I miss the feeling of being in love

Omg yes, how did you know that my sleep paralysis issue returning is exactly what I needed in my life right now!? I love waking up unable to move my body or any of my facial muscles so it feels like I’m suffocating! Starting my day off terrified and anxious again is exactly what I wanted 😍

If you want to better your life, sit down and listen to Solange's album A Seat at the Table. An incredible 50 minutes or so of music. Truly.

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Fucking shit I broke my home rowing machine. Snapped the fucking cable mid workout 😭

My problem is

10/10 take. No notes.

haha FUCK

Reposting because, and I say this with love, some of you are going to see this and go “oh shit, I need to check my bottle” and then immediately forget about it so if this could affect you, go check right now before you even scroll to the next post, I mean it.

The GWAGay subreddit being like 90% top/dom speaker audios is gonna be my thirteenth reason (is that a thing we still say?) I am BEGGING for a good sub/bottom speaker audio 😭 and it’s seems like 75% of the ones that do get posted are monster-fucker themed and I don’t want that either!!!!!!!

Blsky thinks it's my mommy and doesn't want me to see the bad curse words. Lmao. Joke website.

I think my favorite thing about myself is the girl reading this. I’m absorbing your essence and changing your gender identity (if applicable). Sorry, it just kinda happens. What can you do, you know?

Yo im tryna kiss some legs

Congratulations to NYC on becoming the Trans Capital of the World!

My favorite part of my day is popping two caffeine pills before I start writing (which is the recommended dose) and then 30 minute later questioning whether I remembered to take them cause I did so absentmindedly while editing I learn if I double dipped or not via my heart rate an hour or two later

New secretary starts working in a powerful corporate office job. She's excited about rising up in the world, until the aloof femboy/twink son of the CEO walks up to her, unzips his pants and reveals his hyper schlong. Without a word to her he jerks off and covers her in cum, before walking away

I love posting shit like this in the middle of the afternoon when most people are working and I'm just taking a quick break from writing tragic smut

My favorite side-effect of most ADHD meds I've taken is that it constantly feels like I could chug an entire bathtub's worth of water without taking a breath and still feel thirsty afterwards.

Was working out in my living room earlier watching YouTube on the TV (so no adblock). They hit me with the double whammy of an ad for a local conservative politician’s transphobic campaign, and then one for ChatGPT. Back to back. I hate this stupid fucking world, man.

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The problem with taking a really high dose of (prescribed) amphetamines is that if I start thinking about sex, I’m gonna wanna masturbate, and thats not a good idea On this strong of a stimulant all that will happen is that I’ll fucking decimate my dick for several hours and still not cum

Maybe next November will be the one that I’m caught up on all my writing obligations by, and I’ll actually have time to write the NNN idea I’ve had in my notes for like 3-4 years now. Imagine…

Touch starved (violent)

Cut benefits, force the poor to commit “crimes” of survival, arrest them. Can’t afford bail? Straight to jail. Free labor for corporations and private investors. The suffering is the point.

I haven't experienced a feeling of "what the fuck is wrong with me" like this since I wrote Cuckquean Conundrum

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Relevant because its 5:47am and I can't sleep so I'm belting Doobie Brothers' songs while doing Zulrah runs

Still have about 30 pounds to go before hitting my 2nd big weight-loss goal. My goal after that is sort of undecided.

And here’s the 🔞 version

Pro of losing 75 pounds (and counting): Sexier than ever. I'm so gorgeous that I constantly fear that I'll be swarmed by women wherever I go like a member of a British Pop-Rock band at the height of Beatlemania if I step outside Cons of losing 75 pounds (and counting): clothe to big

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I'm glad that this was the screenshot I decided to post of my current WIP, cause it made me realize that "*greeting* her lips like a lover's kiss" is much more potent imagery. Crazy how changing one word - and only a couple letters of the word - can be so impactful

Developed Plot May your GF have as much plot as Roger's wife does

Having a normal one

Imagine, if you will,

Another dream about an entirely separate ex, but this one was very much "its prime cuffing season and your single" influenced

Before I fell asleep, I listened to one of my fav smutty audios about a woman being seduced by her ex and cheating on her husband with him. So what did I dream about? That’s right! Except it took place at a Hollywood costume party, for some reason. I have not seen that woman in damn near a decade

God I would kill myself for a cigarette right now

Can you imagine? #3D

Tonight’s darkness-staring music is Ginuwine’s first album. Good stuff. Most people know Pony, but there’s so many great tracks. He’s got such a soothing voice

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No, I've never had an orgasm before. Orgasms are a social construct

Many of you are not real lovers and it shows smh

I think the phrase "sweet on you" should make a comeback as a popular way to express romantic interest in someone. Its such a soft, nice thing to say to someone. It also hits a sweet spot, imo, between the childishness of "I like you" and the stiffness of "I have feelings for you"

Maybe it’s time to cool it with the posts not related to writing or NSFW topics

I despise the word "nonplussed"

here's how you remove the AI from the latest Firefox update

Maxwell's "Maxwell's Urban Hang Suite" is also a really peak Neo-Soul album. Incredible music to bedrot and day dream too

God imagine how good it would feel to have no fingers