I’m impressed with myself, writing upside down is hard.

very difficult to navigate drawing of the process. I always draw twin taller than me because that's how it SHOULD be.

@dvmb-pvppy.bsky.social change your name back to it dog, now.

I have the best fucking cutting idea ever but I can’t do it for like 4 more hours.

I hate questioning my character.

felly knows whats best?

peeing is good we like piss and we fw spiro,,, hate the taste tho even w washdown so powdery

tbh im perpetually dehydrated… mayhaps i up my drinking game

yeah, i miss the feeling, also now theres like there’s consequences to peeing my pants because apparently i should know better… 😕😕😕

I'M ACTUALLY SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW HOLY SHIT it's not even like I won the lottery today I just lived a normal day. I felt like I posted too much today... erm, no... it's MY account, it's a free website, I do whatever the hell I want.

I hate liking like a week old post because like damn… just leaked I was scrolling through your profile… Could I choose not to like it? Yes. Do I do it anyway because I have the perceived notion that they somehow know I saw and didn’t like it so they assume I disliked the post and be sad? Yes.

Manipulators who want the best for you…🤤

Ugh. Brain back to normal schizophrenic ramblings and noise. Sad, but we TAKE those rare days where my brain is actually in the room.

Apparently when things are medicated I get significantly creepier.

It feels like my voice is the only voice in my head now.

“… so you can’t do anything. More than you already can.” I love having my inferiority directly pointed out.

knife really lacks the precision to do twins name.

“You’re (me) just begging to be a slave” - @kitty-losers.bsky.social

Gee, I sure do wonder why I can’t gain any weight…

I've been looking into PTSD and C-PTSD for years just for fun or for projects. I've always tried to throw in the back of my head how much I relate to described symptoms. If I imagine myself with PTSD, my life really makes sense and it scares me. I just want to be normal.

I'm so anxious and I don't know why. Pictures of twin have kept me calm for a couple hours but I'm getting too stressed and I don't know why.

I want to be perfect for twin. I don't care if something is "uniquely me" if I am not molded to whatever twin wants me to be, it's not me. If I am not loved for everything I am, I need to change, and it needs to happen fast. What an unhealthy life I want to live... this is dope...

I can already feel which boob is going to be the bigger one...

also I hate people that only explain something once or one single way and if you ask them to explain they either just repeat exactly what they said or they're like "nevermind"

I hate that nothing ever lasts anymore

I ate too many bell peppers and now my tummy hurts. NEVER eating my greens again.

I think people made up morning wood to normalize boners.

I read all the ones I like twin

exactly,, especially w the storys ive heard abt mental institutions, like haha yep never been suicidal 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

Woke up still on call with twin, as much as I like to listen to him sleep, I was worried the noise from my mic would wake him.

so codependent i need another person to even hate myself properly,

I'm stupid and I cant think for myself I'm useless if I don't have someone making all the decisions for me It's like I don't even exist when they aren't around me I'm reminded often how I'm such a dumb kitty who can't think properly and depends on them I think I would be nothing without them

I get too independent and confident when it's late. Someone needs to be whittling away at my self esteem.

disenchantment and arm keeping. I am very bad at backgrounds and coloring, but gotta make them to get better.

oof....

why is jarvis highk calling me out rn

I was dying laughing at this, holy shit this is good.

me with my game I gotta at least get it released and source code on github before I kms

try to code but every time I try to think something through, I lose my brain and start thinking about twin until I realize. all I do is think about him, it's amazing.

GUYS HELP I JUST FOUND THE BLUSKY ACCOUNT OF AN ARTIST ON E621 I LIKE I know that artstyle anywhere...

people in a community I'm in keep getting banned for pedophile behavior. how hard is it to recognize you're a pedo and getting therapy instead of festering in communities full of minors. even if you can't afford therapy don't surround yourself with things that'll tempt your demons.

cant even draw myself without gender dysphoria wanting a word on it.

had my new favorite idea when I woke up. clicker training for whenever twin leaves so I become lonely, worried, and clingy, with just a click. I think I just like my emotions toyed with...

feeds a little on point today