thank you all for the kinds words on my last post 🖤

until i know the full extent of my health issues and my cancer, i’m going to take an indefinite hiatus. i can’t think of anything else other than my reality, as much as i try to. thank y’all for being such a beacon of light during these hard times. i love you and happy holidays and new year 🖤

please, don’t ever take for granted your ability to breathe. i was literally born to do it, instinctively and even then….

written in the middle of the night bc my brain only functions creatively then

A doctor’s letter to United Healthcare for denying nausea meds for a child on chemo

onlyfirsts and changes are getting some love rn and idk if it’s because someone rec’d it but thank y’all for making this sick little egg happy.

I hope the masked ceo-killer becomes the DB Cooper of our time

i miss y’all and fandom sm

Two stages of writing: 1) This shouldn't take too long 2) Oh no

sometimes you really just need to stand in blazing hot water in the shower and ponder…

i think what feeds into this feeling of inadequacy is how quickly people expect creation to be “churned out” like it’s not a thing that takes time and conscious effort. i cannot keep up with the pace that capitalism expects, it’s so suffocating

in hindsight, maybe watching grey’s anatomy wasn’t the best choice for me right now all things considered but it’s so addicting, i can’t stop now 🤷🏻‍♀️

we deserved sassy harry in the movies

why does infidelity have me by the throat?

this seems fun! (taken from @cursebreakker.bsky.social 🫶🏼)

i’ve been watching this number just waiting for it to hit 8k so naturally i miss it by one. crazy shit!!! it’s a stupid little dd/lg fic set in a muggle au that has taken me far too long to write. all my gratitude 🎀💗

wish i was one of those writers that could write while they’re going through hard shit but my brain really said lololol no here’s all this trauma tho!

i saw post on the ao3 subreddit yesterday about someone complaining that writers just “don’t use beta’s anymore” and it’s why the quality of fics is terrible now. the post is gone now but rage i felt in that moment i don’t think i could ever describe.

write violence, write sex, write whimsy, write politics, write uncomfortable themes, write whatever the hell you want. who cares about what other people like or don't like? that shit is all subjective anyway. all that matters is what gets you up to write. so do it. I dare you bro. write. it.

can’t believe tomorrow is december. what a fucking year it’s been.

oh to be a house cat

i’m sure i don’t have to say it but i read dot, discovered sirmione, and i never looked back.

using my vibrat*r for my back and oh. my. god. why didn’t i think about doing this before?

what’s a romcom you love that you don’t really ever hear people talk about? mine’s spanglish 🙂‍↕️

hermione’s over at the burrow unaware that the twins are working on a new batch of amortentia. she walks into the kitchen, gets herself a drink, smells something very familiar and confronting and asks “oh, is sirius here? i should say hello”

i 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬 i feel like writing today

me seeing myself in all y’all’s skircles: girl, you gotta chill 🫠

are you ever reading something that’s tagged hea but the two characters just can’t seem to fucking stand each other any which way that you’re like “are you sure this is hea?” 🤔

still refuse to believe bill is the oldest weasley. it just makes sense in my head that it’s charlie.

i fucking hate being chronically ill. y’all im so tired.

i’m grateful for many many things this year but what i’m most grateful for is being blessed enough to still be here

sirmione drabble | nsfw dom!hermione

i made my green bean casserole. i will not be doing anything else today. thank you.

i’m here again 🥹

it’s really quiet in the house rn cause we’re all reading in the living room. my mother in law is reading a book of a man who served in vietnam, my husband is reading a book about hedy lamarr and im reading wizard porn 😃

idk i guess i just don’t understand some of the astoria hate

people that insist on having conversations with you as soon as you wake up

it’s just that they deserved to be a happy family 😫

bsky circles? the nostalgiaaaa

Omg did you know that claiming to love this fandom while simultaneously profiting off of it and causing harm means you actually DONT love this community? I’m so glad we had this talk🫶🏼

AND I'D DO IT AGAIN

oh the days where they would specifically say in fics “lemons below the cut!!” before you got to the smut

It's almost Thanksgiving, which means it's almost time for me to post about my favorite cursed TV commercial

dudley “i don’t think you’re a waste of space” dursley

i’ll just leave this here if anyone’s in the mood. idk. 👀 🔗: archiveofourown.org/works/45350659

okay that’s enough for today