ok i’m listening to the new taylor swift album now

i hate the term talent and what it implies. i’m not talented because that implies i was born with the skills to draw or create or do this or that. Like the years i spent perfecting my craft are a waste because i was “born with it”. never mind my skills lol

not now sweetie mommy’s arguing with someone on reddit

realizing i have to make all of my own art for this new zine idea i have cause no one else is gonna make it for me 😭😭😭😭😭

making a zine: I!!! LOVE!!!! MAKING!!! ZINES!!!!!!!!!! formatting a zine: huuuuuu sobbing i-i love mm-m-making zines…..!!!!

Staying up a bit late tonight (even tho i see honey bunny 2morrow yayyy) because i don't want this pepsi to go to waste and the only thing that will keep me drinking it is doing art. tonight, i'm fighting with vectors -_-

trying for 10 minutes to understand what i'm reading on a skeet only to find out it's about vague ffxiv dungeon tactics. that would be why i didn't understand it. lol

not james "pillow" sunderland 😭😭😭😭

you know what? i'm gonna say it splatoon 2 had the worst battle music out of all the other games

i’m usually on a discord vc with my longtime internet friends every night for a few hours and i get used to just saying whatever i want to them and having no filter but it’s gotten to the point that my monkey brain thinks that zoom meetings are vc as well so i find myself almost saying weird things

i have an art account now! @geffenia.bsky.social check it out if you want :3

i’m trying to mod my psp, which is apparently very easy to do software wise, but i want to change the faceplates and analog stick before i even attempt to play dissidia again on it. its gross but bc ive had my psp for more than a decade and played it so much, the analog stick is… yucky. ugh

getting back into zines because i love deadlines but like i keep getting rejected except for the one that had extremely high standards and everyone else’s art was like the sistine chapel and i somehow got in and my imposter died for a few weeks. that was cool

day 6: diy bondage / tadaai #Sk8Kinktober2025

second coming of sk8 fandom aka kira and im finally getting into aitada. its not that i didnt like it i just liked toxic renga more lol

me: all my therapists have tried to teach me Cognitive Behavioral Therapy skills but they never stick and i don’t really understand it my therapist: interesting you say that because i see you use those skills often when we talk me:

delete later but i would say i’m going through a friend break up but i don’t think the friend would notice me deleting them from everything lol it’s better this way, but it still sucks.

I’m not gonna take “fox mask stanning is problematic” from people who wanna fuck James Sunderland

i think my life would improve with a nintendo alarmo

i did that thing again where i went on someone’s profile and scrolled their posts thinking it was my timeline

silent hill 4 would have gone craaaaazzzyyyyyy for 2022 kira who’s only homework assignment in art school was to 3D model a room

adding on to my last skeet— i used to tell morgan “i wanna be a girl” and morgan would tell me “there! you wanna be a girl so you are one now!” and im always like wow…… it’s so simple…… i can literally be anything

gender thoughts oh no cringe

nobody spontaneously combusts anymore

i want to post my art here but idk how to organize it….. with my own hashtag? a feed? idk bro 😭 someone help

shinada yakuza’s storyline is basically just what if everyone liked a guy so so much

"What character changed your brain chemistry?" and it's my own OCs

when you want to get into a game but you hate the battle mechanic so much BUT there’s a really good ship in there of older man/younger woman BUT there’s is no fic of them BUT you can make the art and fic yourself and still be satisfied BUT YOU REALLY HATE THE BATTLE SYSTEM IN THE GAME

he could’ve made so much money doing gay porn

yakuza kiwami only enjoyers getting to that mission and being like “LITERALLY UNPLAYABLE”

keeping it in the group chat

they should settle court cases with the lawyers trying to beat the shit out of eachother with socker boppers

Recettear is featured in the CRPG Book because of the work Andrew Dice & Carpe Fulgur did - they were pioneers in bringing Japanese games to Steam, way back in 2010. Many Japanese developers only took interest in Steam after seeing a doujin game like Recettear selling over 300k units. Rest in Peace

btw, tuna is my friend. tuna isn’t her name but it’s what i call her <3

unfortunately muting all silent hill things until tuna and i finish f 😔✌️i can’t play it until sunday… life is pain

my dad has seen a total of 3 selfies over the past 5 months and he still hasn’t noticed my new septum piercing lmao

lionmitri is insane i can’t believe this

i’m excited to play silent hill f to get mind fucked again. i never see what’s coming in those games and it always throws me for a loop

wait I'm sorry it's rapture day AND bi visibility day?? talk about now you see me, now you don't

i wish i could block someone so hard their account gets deactivated

As a celebration for having my twitter account nuked, I'm posting some #adareki here. Anyways, there you go.

Solitaire on Windows 98

Last Goodbye #undertale10thanniversary

a cool life update! I accepted a volunteer social media/graphic designer position for a local non profit that helps connect asylum seekers and immigrants with resources to make their transition here easier ^___^

noncon tw because i'll continue to warn for this even if bsky staff tries to make that a punishable offense #bskycensorship

realizing i put more hours into ffxiv than i did with dissidia is making me ill i can't do this anymore man NOTHING against ffxiv but it's insane for me to put 200 hours in a game that famously hooks people for years and years and not get hooked at some point?

insane that it only took me 15 minutes (i timed it) to find the perfect cc for my silent hill 4 sims when i usually spend hours and days cc hunting