacation instead of going to msk every time coming back to work feels like the real vacation :(

nyeko is so nervous that nyeko's bad twitter habits are one again oozing into bsky (even though i did effectively quitter by now)

you need a basic writing skill though, and that is a threshold i am somehow physically unable to clear

It's pretty wild to me that investigators have uncovered that anti-trans campaigns are largely funded by the fossil fuel industry, and that the presumed motivations are pretty directly to redirect the public conversation away from climate change... and that this isn't bigger news.

наверное следующие две недели буду в москве (если не окажусь в местах более отдалённых, на границе всякое может произойти)

happy 1st anniversary to ex astris! 🥳 celebrating my girls vi3 and yan!

the endfield gameplay video really makes it clear that ex astris was a technical demo for this i just wish there was some more ex astris... it ended on such a melancholic note... even if it was as "the end" as it could have been

TIL that American McGee is his actual birth name

So they scrapped FeMC in Ananta after all, disappointed but not surprised given the amount of work required (there are a whopping lot of costumes and cinematics)

much of the plot of blue archive in a nutshell

TIL that Tuvalu issued a coin with Picard

housing prices

Actually curious, why are all of the "greatest hits" style physical release boxes throughout history so ugly design-wise? This one is at least funny but most of them add some atrocious thick borders or badges that look completely out of place

reading eden while knowing the main spoiler of ch.1 feels weird i know i was supposed to read the story as it was coming out, but i wish i didn't know about this and plana and so on

having tried out ktor, it's pretty confusing, i thought that not having to deal with the whole spring stuff would make it straightforward but there's a lot of its own arcane magic going own - and it's not documented _that_ well either

Sophplact

the second half of the blue archive anime was more lively, mostly because they sidelined sensei (as if to counterbalance the pandering), but i'm still surprised at how the anime made many changes specifically to make everyone much friendlier and very disconnected from the bigger picture of events

Kurofuku anime voice acting is really dull

>LeGo 2 delayed until november as much as i'm offended by the pentile screen on the zotac zone, thank goodness i got it on that nice deal and didn't wait

meds log: tryptil (amitriptyline, god i never thought i'd have to try this pos that mom was on) - even though the doctor said that this should be considerably better than mirtazapine, same effect as any other sleep medication; sleep isn't noticeably better and brain feels exhausted all day long :(

My exact thoughts for a few months now

the 'read an untranslated manga without feeling compelled to translate every other page so you can share the funny with people in discord' challenge (literally impossible)

Watching the blue archive anime now and thinking that I maybe shouldn't have bothered, it's directed well but the script is just painfully bad

Amazed DoL lasted this long really

Absolutely genius move by the way (I assume this was set up by Zerogohsha and Remrem), already 250k views and trending upwards. This might just be the popularity boost that Hirasaka needs as things progress towards the Volicia finale

Volicia of Pluto

Didn't get bupropion or stims, but got a bunch of other stuff to try first... mostly sleep aids

TIL that blue archive story was made with 4:3 aspect ratio in mind and it's just cropped vertically on 16:9 screens...

have an urge to take part in the oct-nov yuri game jam but with no short enough idea and meager game dev experience (just the boring kind of dev experience) it's probably futile and it'd have to be text only as i'm an artlet lol

Original script is in Korean and I'm reading the game in Japanese, but as a day one JP player I can't really have it any other way at this point... even if reading in Japanese is exhausting (I remember Abydos 1-2 by heart though so at least that much should go smoothly)

i wanna read a funny eroge but i'll make do with trying to read blue archive's story for the nth time (always loved its vibes but reading drains me these days so never actually got that far story-wise)

the biggest question right now is whether i can be persuasive (annoying) enough so that the gp gives me either bupropion or some add medication (not sure if i genuinely have add, it's a toss-up with "no" seeming somewhat more likely, but i'm bloody desperate) t. relatable raven

also migri pls gib passport already, i know i'm "only" waiting for 15 months and many people are waiting for 30+ but still

applied to nordnet, i have no idea what i'm doing but i probably should start investing even if it's just a dumb vanguard vt or voo (~s&p500?) at 35 y.o. it's obviously too late, and it's a bull run which is the most awful timing, but at least i need to get ready

>The game has players controlling a Ditto that has taken on the form of a human Oh no they have seen those existential dread ditto Twitter comics Oh no.

I personally call it the "anime banknote problem". When you portray items in anime style, especially if the items are familiar to the viewer, it feels too silly. But when you portray them realistically, you create inconsistencies. Like there are two different human species coexisting.

it's probably telling something about society that both of the longest running speculative fiction franchises have turned into the blandest shadows of their former selves that try to play everything incredibly safe and, dare i say, conservative

is it just me or did the third season of snw just completely drop the ball for some reason? all it was doing was clumsy nostalgia bait (even of its own previous seasons, e.g. spock's wild love life) and the really weird "dna defines who you are" thing

>SNW randomly did the Shinji/Asuka synchronization thing huh.

where do i even find a place without dust to apply screen protectors? there is always ONE speck somehow, which ruins the whole protector and money wasted bathroom is _not_ free of dust

If you didn't care about the porn ban before, you need to now. Because they're banning fucking cat ears. Cat. Ears. CAT EARS. C A T E A R S

cleared resurgence, there were absolutely awesome moments in it and at its core it's a solid star trek movie-ish story, although the telltale jank really was in full force, and adult starfleet officers throwing tantrums for the sake of making choices seem more dramatic broke the immersion too much

>Cat ears are prohibited Sorry What.

wow the kemono teatime game looks amazing but this is from one of the preview images on steam and i'm amazed they didn't notice before uploading it lol