being a deeply special-interest-driven person I'm grateful my interest have forced me to work on my social skills cuz like holy shit I know I would not have worked on them otherwise

they should invent a father who loves you

the duality of the modern day trance lover: being in love with a wave of a genre of music (late 90s trance) that absolutely gutted & sold out an arguably better wave of music that came before music.ishkur.com?query=Trance

ah yes, the guy who *checks notes* • oversaw a CIA that sold drugs to people they sought to criminalize • quietly ignored the 'gay plague' until a white straight kid died • deregulated the free markets so much that corporations hold more power than governments

shout outs to all my friends desperate to start music labels simply to leverage other people's work for their own personal clout & success

reading reminds me of the time I found out god wasn't real amazing article, worth a read!

If Dante dressed like the underground club/rave scene the music of DMC was inspired by.

woke is taking our beloved breakfast cereal, cheerios, and making them TRANNIOS! repost to cum in my mouth

2025 has been wild I've dj'd a few sets IRL, finally producing tracks I can play out, learning real front of house music production, and getting over my fear of showing my face on camera feeling grateful & incredibly fortunate ☺️✨

there was music before there was written language its etched into us

I think about this one pretty much every afternoon

loving metroid prime 4 its peak mid

this song is the only thing keeping me going rn youtu.be/S54V_ttKHpo?...

mixing & mastering

red

praying i can find a pair of sunglasses that fit my face

water spirit is a real one & throws tf down 🔥its been amazing watching her climb to high places in the techno/EDM scene please support her stuff!

as liberating as progressive discourses around gender identity has been for me (i.e. "you're a woman/man/whatever if you identify as such") it unfortunately didn't provide many tools to socially integrate into the outside world

winter is my favorite time of year the music just kinda flows out i dunno what it is about the cold. it brings something out

i know I should sleep but the voices in my head go EEEEEEeeeeeEEEEEEeeeEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeEEEEEEeeeEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeEEEEEEeeeEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeEEEEEEeeeEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeEEEEEEeeeEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeEEEEEEeeeEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeEEEEEEeeeEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeEEEEEEeeeEEEE

growing up is realizing a lot of those games critics you loved were people not geniuses, but overworked nerds desperately searching for the hot take to keep their lights on I really should have just played more games & experienced things for myself

hell is letting other people tell you how to think

hearing damage from nightlife is no joke protect your precious ears

Does anyone want a survivorship bias shortbread

fucking surreal to see myself on a stage playing my tracks

thanksgiving dinner is merely preparation for the real holiday: the tremendous thanksgiving shit ill take at 8:45pm. bring your most festive hazmat suit

incoherent 6am post comedown clarity selfies

trance addict to techno baddie pipeline is real

love this selfie so much why did it turn out so crunchy

church service on Sundays are already mini concerts so this isn't that big a leap

booked a 1-on-1 with an industry dj & literally gunna go "hey I am not rich 😃I don't write a track every month😅 I barely practice DJing 😂 I have no content strategy 🤪 do u think I got a shot at getting on a big stage ☺️" lmfao

when u try to hard ppl notice

for once in my life i stayed hone & slept

if you're a millennial who is friends with zoomers you have a moral imperative to get them to watch kung pow

im transitioning to 365 partygirl

beats to smoke weed doom scroll & play live service games too

psy producers "make a song without thoughtless cultural appropriation challenge": near impossible

2 mins of me on a stage dropping one of my tracks

gunna post all the sexy techno I can think of 🧵

was like "is techno actually sexy???" then remembered this exist youtu.be/7SVATk4dqRA?...

brain that can only understand techno

if the steam machine is >$600 or so it could very well be my new windows desktop for a few years

it’s bad enough we have to do this every time the chuds on wall street lose one too many times at the casino - now we *also* need give handouts to the degenerates building plagiarism machines that tell people to kill themselves?

for me personally, the well-intentioned push to make 'pronoun etiquette' or w/e a thing has done so much to out me in spaces I'd rather not be outed, especially in my early days of transition i think this entire paradigm shift for social awareness about trans ppl has backfired hard

wish I had attention spans for TV show but for whatever reason I can listened to livesets all day

blusky has determined I am too drunk to post

divekick but its relatively unchanged & a dave & busters game it would go so hard

thats it Moving to new york