still no voice drop tho 💔

50 days on T~

lowkey got clocked by a truck today

just a 0.01 centimeter between us #chainsawman #akiangel #chungkingexpress #digitalart #illustration

doubled down and saw it in IMAX again so i got my akiangel yaoi in that refined 12K

Life update: it got even worse but I’m almost 1 1/2 months on t now 🤍

good morning~

life update: I really don’t like living 🤍🤍🤍

life’s shit but hey at least I lost weight and my hair’s light again and soon white lets gooo

me and @maxisuessmaus.bsky.social

uh I forgot that this app exists again jsjs.. I moved out of the mental facility thank fucking god

GUYS I WROTE AN A IN AN DIFFICULT & IMPORTANT EXAM WITHOUT STUDYING THAAT MUCH FOR IT 😭😭💔

life sucks but at least I got a hot baddie as my gf 😎

släuft

I befriended the trans* people in my class aaaaaaaa

man why am I even fucking trying to become a programmer .. if I’m dumb as fuck🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️

berufsschule hat noch nicht mal wirklich angefangen und fickt mich schon psychisch und körperlich, geil oder

me and @maxisuessmaus.bsky.social

meine gf is so eine baddie wie hab ich das verdient

I miss my gf

Frohes 420 Ostern Hitlers Geburtstag meine Freunde

heyyy??? >:(

Baddie confirmed

Ich bin der männlichste OG Keemo Hörer

es war mein minecraft menü 👉👈

hii I look like this rn btw yeah

Nevermind the psychologist had to move my appointment to the 24th ... istg I'm never gonna transition

NEW PSYCHOLOGICAL TRANS DIAGNOSIS APPOINTMENT!! SJSJSN ON MARCH 10TH AND THIS TIME WITH A PSYCHOLOGIST WHO DOESNT CARE ABOUT MY MENTAL ILLNESSES SKJSSK SO IT SHOULD WORK AAAAAAA

It feels incredibly discouraging that all of my therapist say that beeing trans and my transition in general isn't my main problem atm.. even though its literally the only thing that's eating me alive.. like it hurts so much that they just dont get how hurtful this whole process is to me..

Guess who got into a bus accident at the beginning of the week and broke his goddamn finger 🧍‍♂️

Guess who needs to do the transitioning diagnosis process ALL OVER AGAIN 💪.. istg I just want to transition

AAA FINALLY, now I can finally spent more time with my gf ;-;..and practice drawing and maybe work out at home aaaa

I never went to the gym bc of my intense anxiety but I feel like now that I'm working full-time, there's no other way of getting fit again ..aaa it sucks so much but I need to work hard to archive my goals ..(I'm throwing up bc of anxiety when I'm even thinking about going to the gym regulary ..🧍‍♂️)

can this cursed week pls end already

Idk if I'm just at my limit physically and mentally or I'm about to get sick-

Aria, @roresu.bsky.social's OC, in a maid outfit :3

Ich will nach hause und weinen man

I want to die 🧍‍♂️

going to the gym after work bc killing myself isn't an option 🧍‍♂️

no matter what I do, its never enough

things I need inside of me RN

I've got faggot posture

Istg man I'm still distressed because of that, I just wanna talk about it with my therapist but she isn't available until friday AAAAAAAAA.....

my gender affirming healthcare was denied :D.. I already knew but I still just wanna puke, scream and cry

Literally wir @maxisuessmaus.bsky.social

i hate eating so much

since this one thing happened last year everything went downhill and it's my own fault, I was stupid and now I'm still experiencing the consequences of it.. but I deserved it honestly

moin people in my phone

I'm like Jinx if she was a transmasc femboy

ugh 🧍‍♂️diese Woche war n reinster fiebertraum lmao gonna kms