I went out and touched grass(rock) today. Colorado is alright I guess.

back by unpopular demand: ME and I bring Sveinn's eyes #FFXIV #FFXIVART #ART

Followup to my face reveal post. I did a lil trans timeline collage cause looking at my old self doesn't bother me anymore. You can literally see the light in my eyes return.

WE ARE SO FUCKING BACK BESTIES.

I know its not actually #ffxivselfieday but I feel like with my last post as context, and not having participated since I hadn't started HRT, I feel like its appropriate now while I'm thinking about it. Soooo Nana face reveal 10 years in the making I guess!

Hi y'all. Longer Announcement post in my discord but. I've made the bittersweet decision to quit upscaling. I will be refunding anyone who has a comm on my backlog as I get the funds to do so.

Followup to this. I think I might be poly.

Turns out being able to be myself out and about actually unlocked an upgrade to the capacity of my social battery. Also I am... discovering things about myself.

Another upscale! This time it's the Nino Underwear to Rosaline! I'd like to give a shoutout to @nanamiffxiv.etheirys.social for making the DT upgraded textures which I included within the mod! It can be downloaded through Heliosphere! (heliosphere.app/mod/45c5f56x...)

I walked almost 5000 steps in my 6 inch goth heels today. This was a very poor decision.

I love women...

Shoveling snow out of the driveway yesterday and a couple of the neighborhood kids were offering to help people shovel. One of them walked up to me and asked "Hey ma'am, would you like us to finish that for you?" And that gave me a huge gender euphoria boost.

I hate fb marketplace. You could list something at $1 and somebody would still message you asking "would you take 50 cents?"

Been replaying cyberpunk with a bunch of clothings mods installed. My V is looking uh wew oh my hello

When I hear or read "breasting boobily." This is now what plays in my head.

Oh you mean the same xeno who went to bat for his good buddy arthars? Arthars the same guy who spent 20m harassing me on his stream which sent his pissbaby fanbase to harass me in game too? The same arthars who, when I finally told this story publicly, said I deserved it? Man ya thats wild.

Second Coil back in 2.3! Unofficially retired from raiding in 7.2 after my long-term static of 6 years finally decided to throw in the towel.

They're an alright band I suppose.

Had my first laser hair removal session today for my face and neck. It stings but that's just the dysphoria leaving my body.

Pro's to being friends with me is that I'm 6ft tall, and unless you're shorter than me, hugging me means you WILL be receiving a faceful of booba.

I let you cut me open, just to watch me bleed Gave up who I am for who you wanted me to be Don't know why I'm hoping, so fucking naive Falling for the promise of the emptiness machine 🎵 Thank you @elodiverse.bsky.social for letting me borrow Kellan for this! 💜 #FFXIV #FFXIVART #art #Viera

This is what queer joy looks like 🥹 I'm so fucking proud 💙

Haven't "celebrated" my birthday in years cause it was a depressing reminder that I still hadn't started my transition. But now I'm in a safer place, I've been on HRT for almost a year, and I met my beautiful girlfriend. So ya, I'm celebrating my birthday this year! Happy birthday to me!

Congrats to Jennifer English for winning the Best Lead Performer award at the 2025 #GoldenJoystickAwards! And her acceptance speech about queer joy was a love letter to @aliona.bsky.social 🥹🌈

Feels like I've done nothing but work for the past few months ugh. I wanna get back to doing comms and gposing again. But until then. Art/Gpose train! Posting 4, tagging 4! @momonashii.bsky.social @chainspells.etheirys.social @shivermydear.bsky.social @blueskia.bsky.social

I NEED it.

Printing this out and hanging it on my wall.

Did a murder mystery thing with some friends where we all got assigned a character to dress up as. I was assigned a vampiress gothic interior designer. Didn't have to buy anything since I just had all this in my wardrobe hehe.

Dropped off a little kid and his aunt last night and while the kid was getting out of my car, he goes "I like your voice!" And then outside the car he excitedely told his aunt "I told her I liked her voice!" Legit made my entire night 😭

Now that my hair has pink highlights, I realized this morning that I'm slowly turning into my catgirl LOL. I've already worn similiar fits irl to some of the fits I've gposed her in.

Hey its me, your local goth girl. (Now with dyed hair)

omg, finally, I'm free.

you should give trans people money

Found this sweater at a thrift store and omg ITS SO FUCKING CUUUUUTE.

The pain of being a thin 6ft tall girl is that my choices for skirts and dresses are either A) Form Fitting but dangerously short. B) Decent length but really loose/baggy.

Fishnetssss

My roommate was having a rough morning while they were trying to get ready for work and said to me "It's gonna be a thursday-ass thursday" and I'm afraid that has dealt psychic damage to me cause I can't stop giggling.

Here there be mountains

Actually you know what. Followup to my last post. I've been feeling super fucking cute since I started just girlmoding everyday. So fuck it I'm posting my fits cause I am *fashion* and I feel pretty. Also do NOT PERCEIVE how dusty my mirror is. I KNOW.

Turns out all I needed to boost my confidence and be able to feel cute, and shrug off being misgendered was just.. not boymoding anymore. I've been feeling so happy the past few days after full committing to not boymoding anymore. Also its been cold the past 2 days so autumn fits were brought out.

If you liked my upscale I did a while ago of Titan's Lollipop jeans, go check out the yas update done by @angelibra.bsky.social ! www.xivmodarchive.com/modid/147728

Closing my Comms for a while! #NanaWorks I haven't been able to work on my current backlog at all cause I had covid for a week at the beginning of Sept and I've been trying to play catchup with bills by Lyft driving way more. Once I've caught up, I'll be able to commit some more time on them.

Oh no! HRT is turning me into an anime girl!

Rare moment of self-confidence posting.

My gpose posting is kinda jarring. I do a lot of lewd/nsfw gposes but I'm an artsy person at heart so I like doing the conceptual stuff (especially during a depressive episode). But I find it funny to look at my post history and see: Lewd - Wholesome - Lewd - DEPRESSION

"...She's being weird again isn't she?" #NanaWorks

She's perfect your honor. #NanaWorks

Sleepy Lizurr #NanaWorks