Will this shit ever get easier? The constant day in day out struggle between hating work but needing money and being unable to enjoy my weekends because of family or other obligations? Will I ever feel any kind of contentment for more than an hour at a time?

Get home from work, don't even get a fucking hello just totally ignored, find out the one appliance I need to make dinner is in the dishwasher and won't be good for another 3-4 hours Guess I'm just not eating fucking dinner tonight

Wouldn't entirely mind just going into a fucking coma and waking up months down the line

Therapist ended the most recent session with telling me to try and coke up with a list of 10 reasons to live, to keep going Totally honest, I'm having trouble with anything more than 1, and even then it's just FOMO

Gonna lose my fucking temper at someone or something today and I'm gonna get right back into a major depressive episode right the fuck after

Treated like a fucking dog by every single person in this store, owner, manager, coworker, customer, sales rep, fucnjng everyone Just grit my teeth and bite my tongue and fucking take it all like a good fucking object

Walk into a shitshow as soon as I get in, take 15 mins to clean it all up, 5 of which was off the clock, and do I even get a fucking thank you? No, I get an "oh ok" because no one does fucking anything in this place

Kikuri Hiroi commission!

wip getting better at skin 😤

The Witcher 3 is getting an expansion called Songs Of The Past in 2027, but only on PlayStation 5, Xbox Series X/S, and PC.

Undertaker🤍 (Timelapse here) subscribestar.adult/fluffydango

Kaine's 🍆 touches the floor. ☠︎︎ Patreon|Commissions|Newgrounds|Pixiv|Pillowfort|Website ☠︎︎

I need to post something on Creek birthday but I’m way too locked in on comms, so here’s a secret Patreon alt of one of my best drawings yet!

Thinkin bout gators

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Bottomless Sunday 2

Want to call out of work and do nothing, just feel so drained

Just hate the way that I am

Part of me really wants to drink tonight and just try to force myself to autopilot the next 2 days

Just can't get away from this feeling that I'm a complete, miserable fucking asshole

Idk why I'm secretly hoping someone checks on me or tried to cheer me up, it's not gonna happen Even if it did, I don't deserve that kind of treatment, what have I done to warrant anything positive towards me

Need to put my face back on, dad asked if I was ok, answered honestly, he had no idea how to reply Need to put that happy mask back on before I walk into work, avoid this again

Sleep didn't really help

Maybe I should just make the executive deduction to double up my dosage of Prozac

Totally invisible unless I have a happy face and an inquisitive look painted on my mask, and even then I'm not invisible, just annoying Unless someone needs something from me, then I'm Mr reliable or Mr understanding or whatever

Did a good job keeping the mask up today at work but then as soon as I walked out the door it just crumbled apart And now because I can't just paint a smile back overtop, I'm having to miss tabletop

I'm not gonna have money for this fucking trip, and even if I did it would just make people realize how unlikeable I am Just an ugly, fat, stubborn fuckin loser with 0 redeeming qualities

Had like a day or two of decent mood and now I'm back down in the dumps Great

God man, I am really just not good at anything I try my hand at, total fuckin failure or disappointment

a quick Sylphrena

Vampire Queen Astra 🩸❤️

Feels like the depression has been acting up really bad the past couple weeks, moods been very below average, random passive suicidal thoughts, all that shit This fuckin blows

💀 It's Evolution, Baby! 🎶

Not feeling much confidence about myself today, not sure why

hilda #pokemon #hilda #bigass #gyatt

"Something catch your eye, hun?" Once again, thank you to @floating_atsumi on Twitter & Skeb for this piece!🐦

(Tw: Blood) Nyoro and @encie.bsky.social's Sefa having a good oul laff after a good oul battle #art #oc #nsfwart #nsfwoc

"Oh, there you are! Care to join me?" Big thank you to @floating_atsumi on Twitter & Skeb for this piece. Second piece will be posted tomorrow! 🐦

God todays sucked man, just getting it from every angle

Venomous

is someone's oc missing a bikini now?

i’m not kidding about the buttons popping off my blouses it fits great everywhere else…

Hey artists did you know that if YOU proactively communicate with your clients and update them YOURSELF instead of GHOSTING them until they dm you, 99% of the time they will be incredibly kind and understanding if there are delays/problems finishing their commission?🤯

Fish

POV you took Lady M out to dinner

Prince Baily after a sweaty sparring session. A more revealing version is in the link. www.patreon.com/posts/prince...

somewhat late mother's day uzaki tsuki

A low center of gravity helps her keep her balance #MayaTosis #bodyhorror