i hate having too pretend to be calm about this I can't let myself get hurt again

im such a hopeless romantic

i want someone to like me but i know ill end up ruining everything because of how fucking attention seeking i am i dont wanna be like this

gonna binge watch hetalia today!

what color am i?

i look like im balding wth

i deserve to be pushed off a building

also TYSM @transgenderheroin.bsky.social FOR ALWAYS LIKING MY POSTS UR A VERY COOL OOMF!!

i always wonder what ppls perception of me is i cant help but feel like everyone thinks im a fucking annoying chud

im so tired of living

I hate being hypersexual it's kind the worst

BUILDING CATCHES ON FIRE, SUSPECT INSANE NEET SAYS "Rrfrrf squeak squeak meow" WHAT THE FUCK DOES THAT MEAN

I dont think I can handle being a person today. So instead I will be a. Mouse!!

good morning! ദ്ദി(ᵔᗜᵔ)

bro im gonna fweaking die

had a fun time at the mall today #jiraisky

outfit for mall ദ്ദി(ᵔᗜᵔ) #jiraisky

going to the mall today!!!

TYSM APOLLO FOR THE SPAM!

good morning! i actually slept surprisingly i didn't have nightmares im so happy

THANK U SM FOR LIKING ALL MY POSTS @applelover74-05.bsky.social !

TYSM FOR THE SPAM @repulsivesweet.bsky.social !!

This is so astronomically real to me, theyre so ethereal. They feel above humanity. They represent some sort of ultimate purity. And i totally agree that the idea of angels really is existential, its like its own specific commentary on hoe dirty and awful humans are. And yeah images of em FUCK hard

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TY VINCE FOR SPAM @justine.satan.social

TY RUMI FOR SPAM @rott2n.bsky.social

i love yumenikki so much my favorite game to play when im sad its so comforting

TYSM FOR THE SPAM @yaminikki.bsky.social

i feel so captivated by the visual aesthetic of angels the idea is so existential in a way like some kind of cosmic horror

i can never seem to picture myself the way i see others as some unattainable good? but i feel guilty because i sound like a narcissist

˚₊‧꒰ა sometimes i feel like an angel but i realise no one would ever really look up to me ໒꒱ ‧₊˚

꒰ა i wanna comfort all the people around me i feel horrible for how this awful world has treated them i wanna be able to save people hurting ໒꒱

˚₊‧꒰ა i long to be someones guardian angel ໒꒱ ‧₊˚

I WANT MY DAMN PACKAGES TO COME

somehow everything feels dull and heightened at the same time

i honestly hate sleeping for the last week ive got nightmares that are like flashbacks and my ptsd medication stopped working...

i feel high from not taking my meds

i need to stfu this is annoying behavior

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE SPAM RAINE!!! @landmineguy.bsky.social

ignore me manic posting i haven't slept in 2 days

‧₊ ♪˚⊹i was inspired not to cut, when you told me that you wanna see an iv tube inside my arm ‧₊ ♪˚⊹

i love femtanyl 〜⁠(⁠꒪⁠꒳⁠꒪⁠)⁠〜

im so tired of this world

so many people ive talked to claim to be huge fans of the backrooms BUT THEN HAVEN'T EVEN WATCHED THE KANE PIXELS YT SERIES?!? ( I do mean in terms of the movie btw )

i will never look at this album cover the same ever again after the backrooms movie #backrooms

I FEEL SO FUCKING NAUSEOUS

i wonder if u could get a job making Spotify playlists all day thats like dream job bro

also im sorry i kinda deleted all of the photos ive posted i kinda had a nightmare that made me feel really ugly and self conscious and deleted them in anger um.. sorry I WILL POST CORD PHOTOS SOON

im so fed up with everything i feel so fucking ugly